God is fair to everyone. He won't be too satisfactory. Although the conditions are good, Xuelian doesn't marry very well. Her husband is ill and can't work. She has to bear all the burdens of her family and live a poor life. To her relief, she has a pair of lovely children. There are old people in the world, young people in the world, and husbands to take care of. There is no way to make money in the countryside. The vegetable market more than 60 miles away from her village sells well, but it is not easy to walk, and the mountain road is not easy to walk, so the locals would rather sell it to traffickers at a low price, but she is not afraid of the bad mountain road, the long journey and the heavy burden. She always leaves at 8 o'clock in the evening, although it is very bitter. Xuelian pays silently and never complains. She firmly believes that for the happiness of her family, she will go through fire and water, no regrets, blood and sweat. The burden on her shoulders is getting heavier and heavier. She changed her shoulder and began to sweat, and her face and hands were cool by the wind. After crossing the mountain, she walked halfway. She is expected to arrive at the vegetable market at 3 am. At every step, she said to herself: Hold on, hold on, hold on. She started to sweat, so she took off her coat. The cold wind blew cold, and she was not afraid of the cold at the moment. What she wants most is to sell eggs in the vegetable market early and go home early, so she can't help but speed up her pace. Close to 3 o'clock, I finally came to the vegetable market. Xuelian is because a vendor can buy all her eggs at a high price at one time, which is why she comes to this market every time. Xuelian found a less crowded place and gently put down her basket. She hoped in her heart that the stall owner would come earlier. What puzzled her was that the man didn't seem to be a peddler. There are so many local eggs in this street that he only buys Saussurea involucrata every time, which is higher than the market price every time. I left in a hurry after buying it. But after waiting for more than half an hour, the figure of the vendor never appeared, and Xuelian looked in the direction he came from time to time. The body that was hot just now gradually cooled down. Xuelian wrapped her coat tightly, kept rubbing her hands, and then covered her face that was going to be numb with cold. Other vendors hardly looked at her eggs, because the price they gave her stunned everyone. It's past 1 1, and the stall owner hasn't appeared yet. Snow lotus is getting colder and colder, her legs are trembling with cold, and she keeps pacing back and forth, putting her hands on her mouth and warming her hands with the exhaled heat. Time goes by little by little. It's 12 o'clock. What if he still doesn't come? What are we going to do? If we don't come, we'll sell it cheaply. She made up her mind. At this moment, a hurried figure came running not far away. Is that him? Snow lotus in the mind a surprised, closer. It's him. She was overjoyed. A hanging heart was finally put down. The man came to her and bought all the eggs at the usual price. Xuelian is grateful. She just wanted to leave when she saw him carrying a basket of eggs. How many times she finally couldn't help wondering and asked softly, "Brother, did you buy these eggs for eating or selling?" Suddenly asked by her, the man was taken aback and immediately calmed down and said, "Of course it's food. Is it also food to sell to others? " ""Yes, yes, yes, "she nodded shyly, suddenly feeling that her question was a bit redundant, pondering this ambiguous answer carefully. Just sell it, whatever, don't think about these problems, Xuelian thought as she packed. It's late today, so you have to walk faster when you go back. Although it was a little late, it was finally sold. The money I saved this month can pay off the money my husband owes for seeing a doctor, and the days will get better gradually in the future, Snow Lotus thought, and her face was filled with a gratified smile. Xuelian was about to walk out of the door of the vegetable market in a hurry when a person suddenly appeared in front of her, as if falling from the sky and almost bumping into each other. Snow Lotus was surprised and shouted, "Who is this? "Why are you so flustered when you walk?" She looked in horror, but didn't look back. At first glance, Zhang Jun immediately blushed and continued to be at a loss.
This man is not a stranger, but Songshi who chased her for six years before marriage. They were classmates in the same session and fell in love for three years. Songshi is a child of a well-paid family in this city, with superior conditions. Naturally, his parents disdained a rural girl who was born and raised. He succeeded in studying in a famous school, while she lost her name in Sun Shan. There was no reply to the letters sent again and again, and Song's enthusiasm faded little by little, and finally the letters were completely broken. Xuelian married a young man in the same village in a hurry. Her world is only daily necessities, only her husband and children, as if he really disappeared, which surprised her. How did the man who often appeared in her tossing and turning dreams meet again in this place? Is it a chance encounter? Or coincidence?
He is much more mature than before, with a chiseled face and the same melancholy eyes as before. Xuelian can't tell if she can't forget his melancholy eyes in her life. Every time I meet his eyes, her heart beats faster for no reason.
"Is it cold?" He asked with concern. He didn't seem surprised, but he still looked so sincere. Snow Lotus dared not look him in the eye and whispered, "Nothing."
"Look at your hand, your face is red with cold, and you say it's not cold. Go to my car to get warm! " "No, no, I have to hurry back!" "Wait a minute, wait a minute. Shall I take you back? " "No, the mountain road is not easy to open, I'll go by myself!" "I'll take you to the crossroads. Ok? "
His words are always so sincere and weighty that she can't refuse. He walked in front and she followed silently. This scene is too familiar, just like on campus, just like yesterday. The only difference is that she is a good wife and mother. Now he has several companies of his own, and he is still alone.
Neither of them spoke first, and the atmosphere was awkward. Xuelian didn't dare to look at him. She pulled her hand from time to time. After a while, Xuelian seemed to hear his sobs, which she wanted to cry but couldn't hold back. When she looked at him, he had shed two lines of tears. Seeing his tears, Xuelian's tears surged up instantly. She doesn't know whether to wipe away his tears. She really wants to hold him in her arms, remembering that she is a wife and a mother and should keep a proper distance from him. It's just that she couldn't control her sadness and sobbed and asked, "You ... what's wrong with you?"
"You know, Xuelian, it pains me to see you like this ..." She forced a smile and said, "I'm fine now, aren't I?" "Every day and night hard, so good? You can't rest in the middle of the night every day. Is this good? Just walk back and forth for a few hours every day. " He couldn't stop crying as he talked, rolling down like a broken bead. He suddenly grabbed her hand and said, "promise me this is the last time, okay?" In the future, you are not allowed to do this! "
"If not, what can I do? The whole family is waiting for me to earn money to support. Do you think I want to do this? Isn't that what life forced me to do? " Tears of injustice filled my eyes. ...
"I beg you, later don't be so wronged. It hurts my heart too much. " He covered his chest and said, "It hurts here, you know? If you are short of money and have no money, I will give it to you. If you don't have a job in my company, you will really be exhausted. You can stop feeling sorry for yourself, but I can't turn a blind eye! "
She didn't know when tears blurred her eyes. The man in front of me is still the warm-hearted boy many years ago. He still has himself in his heart. Maybe it's fate. This is all expected. Unexpectedly, after so many years, he has not forgotten himself!
"You know, I will never forget you in my life. Even if you have completely forgotten me, I will always worry about you. You have been integrated into my life and become an indispensable part of my life. No matter whether you are by my side or not, I left the last tear, and I shed it for you ... "He said, and took out a bank card from his wallet and said to her," We broke up for several years. Every time I miss you, I use this card to make money. Later, I don't know how many times I made money and how much money was in it. Now it's time to return things to their original owners. " He gently put the card in her hand and told her, "Remember the password, your birthday!" " "
She gently returned the card to him and said, "Your kindness is more precious than anything else. I won't take your money. " She looked at him affectionately, with an unusually soft tone. "Now and in the future, I only hope you can be happy!"
He saw her thin figure gradually disappear into the night, and tears blurred his eyes. ...
Xuelian wiped her tears and left in a hurry. She dared not let him see the broken heart under the strong appearance, let alone her sad tears, because then his heart would be even sadder.
Xuelian didn't go far, but vaguely heard the voice of the vendor. She stopped and turned to look over. From the back, it's really a peddler. He is talking to the peddler. It is strange that they know each other. Out of curiosity, she walked over gently.
The peddler seems a little excited and incoherent. "Song elder brother, you see how cold it is. Now it is dripping into ice. It was not cold before. Was it late when I came over? For once, you won't be happy. Give me less this time, will you? Next time, next time, you won't be late! But then again, my whole family depends on me, and it's not easy to get up in the middle of the night every time! "
He didn't say anything. With that, the peddler took out several hundred-dollar bills from his wallet and said, "It's not easy for you in such a cold day. I'll give you more." Is this enough? "
The peddler nodded like a chicken pecking at rice and repeatedly said, "That's enough, that's enough. You AE is generous. No wonder he can make a difference!"
At the moment, standing on the side of the snow lotus was shocked, as if she could not move, motionless, let the tears flow out unscrupulously. ...