In the life of junior high school, there is happiness, distress, confusion, and sadness. Too many emotions are harmonious together, and the short junior high school life has become simple yet complicated, annoying and memorable.
Going to junior high school means that I have grown up, and I am no longer the "little princess" or "little master" who is loved, loved and protected by others. It means that you have your own ideas and freedom, and you are no longer a person who only listens to your parents and has no independent opinions. Although I have freedom, my life is out of control; although I have grown up, there are some things that cannot be accomplished alone.
In the past, when there were difficulties in school, teachers could sometimes help, and it was natural and easy. Studying is not very urgent. Even if I can't control myself, at least I have a strict father and mother around me. At home, I was pampered and protected. I couldn't decide what to pay attention to, and my parents were by my side. Live your life in an orderly and well-organized way.
But when I entered junior high school, everything naturally changed. It's like entering a strange world. Solve small things in school by yourself. School is also very stressful, and there is a lot of homework. When you can't control yourself, your father and mother don't care much. Because they feel that they need to learn to be self-conscious when they go to junior high school. At home, she is no longer the "little princess" who was pampered and protected before. You have to pay attention to everything by yourself, because they say that when you grow up, you have to have your own opinion. In this way, junior high school life was spent in chaos. Every day life has no order.
In junior high school life, when encountering distressing and sad things, I always shed tears by myself. In front of classmates, he always smiles and pretends to be strong. In fact, laughter is just to hide my sad side. Now I understand the meaning of "tears in laughter". Because I no longer have the broad shoulders of my parents before. When you are in pain, that shoulder is like a warm stove, like a wandering child who has found a home. But now, I have no place to go. I only cry when I am sad, and I have no shoulders to rely on now. Because the person leaning on my shoulder is me from the past.
Everyone said that life in junior high school was free and easy. In the past, I naturally looked forward to the day when I could grow up quickly and enjoy the life of junior high school. I would not know until I got it. It turns out the price of freedom is sadness. The price is too high and the pain is too great. I can't reflect for the moment.
When I am depressed, I always think about everything in the past. I think that as long as my grades are good, my parents will naturally love me more. But when I told them everything about school, they only said "work hard." Then get back to work. Their indifference made me even more angry. I have been thinking in my heart: Maybe my parents just want to use that kind of extension of disdain to make me pay more attention to them and attract them. So I am working harder to restore my previous results and myself.
The life in junior high school left countless pains and joys. Pain is short-lived, happiness is permanent. This is what I have always believed.
Maybe in your junior high school life, there have been countless bitterness and sweetness.
For me in the past, junior high school life was a mysterious yarn. I always wanted to lift up its true face and see the surprises inside; but now that I have opened it up, it brings a lot of distress and confusion. Happy, sad, etc. This surprise really made me unable to accept it for a moment. But it still came in waves and couldn't retreat even if it wanted to. Maybe this way I can remember and reminisce about my junior high school life better.