I have a congenital heart disease, but you don't. You can run, jump and play, but I can't. I'm always in pain. I have to concentrate on taking care of my mother, but you can live a free life regardless. Because I am the elder brother and you are the younger brother.
I work hard to survive and support this family. Fuqiang Group is my painstaking effort, named after us. You know, my good brother, I spent my whole life trying to make our family of three better off.
But look what you did! I met Heiba. I didn't expect you to be so disappointing. Li Qiang, I warned you not to gamble. Why don't you listen? I embezzled a large sum of money from the company to pay off your gambling debt. My mother always says in my ear, "Be rich." Mom, I'm afraid it's useless. You two brothers should help each other in the future. Li Qiang, the child is aggressive and grumpy. You should discipline him more. You see, no matter how naughty you are, mom misses you. Why don't you come back and spend more time with mom and have a good talk with her? I know you have some bad habits, but you can't forget your roots. Mom has worked hard for us for most of her life. Can you tell her to save snacks?
Leg edema is getting worse and worse, and I can't walk without crutches. I am tired, too. This disease has tortured me for so long that I don't know when I can walk. How can I rest assured that you and mom are like this? I called you today and asked you to come to the hospital to see your mother. She won't let me tell you that she just had an operation for cerebral thrombosis, for fear that you would be worried. Have you ever cared? A messenger's phone can make you slam the door on her. Li Qiang, how obedient you used to be. How did you become like this now? I can't let you go on like this.
I had a bad chest pain today, and it took me a long time to recover. The secretary told me that there was a woman looking for her outside, saying that her husband was injured at work, but as the person in charge, you refused to appear and deal with it, so you came to me in desperation. I followed her to the hospital and saw her husband lying there quietly, with tubes all over his body, and a thin little girl by the bed. I helped the woman pay the medical bill and gave her some money to take good care of her family. Li Qiang, you can't be heartless. If I die, how will you support your mother?
It's not that I don't know all the shit you've done over the years. I thought you could stop losing your temper when you got married, but you are getting worse and worse, with domestic violence, divorce and even gambling more. But we are brothers. I always thought you'd turn around. For the first time, I felt as if I was wrong.
We can't put it off any longer. When the personal doctor warned me again that my heart was overloaded, an evil idea suddenly rose in my heart. Li Qiang, I hope you can forgive me. The world has never been fair to me. Why do you always let your mother miss you and let me help you clean up when you can't do anything well? Why do I try to earn money to support my family and do more good deeds, and I can't even live a normal life? With what? Because I'm my brother? Fuck your big brother like a father!
I gave you a big dose of anesthetic when I tied you up. I'm afraid I changed my mind as soon as you opened your eyes, but I can't wait any longer. Li Qiang, don't be afraid. It just hurts a little. It will be all right soon. From now on, your heart will live in my body, and we will live together and be filial to our mother.
They asked me to cut off your head so as not to show it. I looked at your pale face as if I had just fallen asleep. You didn't cherish what I longed for. It doesn't matter. Now we are finally one. From this moment on, I can't look back, but I don't regret it. Li Qiang, you wait for me in this river, when I take care of my mother, and when I finish what I haven't finished, I'll come to you. We are brothers, brothers for life.
The police finally found me. If a person does something wrong, he must bear the corresponding consequences. I just regret that I didn't take good care of my mother and I can't make soup for her anymore. Why is it dark so early today? It seems that we did our homework together yesterday, and my mother was watching quietly. Today, I am the only one standing here, facing this endless wilderness. ...
What is he talking about? He lied to me, didn't he Li Qiang, Li Qiang, why don't you talk? Did you cut off your little finger because you swore off gambling? Why didn't you tell me? Why have I never really understood your life? Why do I know your efforts now? Li Qiang, you hate me, don't you? How ironic is it that your brother, who has been teaching you to be a man all day, has done immoral things himself? I was all wet. ...
Regret it? I looked at the opposite person and didn't speak. Close your eyes as if you were seven or eight years old. We fished together by the river. You didn't fish seriously, which affected me and scared my fish away.
"Brother, what do you want to be when you grow up?"
"What about you? What do you want to be when you grow up? "
"I ... I want to make a lot of money."
"So ... what?"
"I want to invite you."
At that time, the sky was still very blue, and we were running in the wind together, with countless dandelions flying behind us.