Nalan Xingde, a native of Zhenghuang Banner in Manchuria, was born in a famous family. His father, Mingzhu, is the prime minister of the ruling and opposition parties, ranking first among civil servants. He himself is even richer. /kloc-At the age of 0/8, he won the second prize. At the age of 22, he became a second-class scholar. Later, he was awarded the first-class bodyguard of the emperor. He is a squire, very prominent. Until his death at the age of 3 1, he was loved and relied on by Emperor Kangxi. He was born with early wisdom and outstanding talent. He was an outstanding poet in the Qing Dynasty, and was once praised by Wang Guowei as "the only one since the Northern Song Dynasty". Before his death, Nalan Ci appeared block printing, which produced a sensational effect of "singing at home" and "spreading all over the village school post wall".
Son Nalan is a thoughtful and thoughtful man. His teachers and friends recalled that when he was young, he was often forbidden to talk about what was going on in the world because he had not been tempered by the world. The dragon, on the other hand, has experienced a lot, is used to the classics in the sea, and is gradually mature and sophisticated. He "expects things repeatedly and refuses to treat others lightly", and "or asks him about the world, he doesn't answer, sometimes mixed with other languages. People call it cautious, I don't know whether it is elegant or not. " He loves poetry very much and makes friends every day. Whenever he feels something, he always expresses his feelings through poems and lyrics. He is used to expressing his feelings in the form of literature. This should be a major feature of drinking water words. However, as Cao Yin lamented, I'm afraid not many people can see the author's heart through those beautiful words and understand the inside story deeply.
Of course, some of his intimate friends and girlfriends have already seen this. Yan, a close friend of Nalan who is 32 years older than him, said that more than a month before his death, he went back to Wuxi in the south of the Yangtze River to bid farewell, and there was no one else in his seat. He talked about the ups and downs of life and the end of personnel, and he was extremely well prepared. You often feel sad when you speak. When they shook hands and said goodbye, it seemed that he couldn't let go of him in his arms, but he didn't tell the truth directly, which was an unspeakable secret. He also said that in daily life, Nalan's son is always afraid, and there is a fear of being in an abyss.
In fact, as long as we study his poems carefully, it is not difficult to see this kind of heart melody clearly. According to statistics, among the more than 300 existing words, the word "mourning" has been used nearly a hundred times, and words such as "tears" and "hate" have also appeared dozens of times; In addition, such as heartbroken, Helpless, Sad, Compassion, Unintentional, Miserable Life, first frost, Lonely Fangfei and so on. Almost all of them can be seen from open books, and deep and sad feelings are permeated between the lines, just like cuckoos weeping blood and moaning; Even some works with generous love words and wonderful pen flowers are mixed with the voice of change, revealing a painful sense of emptiness in life.
I am a melancholy guest in the world, I know what you are crying about, and I remember my life in a heartbreaking voice. I was forced to pay for my mood and read Li Sao, which was like the tide of Xiangjiang River day and night. If you don't believe me, look back at the west wind and feel sad!
Natural intestines are going to be broken, so why go further west!
The rest of my life is not thirty, and I am half worried. My heart is like a falling flower, and the spring breeze has broken.
Wandering for a long time, I feel sad and disgusting. In a bad mood, vague, strong sadness and joy.
In the shadow of the sunset, did you ask to return to the flood? And follow the fate, no mood to live, and look at Huating Crane.
Generally speaking, this pessimistic, world-weary, empty and depressed psychological state should belong to the kind of lonely minister who travels. It is difficult to get this kind of life experience and spiritual experience without experiencing the ups and downs of life, the dangers of life and the destruction of the country and family. Nalanxingde certainly has nothing to do with this.
His ancestors rode through the wilderness in their hearts, rushed out of the jungle and drove north and south; His body is full of the blood of brave and energetic hunting people;
He was born in an aristocratic family in Tianhuang. Zhong Ming eats well and his horse is light and fat. He grew up in a gentle and rich town, a place full of smoke and willow. He was bathed in gorgeous gold dust, with flowers and purple dances everywhere.
He is a rare son of the Eight Banners, a new generation leader in China. He was respected by people at that time, cherished by his parents, and appreciated by Jinlu and Pengcheng Tianzi.
In the eyes of the world, he is a typical lucky dog. It can be said that he wants the wind to get the wind and the rain to get the rain. The crown of fame, wealth and honor, he has almost everything that ordinary people yearn for, hope and pursue.
It is such a person who dramatically produced a decadent mentality and sent out a sad and sad song of the soul. His lyrics are famous for their long sadness and tears, which make people unable to understand. This strange life phenomenon is really surprising and difficult to solve.
Yang Fangcan, a scholar in Qing Dynasty, analyzed and said in Nalan Preface: "Mr. Diao Zhuerlun grew up in China, but his writing is sad and trivial, like a gaunt and dereliction of duty. Gage, who has a brilliant career, can't tolerate floating dust, paranoia, melancholy, faint rhyme, suspicion of immortals and ghosts. An eternal year is a good sign. " The poet Nana Ogawa once questioned this and tried to explain:
Why did Greengar and Humen's distinguished guests escape into the city of sadness? It's not a question of poverty, it's a question of birth.
Sure, why not?
Westerners have a saying that "character determines fate". If "natural sharp mind" is regarded as a character feature, it can be said that it is the special social and historical environment in which Nalan Xingde lives, his unique personality and ideological conflicts inside and outside his heart that have created his tragic character.
Nalan's son grew up sucking the milk of China culture. He was deeply influenced by Confucianism since he was a child, holding the lofty ambition of cultivating people and making a name for himself. Like the scholars in China, he was immersed in the dream of "being an official if you are eager to learn", and "sitting in the daytime and enjoying the past and the present in one room". Occasionally, under the environment and mentality of this building, I feel like Zhu Gekongming, paying attention to world events and disdaining to be famous by words, just waiting for the recommendation of my confidant and the appreciation of the Lord, and then showing my talents. "I want to hold hands with the Galaxy and wash the whole world." "Green just taught me to keep a pink book and brushed off my clothes with a smile. He wants to do a well-connected career, then succeed, leave North Korea, retire to the mountains, and completely realize the life journey of a politician. In order to realize his long-cherished wish, he worked hard. Although he lives in a luxurious home, he is idle and lonely, and the courtyard is silent. There is no seat outside, and there is no skirt prostitute, silk pipe, calling Lu and holding a candle in the inner courtyard. Whenever he is sleepy in the cold night and summer, he will always seize a moment of leisure, wander in calligraphy, send his feelings to the art forest, pick up his brilliance and agility, show his elegant mind and strong sense of mission, and fully show the unique diligent and enterprising mentality of the class members in the rising stage.
In fact, however, it backfired, and the reality he faced was completely another state. As his closest friend Gu Zhenguan said, "There are different talents to show, different careers to build, different rewards to get what you want, and different feelings to express." He himself said so:
I won't stay here today. I have accomplished nothing. There is heroic blood in my life, and there is no reason to splash Jingjiang! The horse's teeth are lengthened, and Gankun is also a waste of time. If I ask you what it is, the name is always like water. I used to drink a glass of wine, but I got drunk when I grew up.
So, how did this state come about?
It turned out that Emperor Kangxi, out of appreciation for the son of Nalan, was born in a noble family and had superhuman qualifications. He expected him as soon as he met, and kept him as a confidant and bodyguard. Moreover, one term is ten years until the son dies of illness. For ordinary people, it is a great honor to be the emperor's favorite, witness the closeness of the dragon face and kiss the warmth of the sky. However, he strongly disapproves. He is well aware of the essence of this position: at the beginning of Nurhachi's rise, Khan's bodyguard was served by his servants or servants to undertake security and escort affairs; Later, although it was replaced by imperial clan and children of Qi, it was still like a servant, at any time at the disposal of the emperor, directly driven by the emperor, specifically responsible for staying in the palace and guarding the guards.
In Nalan's mind, being a bodyguard and entering the Forbidden Palace is tantamount to imprisoning a carved cage and being trapped in a net. His five-character poem "Ming Long Ying" is lyrical by chanting things, which can be described as melancholy and profound.
Where is the golden guest? He lives in the green curtain. There are fears and dreams here, and there are no plans for the spring breeze.
Wandering between beams and swallows, swallows nest in wells. Empty will cloud the road wing, sealing hate in the carving cage. The oriole was nicknamed "the son of golden clothes". Enjoying all the splendor, but wearing a gold cangue and silver lock, it is most appropriate for Nalan's son to introduce the cage warbler to himself. Look at this Yinger, covered in colorful feathers, eating fragrant grains, covered with carved cages, jumping around all day and being played with. She is neither afraid of cold nor being attacked by projectiles. On the surface, she is really rich, comfortable and enviable. It has everything, the only thing missing is physical and mental freedom-it can't fly and sing freely like other similar people.
Therefore, its heart is very depressed, and the word "habitat" is revealed. It can be seen that the jumping behavior is not because of excitement, but the performance of habitat anxiety and uneasiness. The word "where" means that it is not here, it is not inherent in the cage. "Intention" and "Unintention" in Zhuan Xu describe the causes of oriole's anxiety, show contradictions, and reveal a kind of preparation, an expectation and a new awakening: breaking through dreams, facing reality, bravely fighting for freedom. Necklace couplets describe oriole's heart, longing for the vast world outside the "green curtain", admiration for the early spring purple swallows flying up and down, and admiration for the phoenix with tung flowers nesting and drinking dew on the high road. And all this has now become a distant fantasy. The couplet ends with a cold word: Empty has the same wings. Empty can only swallow his voice and hatred silently in the carved cage, and it will eventually end sadly.
If this is just a vague proposal, then his "quasi-ancient poetry" is a straightforward statement of resentment:
I am a pioneer, and I am self-disciplined. I'm so charming that I'll be sent to heaven and earth, but I don't want it. Hey, Huating Crane, honor is a shame!
As soon as I opened the board, I openly declared: I am an undisciplined person, and I don't want to be bound by any form. Therefore, I hate cages very much However, fate has changed and people have been deceived by nature. In the end, he became a "Huating Crane", but he was imprisoned and humiliated by the shackles of fame. The ancients said, "It's important to get what you want to live in this world. Ask the poem, "Why are Huating cranes in the canal like Songjiang bass?" "Huating Crane" and "Songjiang Bass" both originated in Songjiang, Shanghai, and each has an allusion: Lu Ji was slandered by a traitor in the Jin Dynasty. Before I died, I sighed: I can't do it if I want to hear the cry of Huating Crane again! At the same time, Zhang Han knew the opportunity first. On the grounds of missing the delicious perch in his hometown, he resolutely retired from Wuzhong, thus avoiding the risk of cruel politics and winning his life in troubled times. From the ancient classics quoted by Nalan, it is not difficult to see the secret that he regretted his official career and strayed into the cage.
Regret or mistake is actually powerless and helpless. Like being unable to pull out her hair and leave the earth, Nalan also faces an irreversible fate. Under the emperor's long fists and claws, his life track is not his own.
He was even more disappointed and sad when he contacted Gu Zhenguan, Chen Qinian, Yan and Jiang, who were poor and far away from home. He is deeply indignant at the extremely absurd world phenomenon that talented people are not appreciated, but mediocre and stupid people can prosper in their careers. In the word "Young Beauty" written to Gu Zhenguan, he expressed his strong dissatisfaction:
I owe you a debt of gratitude for taking care of the flower class. See the chicken and dog on the ladder, and Huang Jiuzhao Chyi Chin * * * mud plow. Thin and crazy, looks stupid and fat, is sentenced to be stupid and fat, laughing at himself sick and poor, not as good as a vassal. "Huang Jiu" and "Chyi Chin" are famous poets in Song Dynasty, namely Huang Tingjian and Qin Shaoyou, which refer to the author and Gu Zhenguan respectively. Watching a group of chickens and dogs ascend to heaven, he and talents like Gu Zhenguan are willing to fall into hell (mud plough). "Thin crazy" and "fat" are metaphors of frustration and pride in official career. "Men aim at dust" means that successful people climb high and look far, holding power in their hands. Du Fu has a saying that "all the officials in the province are on the stage, but Mr. Wenguang is lonely". Here, the unreasonable phenomenon of "Huang Zhong destroys, Waffleming" is ridiculed and attacked, while officials and fans like this are extremely despised.
Because of the irreconcilable contradiction between reality and spiritual pursuit, his body and mind are under double pressure: on the one hand, reality deviates from his ideal, he has ideal, vision and pursuit, and he tries to make his own choice for the road of life all the time, but everything is not satisfactory, as if fate is against him, and finally he is discouraged because of the cruel mercy of embarrassing fate; On the other hand, it is the so-called "born with one intestine", that is, the conflict between human nature and personality and his social environment. His nature is simple, he longs for a free life, and his personality is very distinct. As a result, not only is the scope and time of activities strictly restricted, but he must try his best to hide his secular desires and his true feelings. Everything he says and does must be done by the emperor, without any ambiguity or omission. This kind of hardship, in his letter to his bosom friend Zhang Chunxiu made explicit disclosure:
Bitter nature is idle, near bitter deer. Donghua is soft in the world of mortals, and should only bury the hearts and embroideries of the wise. Servants are sparse, that can be compared with this!
In a letter to Yan who forgot to make friends for a year, I talked more fully: on the 28th, I will sail east and south, but I don't know where the end of the world is. How can I say when I will come back? Brother Han (referring to Wu Hancha) is very ill. Is it still unknown to see him? Tears streamed down her face. When Debbie came to work in pommel horse, she felt very tired and had a variety of hair, but her ambition was the same as before, and it was all gone. Someone once said that a glass of wine is not as good as a glass of wine before death. This is a big county.
Reading these heartfelt letters and combining his poems, it is not difficult to see Nalan's heart.
Li Houzhu has long said: "The past is only sad, but it is difficult to arrange the scenery." As an attendant of the emperor, Nalan inevitably traces back to the past and yearns for the past in the process of traveling around the north and south with chariots, which also brings him a lot of feelings.
In the twenty-first year of Kangxi, Nalan Xingde arrived in Jilin with his coachman and came to Songhua River (formerly known as Huntongjiang), which used to be an ancient battlefield. Before entering the customs, in the process of reunification, the departments of Jianzhou, Haixi and Savage killed each other, annexed each other and fought for it desperately, leaving endless mental trauma to future generations. The poet was touched by the scene and was injured. At that time, he had mixed feelings. He wrote a poem "Man Fang Ting": snow turns over crows, river ice leaps, and wind blows dragon piles. It's always sad to cry at night. Dancing until midnight, where there is no one, there are village chickens. Only should be a sound, shining golden dark clap your hands, tears wet clothes. You know, today's ancient events have chess wins and chess losses. It's touching to sigh, but it's wrong to look back. There are only a few lines left in the history of history, and the sunset has broken all the relics. Time * * *, confused with the river, when will it flow back?
The first five sentences in the first part of the poem describe the scenery, presenting the symbolic ancient battlefield-Dragon Pile to the readers: crows flying in the snow, Ma Yue glaciers, land swept away by the strong wind, dead people crying at night, "a great achievement will make all bones dry", which is extremely tragic. "Ai" refers to the earthen fort left over from the war to observe the enemy's situation or the mound that recorded the mileage in ancient times. "Longdui" was originally a western region, which generally refers to the ancient battlefield in the border areas. Phosphorus fire is commonly known as ghost fire, and "yin phosphorus" refers to ghosts who died in battle. There is a poem in the Tang Dynasty, "Fighting ghosts gathers yin and phosphorus". The poet then expressed his feelings: I should have followed the example of Zu Ti in the Eastern Jin Dynasty and heard the chicken dance at midnight; However, there is no one here, and there is no sound of pheasants. The implication is that even if there is a feeling of serving the country, there is no way to achieve it, only to increase feelings. I had to secretly blow the shining golden armor, but also in ecstasy, tears stained my clothes.
The next chapter is full of discussion, reflecting the sadness of life from the dream of rise and fall. The tone is low and depressing, with profound meaning. Poets lament the rise and fall of ancient and modern times, just like an overturned chess table, they struggle for power and profit. Regardless of winning or losing, it becomes empty in an instant, reflecting the nothingness of history and the illusion of life. Brutal Contact, two small countries in the snail's horn, are fighting for land. The phrase "Zhuangzi" means that the two sides are fighting for small, which has no practical significance. What is left is only a few lines of records on the broken monument, hidden in the sunset, and the long years have passed away with the mixed river, which can never be recovered.
On this trip, I have been to Wula, the size of Songhua River. On my way back, I also went to Longtankou, a strategic hub in kaiyuan city, Liaoning Province. These two places are not too far from Nalan's ancestral home. His predecessor was Hercynian Nuzhen Yehe Department. Later, the ministries of Haixi were wiped out by Jianzhou Jurchen under the command of Nurhachi. Nalan's great-grandfather Jin Taishi was the leader of Yehe Department. After the old city fell, he refused to surrender and set himself on fire. Nurhachi ordered him to be hanged. More than 60 years have passed, and now, the great-grandson of Jin Taishi, who was a bodyguard, is the great-grandson of Nuerhachi, who was an emperor. He came to the hometown of Nuzhen in Haixi that year and became a slave, which naturally made him feel vicissitudes. Look at his "Little Wula in Huanxisha" and "Qin Yi Crocodile Longtankou";
Birch houses, fish clothes and willows make a city, and Long Lin stirs waves and flies to drive Haidong. I still remember the traces of the army base, and I don't know where the Vatican bell rang, so I don't know what nonsense it is.
The mountains overlap and the cliff is suspected of cracking. The sky is suspected of cracking, the inscription is broken, and the ancient moss is gnawing. The wind howled, the gold and iron sounded, and the dragon cave at the bottom of the depressed pool was gloomy. Longdong is full of eyes, and the old moon is bright.
There is infinite emotion between the lines. Chasing at the foot of the mountain and wyndell dichinson at the head of the city, who will win the final victory? Let's just say, "don't talk nonsense." "The ups and downs are full of eyes, and the old moon is bright" is by no means a general statement. It reminds people of the "old country" and "empty city" illuminated by Liu Yuxi's "Old Moon in the East of Huai River". I still remember the grudges in my early years. During that time, I had some painful type B fractures. Just to avoid touching taboos, I have to call a spade a spade, and I have to express my thoughts between obscurity and obscurity.
The more I look at it, the more I think about it. I can't help but let Nalan's son realize the vicissitudes of the world and the impermanence of the world. To say the least, even if the feud between tribes has faded in the past, the cruel family history, which was accompanied by swords and shadows and was full of bloody breath, and killed each other for power and status, should remain deeply in Nalan's memory forever, hanging over his heart like a cloud, making him dumbfounded and shuddering.
He will never forget the glory of his ancestral family, and the ups and downs will follow. Grandfather Prince Azig, the twelfth son of Nurhachi, fought with his father since he was fifteen years old, risking his life for outstanding achievements. Became one of the main flags of Baylor, the ruling group of the late Jin Dynasty, with a prominent position. However, due to his lack of political strategy, he is arrogant and violent. Later, the emperor shunzhi ordered him to commit suicide, and his descendants took away his title and cut off his clan relationship. After the bloody battle, the moon was dark and windy, and the stars sank. In a blink of an eye, wealth became a dream. Kong wrote in Peach Blossom Fan: "I once saw Jinling Cuigong sing, and Qinhuai Waterfront opened early. Who knows that it is easy to melt? " I see him from Zhu Lou, entertaining guests, watching his building collapse.
If these are all old accounts, "the old imperial calendar can't be turned over", what about now? This is even more terrible for him. He is always worried about his father's dangerous situation. Nalan Xingde knows best. Emperor Kangxi's consistent strategy to control the powerful ministers was to deliberately support the opposing factions immediately when one faction was too strong, so as to maintain the balance of imperial power and facilitate his own manipulation and control. Ao Bai, a powerful minister, was enthusiastic and bossy, so he cultivated a demand map; When Mr. Tu Tu was proud, he turned to support Pearl. When Pearl's power soared and courtiers competed to curry favor with him, he went to the stage to support his subordinates to contain them. Pearl's heyday was in the process of pacifying the San Francisco rebellion, when Emperor Kangxi relied on it as an important minister. However, with the quelling of the rebellion, his auxiliary role gradually weakened, especially because of his high status and power, which was increasingly taboo by emperors and ministers, and he watched helplessly as he fell into the magic circle of "cooking dogs and hiding bows". Pearl herself, however, wanted to make her dizzy and didn't know how to converge. She still bribed a lot of goods and guests, and as a result, her political opponents kept attacking her, and some even asked the emperor to behead at once.
"Three spring comes to glory, and the autumn festival is always afraid." This made Nalan's son worry at night. Sure enough, less than three years after his son died, his father collapsed in the fierce party struggle.
Nalan Xingde is extremely smart, sensitive and sober, which makes him always in the torment of life and not in the mood for a moment. He is afraid, he is very careful in what he says and does, and every nerve is nervous. As the saying goes, "companions are like tigers" and "the power of heaven is unpredictable", maybe when it is doomed.
He knows China's ancient book "indecent assault" like the back of his hand. Han Fei, a great politician and thinker, summed up the experience of others according to his own personal observation and came to the conclusion that kings are the most difficult to get along with. In "Difficult", he listed seven situations that may lead to "physical danger"-fatal disaster:
Things always succeed because of secrecy and fail because of language leakage. It is not necessarily what the speaker revealed himself, but the speaker inadvertently revealed the king's worries;
The king did one thing on the surface, but in fact he used it as a cover to achieve another goal. The speaker not only knows what he has done on the surface, but also knows the real purpose of doing so.
The speaker successfully planned an unusual thing for the king, but the other person did not participate in it, but guessed privately, which led to the disclosure of details. The king must think that the speaker himself deliberately leaked it;
The degree of intimacy and credit of the king to the speaker is not so deep. Even if the speaker speaks intimate words, even if he is lucky enough to be carried out and achieved results, he will be forgotten because he is not his own confidant. If it fails because it is not realized, the king suspects that the speaker is deliberately trapped on him;
The king made a mistake, and the speaker made it clear that his manners blamed him for losing his virtue;
When the king gloated and thought he was successful, you pointed it out as if you had foreseen his plan.
Reluctantly persuade the king to do what he can't or won't do, and forcibly stop what the king won't stop.
Then, Han Fei listed eight difficult problems that the king couldn't handle: if you talk to the king about his ministers, he will think that you are alienating their monarch-minister relationship;
When you talk to the king about the talent of a junior minister, he thinks you are trying to steal and embezzle the power that belongs to him;
If you talk to him about the person he loves, he will think that you want to rely on the love of the king as a backer;
If you tell him the person he hates, he will think you are testing your heart; In front of the king, your words are straightforward and simple, and he thinks you are ignorant and stupid;
If you are eloquent and eloquent, you will be abandoned because of complexity and triviality;
If you simply state your point of view, you will say that you are too timid to say anything; If you consider all the problems extensively and enthusiastically, you will be accused of arrogance.
Really: "It's hard to resist the temptation to stay"-nothing can be done.
Although Emperor Kangxi claimed to be the king of England, he was endowed with a strong personality, resourcefulness, moodiness and unpredictability. For this, as his attendant, He Gongzi saw through it from the inside. In the face of such a wily master, even the experienced "official oil man" will feel stretched and unable to cope; What's more, he is a temperament middleman and a scholar. It's really bitter for him. In this mode, every time he goes out on patrol, even if he is faced with the scenery of Chun-Li with long flowers and peanut trees, and the clear sky in September with colorful flowers, it is hard to arouse his interest in sightseeing. Inevitably let him down, unintentionally. He wrote in a poem "The Recent Flowers":
Then he went to the place where Qingyang was broken, and without saying a word, he walked all over the clear autumn road with a whip. Grass has no intention of falling into the sky, and the sound of geese is as far away as xiaoguan. I don't hate the hardships of the end of the world, but I hate the west wind blowing my dreams to the present. How much is the journey tomorrow? It's cold and rainy on your clothes.
If we say "flogging without words" and "unintentional mood", it is to directly write about the depression of mood; Then, the water stands on the mountain, the tourists pass by all the way, the geese scream at the new cold, and the road is muddy, which is a metaphor for the suffering of the "Tianya journey". Say "don't hate", in fact, between the lines has fully revealed why. So, what do you hate? The west wind blows the old heroic dream, and the young man's head is white. A feeling of complaining is vividly on the paper. I'm afraid it will be more difficult to go back to North Korea in that birdcage-like bodyguard living environment. This can be seen from Nalan's poem "Walking in the Sand": "Who cares about the cold and warm?" Mingyue, the mayor of Xiaolou, is idle. What is going on in life? "Life in the palace is full of unspeakable pain and helpless sadness. This lonely and boring life as a bodyguard made him feel empty and bored. But there is no place to say "cold in the middle and warm in the middle", and "binge drinking" can only hurt yourself and sigh. From here, we can also understand Nalan's intention of naming his vocabulary with the word "drinking water".
He deeply regrets that he was born in a rich family. By chanting snow, he sang: "It is better in the cold, and there are other roots and buds, which are not rich flowers in the world"; He loves physical and mental freedom and is eager to get rid of the shackles of the government, avoid the sinister reality and live a quiet life. Being in a noble family, he often thinks of mountains and rivers. He specially set up a hut in the garden and filled in a song "Red River" to express his feelings:
Ask me what my heart is, but I built this three-story hut. You can learn, seagulls have nothing to do, you can fly and be idle. All the feelings are gone with the running water, and the whole body is still floating. Wrong east wind, late apricot flowers, red teeth. A dusty dream is a deer in a banana. Look at chess by flipping hands. And spend a lot of time drinking to make him feel better. Who covers the eaves and corners after the snow, and the walls are blue after the rain. Some of them want to talk about cold nights and candles at the west window.
The poet said that the purpose of building a hut is to live a leisurely, unrestrained and carefree life like a seagull. In the past, there were too many names delayed. In fact, it really doesn't make sense to see through those career paths like smoke and dreams. It's better to cut candles at the west window, drink and sing, watch the pine after the snow, plant green after the rain and live a normal life.
Of course, even these "some" wishes are sweet delusions for him and cannot be realized. Confronted with Emperor Kangxi, who holds the imperial power and has the title of immortal, there is no way forward or backward. The only way to get rid of it is to die, so it will be bitter, painful, worrying and boring. "All feelings will go with the running water."