Take me for example, I'm more traditional. Growing up, along the way, I have always been a good baby in the eyes of my parents, especially obedient, never making them angry, especially sensible, not giving them trouble, and they have always been proud of me. When I grow up, at work, I also strictly abide by the rules and regulations of the unit, obey the arrangements of the leaders, and basically never say "no". In their eyes, I am a good employee. Including when I get married, I will find a good wife and mother according to my parents' wishes, and then have a baby. I will also do my duty as a husband and father. No matter how difficult it is outside, I never say anything. I work silently for this family and never consider my inner needs. As long as this family is complete and my parents are healthy, I have a good life!
But, so I am happy, happy? I don't think so. I just live other people's thoughts and never consider my inner needs. I have lost myself. In fact, I hate myself very much, so the other me in my body is the protagonist. I have changed, and some changes have happened slowly. It seems like a different person, but in fact, in my bones, I just suppressed it for so many years, buried it in the deepest part of my heart, and now it is inspired. I began to re-examine myself and change my lifestyle, which may bring greater happiness and real pleasure. I began to pick up a pen and write down my long-cherished words as a gift for myself. I want to share the beautiful scenery of nature with my friends, enjoy flowers, the moon, rain and snow, talk about love, life, family and life, and learn to think deeply. I also want to listen to more music and watch movies to make my leisure time meaningful. I am willing to try to do anything that can make me happy. And those who can bring me happiness, I should cherish. I want to make my life more passionate and my soul more interesting.
? I think I can balance the two selves in my body, let them live in peace, try to be a different me, and make my life more complete and colorful.