Li Qingzhao was born into an official family in the seventh year of Yuanfeng (1084), the seventh year of Emperor Shenzong of the Song Dynasty. His father, Li Gefei, was a Jinshi. He was an official in the court and his status was not low. He was a scholar and writer. He was also a Su Dongpo. She was a student. Her mother was also a well-known lady and good at literature. Such a background was very valuable for a woman at that time. The influence of official family and political activities gave her a broad vision, a noble temperament, and the influence of literature and art. It also allowed her to perceive life in a deeper and more subtle way and experience beauty. Because it is impossible to have photos of that time handed down. We have no way of knowing her appearance now. But based on the speculation of her origin and the charm revealed in her later poems, she should Li Qingzhao was born to be a beauty. Almost as soon as she became sensible, Li Qingzhao began to receive the aesthetic training of traditional Chinese culture. Almost at the same time, she created, judged others, and studied literary theory. Not only could she enjoy beauty, but she could also control it. She jumped to a very high starting point. At this time, she was still a girl waiting to be married. Please take a look at the following three poems: [Huanxisha] The hibiscus embroidered face smiled. The duck flew sideways and lined the fragrant cheeks. Her eyes were moved. People guess. There is a deep and charming side. Half a piece of paper conveys tenderness and hatred. The moon moves and the shadows of flowers promise to return. (Baoya. Hairstyle.) [Huanxi Sha] The spring light is cold and the weather is cold. The jade furnace sinks into the water and the remaining smoke curls up. The dream returns to the mountain. Flowers are hidden in the pillow. Haiyan will fight with grass in the future. Jiangmei has passed willow and cotton. The swing is wet with rain at dusk. (Sinking water. Fragrance name, fighting with grass. A kind of game.) [Point red lips] Stop playing on the swing. Get up and relax. Slender hands, thin with thick dew, thin sweat and light clothes. When the guests come in, the gold hairpin slips off the socks. He walks away shyly. He leans against the door and looks back. But he sniffs the green plums. (Cusses the socks. No shoes.) An innocent and innocent person An evil girl. She has beautiful hair and fragrant cheeks. She has a face as beautiful as a flower. She is in love for the first time, and her love for spring is budding. It is hard to hold back. She lies in the boudoir, or stares at the agarwood curling up innocently, or gets up to write a love letter, and then goes to the back garden. Fighting with a female companion for a while. The daughter of an official family enjoys a comfortable life and can get a certain amount of cultural education. This is not surprising in a thousand-year-old feudal society. What is surprising is that Li Qingzhao did not meet Li Qingzhao as usual for the first time. Writing, skilled in needlework, and then waiting to get married. She devoured all her father's collection of books. The juice of culture made her not only as beautiful as a flower on the outside, but also as delicate as a bamboo on the inside. She has become as good at controlling the rhythm of poetry as a weed. It is as casual as a swing. However, when commenting on historical figures, it has a strong chest and a strong atmosphere like a rainbow. The Anshi Rebellion in Kaiyuan Tianbao Room of Tang Dynasty and its suppression was a major event in Chinese history. Later generations have many comments. The poet Yuan Jie of the Tang Dynasty wrote: The famous "Ode to Zhongxing in the Tang Dynasty". He also asked the great calligrapher Yan Zhenqing to inscribe it on the wall. It is called Shuangjue. Zhang Wenqian, who was at the same time as Li Qingzhao, was one of the "Four Scholars of Sumen". His poem name has become famous, and he can be regarded as one. A great man once wrote a poem about this stele. He sighed: "Heaven sent two sons to pass on the future. The mountains are ten feet high and the cliffs are covered with blue. Who brings this stele into my room and makes me faint and open my eyes at the sight." This poem was transferred to the boudoir. . Entering the embroidery house, it reached Li Qingzhao's ears. She immediately sang a song: "Fifty years of work is like an electric sweep. Huaqing flowers, willows, Xianyang grass. Five squares are provided for salary and cockfights. I don't know how old I am amidst the heaps of wine and meat. Hu Bing suddenly killed himself." Coming from the sky, those who oppose Hu are also treacherous talents. Horses walk in front of the Qinzheng Building. Pearls and emeralds trample all the fragrant dust. He is invincible when he goes to war. It is said that many horses died in litchis. The merits of Yao and Shun are as good as the sky. Any words in the diary are used. "The inscription on the stele is really bad. It makes the gods and ghosts grind the cliffs." You see, this poem seems to be written by a woman in a boudoir. It describes the scene, criticizes the merits and demerits, and laments the world. It does not let the romantic and bold Li Bai and Xin Qiji Li's father, Ge Fei, was shocked when he first saw this poem. When the poem spread outside, it caused a lot of excitement among the literati. A girl in the Li family had just grown up. The pen moved like a dragon and a snake made thunder. The girl Li Qingzhao quietly spoke Enjoying the beautiful halo woven by pampering and talent. Love is the most beautiful chapter in life. It is a ferry. A person will start from here. From boy to youth. From the warm wings of parents to an independent life, including again. Continuation of new life. Therefore, it is full of anxiety of expectation, sparks of collision, refreshing warmth, and sadness of failure. It can play the most complex and shocking symphony. The lives of many great people are at this moment. It was full of brilliance and splendor. When Li Qingzhao was filled with all the happiness that a girl can get and fell in love, her beautiful life reached a new level. She left us a love classic. Her love is endless. Like Romeo and Juliet in the West, nor like Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai in the East. They are not the kind of sweetness that is only enjoyed after going through all kinds of difficulties and life and death. Instead, they start at a very high level and then fall to the bottom of the honeymoon. In the jar, standing on the top of the mountain, living in crystal
In the palace, her husband Zhao Mingcheng is a handsome young man. The two are literary confidants and like each other well. Zhao Mingcheng's father is also an official in the court. The two families are well-matched. What's more rare is that the two of them are not only interested in poetry, poetry and chess as ordinary literati. .There is a more congenial career connection point - the study of epigraphy. In the feudal era where free love is not allowed and one has to rely on the words of a matchmaker and the will of parents. The two of them can have such a love ending. It is really a God-given match. One of a hundred. Just like Lu You's "The Hairpin Phoenix" left us with the sadness of love, Li Qingzhao left us with the other end of love - the sweetness of love. This love story, through the affectionate polish of Li Qingzhao's wonderful pen, has become a favorite of thousands of Chinese people. The spiritual enjoyment of the past year. Please read this song "Magnolia with Reduced Words": On the flower seller's pole, I bought a branch that is about to bloom. The tears stain it lightly and evenly. There are still traces of the dawn dew. I am afraid that the man will guess it. I am not as good as a slave. The flower surface is good, the hairpin is slanted on the temples, and the apprentice is looking at it. This is the sweetness after marriage. It is a coquettish expression to her husband. It also reveals her confidence in her own beauty. Look at this farewell song "One Cut Plum": Red Lotus Root The fragrance lingers in the jade mat in autumn. I undress Luo Shang lightly. I get on the orchid boat alone. Who in the clouds sends a brocade book? When the wild goose comes back, the moon is full in the west building. The flowers are floating by themselves and the water is flowing. A kind of lovesickness. Two places of idle sorrow. This There is no way to eliminate the love. The brow is lowered, but it is in the heart. The sadness of separation is hard to separate. The deeper the love, the more intense the thought. The other is a kind of sweet secret chewing. More importantly, Li Qingzhao is definitely not An ordinary little woman who can only sigh a few words, "I'll keep the empty room". She practiced literature in the empty room and perfected this art. As a result, this most ordinary expression of love turned into a proposition between husband and wife. The creative competition has become a record of their climb to the peak of art. Please look at this song "Drunk Flowers and Double Ninth Festival": The mist is thick and the clouds are sad and the day is forever. The auspicious brain sells the golden beast. The festival is Double Ninth again. The jade pillow and the gauze cooker. The coolness of the middle of the night Through the wine in Dongli after dusk, there is a faint fragrance filling the sleeves. It can't help but feel the soul. The west wind blows behind the curtain. People are thinner than yellow flowers. This is a thoughtful poem that Li Qingzhao sent to Zhao Mingcheng when he was in other places. It is a deep love and obsession. The crazy longing was vividly expressed through the autumn wind and yellow flowers. According to historical records, after Zhao Mingcheng received this poem, he was first moved by the emotion and then inspired by the artistic power of the poem. He vowed to write a poem that surpassed his wife. He closed the door and thanked the guests. .I got fifty poems in three days. I mixed Li's poems among them. I asked my friends to comment. Unexpectedly, my friends said that only three sentences were the best: "There is no way to lose one's soul. The curtain rolls in the west wind. People are thinner than yellow flowers." Zhao Zi sighed that he was not as good as this story. It has been widely circulated. You can imagine how the couple enjoyed the sweetness of each other while admiring each other. This also makes all the talented and beautiful men and women in later generations who cannot get corresponding quality love feel a little sad. Li Qingzhao himself in When recalling that period of life in "The Preface to the Records of Jinshi", he said: "Yu Xingqiang remembers. After every meal, he sits in the return hall. It refers to the accumulation of books and history. It refers to the page and line of something in a certain volume. To determine the outcome. .Drinking tea one after another. He raised his cup and laughed. When the tea fell into his arms, he could not drink it. "What happiness is this. What joy. How can the word "sweet" be used? This life is like honey. .Nourished her graceful grace and vigorous artistic creation. But God had long discovered Li Qingzhao's broader artistic talent. If she had only been allowed to write a little bit of boudoir and sorrow in this way, Chinese history and literary history would have learned from her. The universe exploded, space and time surged, new personality tests, and new proposition creation all came to Li Qingzhao. After 167 years of peace and prosperity in the Song Dynasty, evil stars fell from the sky. A nomadic nation emerged in the north. The Jin people smashed the Qionglou Jade Garden in the capital Bianjing (Kaifeng) with a hammer. They also took away the two emperors of Hui and Qin. The Zhao and Song Dynasties hurriedly fled south in 1127 AD. The beginning of China It was a very humiliating page in the history of the country. Li Qingzhao’s love nest in Qingzhou, Shandong also fell apart. The family began to live an uncertain life. In the second year of the southern crossing, Zhao Mingcheng was appointed as the prefect of Jiankang, the capital. At this time, something happened that was both a national shame and a shame for the family. Late one night, a rebellion broke out in the city. As the local governor, Zhao Mingcheng did not take the lead in commanding the fight against the rebellion. Instead, he secretly used a rope to lower the city and escaped. After the matter was settled, he was arrested by the court. Li Qingzhao was dismissed. Li Qingzhao, a weak woman, showed great integrity in this matter. She was very ashamed that her husband ran away from the battle. After Zhao was dismissed, the couple continued to flee along the Yangtze River to the west of the Yangtze River. It was inevitable that there was a bit of awkwardness along the way. The harmony of fish and water in the past. When he arrived at Wujiang Town, Li Qingzhao learned that this was the place where Xiang Yu was defeated and committed suicide. Unconsciously, his heart was ups and downs. Facing the vast river, he chanted this eternal song: Live as a hero. Die as a hero. He is also a ghost hero. He still misses Xiang Yu and refuses to cross the Yangtze River.
Behind him, her husband listened to the sound of these words. His face was ashamed, and he felt deep self-blame in his heart. In the second year (1129), Zhao Mingcheng was recalled to Beijing and resumed his post. But then he died of a sudden illness. People cannot live without it. Love. A woman who is like a flower cannot live without love. An emotional poetess cannot live without love. Just when her artistic tree thrives under the water of love, God ruthlessly cuts off her love river. Li Qingzhao is a man who understands Love means being pampered by love. A person who is favored by a family is now trapped on a dry river bed. How can she not worry? After losing her home, Li Qingzhao began three major tribulations in the second half of her life. The first major The hardships were remarriage and divorce, and the pain of love life. After Zhao Mingcheng's death, Li Qingzhao had no fixed location and was haggard physically and mentally. Soon he married a man named Zhang Ruzhou. History is not clear as to why Li Qingzhao remarried. But he lived alone. Hardship is probably the main reason. This Zhang Ruzhou was also a polite gentleman when we first met him. After getting married, Zhang took good care of her. But his true colors were soon revealed. It turned out that he wanted to possess the cultural relics that still existed around Li Qingzhao. . These things Li regarded as his life. Moreover, the Records of the Inscriptions and Stones had not yet been compiled into a book. Of course, they cannot be lost. In Zhang's view, since you marry me, your body and everything about you belong to me and are at my disposal. What other independent pursuits do you have? The two first had conflicts over the control of cultural relics. Gradually, they discovered that they had very different ambitions and tastes. They were truly different bedfellows. Zhang Ruzhou was first proud of possessing such a beautiful woman and famous person, but then gradually became unable to capture her. His heart couldn't control her behavior and he became angry. Finally, he completely tore off the scholar's veil and started fighting with fists and kicks. In front of the Chinese tent, under the red candle, Li Qingzhao looked at this pretty face. He was really angry. It was once difficult to change the sea. Li Qingzhao never bowed his head to keep his integrity. Li Qingzhao regarded his personality as more precious than his life. He could not tolerate such cowardice and decided to break up with him. But in feudal society, it was not easy for a woman to get a divorce. In desperation, Li Qingzhao embarked on a dead end. He reported Zhang Ruzhou. It turned out that Zhang Ruzhou was very proud after marrying Li Qingzhao, so he used it to brag about his cheating and passing the imperial examination. This was of course a treason. Li Qingzhao knew that only by suing Zhang Ruzhou and punishing him could he get out of this situation. But according to the laws of the Song Dynasty, if a woman sues her husband, she will be imprisoned for two years regardless of whether she wins or loses. Li Qingzhao is a person who never compromises in her love life. She would rather suffer the pain of the flesh than be enslaved by the spirit. Once she saw through the other person's soul, she showed ruthless contempt and deep remorse. She said in a letter to her friend: "It's the late scene of Sangyu. It's a poor material." What a strong person she is. .I would rather go to jail than to be with someone who is a "monster". The result of this lawsuit was that Zhang Ruzhou was sent to Liuzhou. Li Qingzhao was also imprisoned. We now imagine that Li Qingzhao stood tall in the lobby for the freedom of marriage. His perseverance and serenity were no less than Xiang Yu's brave slaying when he raised his neck to the sword. Maybe it was because Li Qingzhao's reputation was too great. At that time, many people paid attention to this matter. In addition, with the help of friends in the DPRK and China, Li Qingzhao just sat there. After serving nine days in prison, she was released. But this left a deep scar in her soul. Today, separation and union between men and women is legal and normal. But in the Song Dynasty, a woman, especially a scholar, Remarriage and divorce will cause great discrimination in public opinion. Many historical books recording Li Qingzhao at the time and afterwards affirmed her talent. What is the meaning of "Wandering without Return"? It means that no matter good or bad, women have to live with this man. It means that you are not allowed to have individual pursuits. It can be seen how much psychological pressure our female poet was under at that time. But she was not afraid . She insisted on an independent personality and high-quality love. She cut the knot quickly in two months, got rid of the burden of Zhang Ruzhou, and devoted herself to the compilation of "Jin Shi Lu". . Now we read this historical material. I really can’t believe that it happened in the Song Dynasty nearly a thousand years ago. It seems like a new anti-feudal woman in the May 4th era. Life is only once for a person. So love for a person How many times does it happen to a person? Probably the most beautiful and heart-wrenching thing is only once. Love is an extremely dangerous experiment on the boat of life. It involves gambling youth, talent, time and career. Only a very few people succeeded in the experiment for the first time. They were like the lucky ones who won the jackpot. They secretly rejoiced in their luck. They called it "fate" and at the same time expressed sympathy and pity. His eyes scrutinize the failures and half-failures of the rest of the sentient beings.
Defeat. Li Qingzhao originally belonged to this type. But if God wants to achieve his fame, he must first take away her love and suffer her heart. So he kicked her out of this happy family. First, let Zhao Mingcheng leave her, and then send Zhang Ruzhou. Come and test her will. She drove a lonely boat of life against the evil waves of the world. She fought a fierce battle with the courage to sink the boat. Originally, love failed once, but she succeeded in trying again. There are many people who are even more glorious. Sima Xiang Just like Zhuo Wenjun, Li Qingzhao was also ready to climb the mountain of love again. But it was a pity that she did not climb this mountain ridge. This is a tragedy. The spark of love in a woman's heart was extinguished forever. How could this not make her depressed? How to prevent her from worrying? Li Qingzhao’s second greatest hardship was being displaced physically and mentally and fleeing everywhere. In August 1129, her husband Zhao Mingcheng had just passed away. In September, Jin soldiers invaded the South. Li Qingzhao began to flee with heavy books and cultural relics. . She basically followed the emperor's escape route. The king is the representative of the country. But the poor and hateful Gaozong Zhaogou did not have this consciousness. He does not represent the country, but represents his own little life. He never Jiankang fled through Yuezhou, Mingzhou, Fenghua, Ninghai and Taizhou. He fled all the way and drifted to the sea. Then he crossed the sea to Wenzhou. Li Qingzhao, a lonely widow, eagerly followed the direction of the monarch and hired a boat by himself. Asking for help, seeking refuge with relatives and friends, taking the books and cultural relics that she and Zhao Mingcheng had collected throughout their lives. She persisted in this way. Zhao Mingcheng had entrusted them during his lifetime. These cultural relics could not be lost even at the risk of his life. Moreover, the "Inscriptions on Gold and Stone" had not yet been published. This is The spiritual sustenance of her life. She also had the idea that these cultural relics would be difficult to preserve by herself during the war. She hoped to catch up with them and give them to the imperial court. But she never caught up with the emperor. She wandered to Quzhou in November of that year. In March of the following year, she went to Yuezhou again. During this period, the 20,000 volumes of books and 2,000 volumes of gold and stone rubbings she had stored in Hongzhou were burned and looted by the Jin soldiers who invaded the south. And the five large boxes of cultural relics she took with her when she arrived in Yuezhou It was stolen again by thieves who broke through the wall. In November 1130, the emperor saw that there were too many people following him to escape, so he simply ordered all officials to be dismissed. Li Qingzhao felt even more disappointed when he watched the dragon flag and dragon boat disappear into the vast sea. According to the concept of feudal society, the country refers to the land, the king, and the people. Nowadays, half of the land is occupied by others. The king is driven away by others. The people are displaced everywhere. The country is no longer a country. The king is no longer a king. She has nowhere to stand. How can the subjugated people not suffer from great sorrow? Li Qingzhao's body and mind endured painful torture in the oil pan of history. It was about when she was taking refuge in Wenzhou that she wrote this poem "Tian Zi Picking Mulberries": Who planted the banana tree in front of the window? ?The courtyard is filled with shade. The courtyard is filled with shade. The leaves are feeling relaxed and full of emotions. The sad pillow is filled with rain at the third watch. Every drop of rain falls. Every drop of rain falls. The northerners are not used to hearing it. What kind of people are northerners like? Wandering people are people who have subjugated their country. Li Qingzhao is one of them. Most of the foreign invasions in Chinese history came from north to south. Therefore, the "fleeing of northerners" has become a historical phenomenon and a kind of literature. Phenomenon. "The people in the north are not used to getting up and listening." What did we hear? We heard Zu Ti's cry of hitting the water in the middle of the stream. We heard Lu You's sigh of "The tears of the survivors are all in the dust. Looking south to the king's division for another year." I heard the helplessness of Xin Qiji's "It's worth looking back. Under the Buddha's Li Temple, there is a sacred crow drum". I also seemed to hear the sad song of "My home is on the Songhua River". In 1134, the Jin invaded the south again. Zhao Gou abandoned the capital and fled again. Li Qingzhao went into exile for the second time in Jinhua. The country's fortunes were difficult and sorrow weighed on her heart. Someone asked her to go to the nearby Shuangxi scenic spot. She sighed and had no intention of traveling: the wind and dust have all gone, and the fragrant flowers have all gone. I combed my hair when I was tired in the evening. Things are different and people are different. Everything is different. I want to shed tears first. I heard that Shuangxi Spring is very good. I also plan to go out in a light boat. I am afraid that the Shuangxi Canoe will not be able to carry it. There are many sorrows.
By reading her poems, you can better understand the anguish, struggle and pursuit behind her words, and you will know why she was so worried. In 1133, Emperor Gaozong suddenly remembered that he should send people to visit the country. The second emperors of Hui and Qin inquired about the possibility of suing for peace. But they heard that they were going to enter the territory of tigers and wolves. For a while, no one in the court dared to respond. Upon seeing this, minister Han Xiaozhou volunteered and was willing to take the risk. Li Qingzhao cared about state affairs day and night. After hearing this, she was very excited. Her sorrow suddenly turned into hope and pride, so she wrote a long poem as a gift. She said in the preface: "There is a man who is easy to settle down. His father and ancestors all came from Han Gong's family. Now the family has been changed. His son's surname is She was humble, dared not look at the public's carriage, and was poor and sick. But the gods were not weak. Seeing this big order, she could not speak nonsense. She wrote a chapter of ancient poems to convey the meaning of the trivial matter. "At that time, she was poor and sick. She was physically and mentally ill. A haggard, single and widowed woman, she was still so concerned about state affairs. Needless to say, she had no status in the court. Even in the local society, it was not her turn to discuss these things. But she stood up and loudly praised Han Xiaozhou for this. The awe-inspiring righteousness of the move: "Originally, I worshiped the spirits of heaven and earth. I wish to worship the power of the ancestral temple. I hold on to the purple mud edict and go straight to Huanglong City." I would like to give a few words of farewell to my identity: "It's the same with a concubine in Lu Yan. She poured her blood into the secretary's office". "I don't beg for beads and jade from the Sui Dynasty. I just beg for new information about my hometown." So he joined the exiles, and wanted to send his blood and tears to the mountains and rivers. He went to Dongshan to spread a handful of soil." During Li Qingzhao's refuge in Jinhua, he also wrote a "horse-beating poem". "horse-beating" was originally a gambling game at that time. Li Que made use of the topic. He quoted a lot of allusions from famous ministers and generals in history. He described the vigor of the warriors and the iron horses. He condemned the incompetence of the Song Dynasty. At the end of the article, he directly expressed his ambitions as a martyr in his later years: [Mulan Hengge is a good woman. She is old. I no longer have the ambition to travel thousands of miles. I wish that my general would cross the Huai River!" From these poems, we can see that she is really "too humble to forget to worry about the country". How worried about the world and the country. "I hope that my general will cross the Huai River!" "Crossing the Huai River". This reminds us of our ancestors hearing the chicken dance. We think of the famous anti-Jin Dynasty minister Zongze in the Northern Song Dynasty who still sat on his bed and shouted: "Cross the river!" This is the cry of a female poet and a "Lv Yan concubine"! It is completely different from her early days of leisure and sorrow. How many political worries and national pains were added to this sorrow. Later generations often commented on Li Qingzhao because they often stopped at her melancholy, but they did not know her soul. Deep down, there are always sparks of resistance and cries for ideals. She is worried because she cannot see a way out! She does not obey the powerful and does things against her will. She and the powerful official Qin Hui are relatives. Qin Hui's wife is The daughter of her second uncle and her cousin, but Li Qingzhao had no contact with them. Even when her marriage was at its most difficult, she would rather seek help from distant relatives than visit the Qin family. After the Qin mansion was completed, there was a big banquet for relatives and friends. She also She refused to participate. She was not satisfied with herself. She wanted to send her blood and tears to the mountains and rivers. She hoped to regain the lost ground. She went straight to Huanglong City with the purple mud edict. But what did she see? It is the false prosperity of the capital city of Pian'an. It is the strange thing that the imperial court cracks down on patriots and persecutes loyal people. It is the cry of blood and tears of the warring parties and national heroes. In 1141, the year when Li Qingzhao was 58 years old, Yue Fei was imprisoned and killed by Qin Hui. This incident The case alarmed the capital and shocked the whole country. Dark clouds fell over the city, and Guangyu was worried. Li Qingzhao was in a state of uneasiness. Our female poet fell into deeper sorrow. The third greatest hardship that Li Qingzhao encountered was the loneliness that transcended time and space. The emotional life of Li Qingzhao. The pain and worry for the country have pushed her into a deep sea of ??suffering. She is like a lonely boat drifting helplessly in the wind and waves. But if it is just these two points, it is not the most hurtful, painful, lonely and cold. In life, it is inevitable that marriages change, relationships change, and loyal ministers are abandoned. This happens from generation to generation. What's more, she is a weak woman who was born in troubled times? The problem is that in addition to encountering national disasters and emotional sorrows, she even wants to become an ordinary person. The value of it is also so difficult. Li Qingzhao, who is gradually entering his twilight years, has no children. He guards a lonely small courtyard with no relatives around him. It is difficult to ask about state affairs. He is afraid to mention family matters again. Only the autumn wind sweeps the yellow leaves at the door. She hovered in front of her. Occasionally one or two old friends came to visit. She had a friend named Sun. Her daughter was ten years old and extremely smart. One day when the child came to play, Li Qingzhao said to her, "You should learn something. I am old. I would like to spend all my life with you." They taught each other. Unexpectedly, the child blurted out: "It's not a woman's business to do algae." Li Qingzhao couldn't help but gasped. She felt dizzy. She held on to the door frame to barely prevent herself from falling. Childish words were unbridled. It turns out that talented and affectionate women are really redundant in this society. But she has always thought about caring about national affairs, writing books, preaching and teaching. Her collection of cultural relics is huge.
Dong. She was rich in education and famous in Beijing with her words. But in the end, she had no way to serve the country, no love to rely on, and no knowledge to specialize in. Others looked at her as strange. Li Qingzhao felt that she seemed to be falling into an abyss with no boundaries. A terrifying feeling. Loneliness struck her. No one in the world could understand her heart. She walked blankly among the fallen leaves and yellow flowers in the late autumn of Hangzhou like Mrs. Xianglin. She sang this poem that condensed her life and the pain in her whole body. ."Slow Voice" also established her position in the history of Chinese literature: Searching and searching. Desolate and clear. Desolate and miserable. It is the most difficult to catch a breath when it is warm and then cold. Three glasses of wine and two glasses of light wine. How can it be defeated? It's late, the wind is strong, and the geese are passing by. I'm sad. But it's an old acquaintance. The ground is full of yellow flowers. They are haggard and damaged. Who is worthy of picking them now? Watch the window. How can you be alone in the dark? The sycamore trees are even drizzle. Come At dusk, bit by bit, this time, how can there be a word for sorrow! Yes, she has worries about her country, family, love, and studies. How can there be a word for sorrow! What Li Qingzhao is looking for is What? From her life experience and poems and articles, we can at least see that she is looking for three things. One is the future of the country. She does not want to see the mountains and rivers broken. She does not want to "float and join the wandering people" .[Want to send blood and tears to mountains and rivers". In this regard, she is similar to her contemporaries Yue Fei, Lu You and later Xin Qiji. But as a woman, she can neither gallop on the battlefield like Yue Fei, nor can she compete like Xin Qiji. She could not even be in the political circle like Lu Xin. Her friends in the literary world could drink and curse and slap the railings. She did not even have the chance to interact with them. She could only be alone and worried. Secondly, she was looking for happy love. She once had a happy family and a happy love, but it was broken in an instant. She also had dreams of finding happiness again, but it was broken even more miserably. She was even shackled, imprisoned, and sentenced to [ "The Endless Evening Festival" has been recorded in the history books. She suffered this humiliation during her lifetime and after her death. What can she say? She can only be alone to worry. The third is to find her own value. With her extraordinary talent and diligence, and through the power of love, she has excelled in academics. He completed the masterpiece "Inscriptions on the Stone" and reached an unprecedented height in his lyricism. However, that society did not take it as a surprise or take credit for it. Even the ten-year-old girl said that "talent is not for women". Even later When Lu You wrote the epitaph for this woman surnamed Sun, he thought this was a good saying. A passionate patriotic poet like Lu You also believed that "talent is not a woman's thing." What else could Li Qingzhao say? She had to chew on her own desolation alone. .There is only one worry. Li Qingzhao studied epigraphy and cultural history. Of course she knew that from the Xia and Shang Dynasties to the Song Dynasty, women were talented and wrote Liao Ruochenxing. And she was the only one with excellent lyricism. It is said that rare things are valuable, but she is regarded as an alien, rebellious, and superfluous. She looks around for two thousand years. The night is like a rock, the wind and rain are like darkness. Who do you know? Lu Xun has a poem about the singing girl: [ The lanterns illuminated the banquet and the wealthy family opened up. The charming girl attended the Jade Master with make-up. Suddenly she recalled her love and affection under the scorched earth. She pretended to cover her tears with her stockings. "Li Qingzhao was a singer who was slaved by the feudal society. She was originally serving the Jade Master with make-up and beauty. This society. But suddenly she thought that all her pursuits had been lost. None of what it sang about had been realized. She couldn't help but feel sad. She had to "pretend to talk about yellow flowers and autumn wind". The tragedy of Li Qingzhao is that she was an educated person born in the feudal era. As a woman, she is at the bottom of feudal society. As an intellectual, she is at the commanding heights of social thought. She sees many things that others cannot see and pursues a realm that many people do not pursue. This is It is inevitable to have the sadness of loneliness. Originally, in the three thousand years of feudal society, there were many people who came and went with peace of mind and lived with the tide. You see, after the Northern Song Dynasty's hasty southward journey, there was wind and rain, and the title of minister and son lingered for 152 years. ! Even though Lu You, a contemporary of Li Qingzhao, shouted angrily: "The ministers have the party to exclude Zongze, and no one can use the curtains and curtains, Yue Fei". But the adults in the court still work as officials and live in debauchery? You see, despite the troubled times, .How many literati have been holding folding fans, singing about the years, playing music, chess, calligraphy and painting all their lives? Look, how many women are just like the woman surnamed Sun, who do not learn any words or pursue any love, but still live their lives as usual? But Li Qingzhao did not. As a commoner, she thought about her responsibilities as a public minister. As a woman, she thought about national affairs and sought parallel personalities and respect for love. No matter whether she dealt with political affairs, studies, love, or marriage, she would never follow the crowd. She would never Make do. This inevitably leads to loneliness that transcends time and space and inextricable sorrow. She carries a heavy cross, which combines national, family, marriage and academic difficulties. All the political, cultural and moral problems caused by the feudal Zhuanzhi system .Marriage.Conflicts in personality
Sudden hardships and hardships are all reflected in her body as thin as a yellow flower. [The bright moon shines among the pines, and the clear spring rocks flow." From the bottom of her heart, Li Qingzhao not only pursues national integrity and political firmness, but also pursues the transcendence of personality. She She always soberly upholds a standard of conduct and tenaciously sticks to her own integrity. Before she suffered a major disaster and her life was still relatively stable, her pursuit of high standards of personality has been seen. When Zhao Mingcheng was an official in Laizhou, she went to When visiting relatives, I was very unhappy when I saw that there were not many books in the room. I wrote a poem and said: "There are almost no scribes in the cold window. This is how I lived on the road." From now on, the world will be troubled, but she will be even more outstanding and unstained by the filth. She stood on the high pavilion of the century, traveled through time and space, and looked down at all living beings. Therefore, she had a special kind of loneliness: [Lingao Pavilion. The smoke in the chaotic mountains and plains is thin. The smoke is thin. The crows return to their backs. At dusk, the horns are heard. The sky is broken. The lingering fragrance of wine clears the mind of evil spirits. The west wind reminds the parasol trees to fall. The parasol trees have fallen. Autumn colors are still there again. Still lonely again." ("Recalling Qin E") There is a book called "One Hundred Years of Solitude". Li Qingzhao is a thousand years of loneliness. Looking around the female world, there is nothing The same kind. Looking at the left and right, there is no mutual understanding. So she went back thousands of years to seek communication with the heroic overlord. [To this day, she misses Xiang Yu and refuses to cross the Yangtze River." Also, she cannot know that thousands of years later, when the feudal society will be exhausted. Only then did another woman appear who was close to her - Qiu Jin. Qiu Jin looked back at the Three Thousand Years of Night and sighed: "Autumn winds and autumn rains are so sad!" If Li Qingzhao was like the girl surnamed Sun or the Sister-in-law Xianglin written by Lu Xun, It's the same. He is a numb person. Forget it, if Li Qingzhao is Du Shiniang who fights with death, forget it. She resists the world with her heart and calls the sky with her pen. She relies on her extremely high artistic talent. The melancholy in the sky was carefully spun and weaved, turning the melancholy into beauty, creating a treasure of poetry that people can enjoy forever. The special charm of Li Ci lies in that it is just like the author's character. In Ai Yuan There is a persistent and tenacious masculinity in the lingering story. Although it is meant to express sadness, it is actually a portrait of true love and ambition. That is why it has been read for hundreds of years. Zheng Zhenduo commented in "History of Chinese Literature": "She is original. . She stands among a group of poets. She is not affected by other poets. Other poets seem not to be affected by her. She is too high-minded for a while. A mediocre writer is absolutely It is impossible to catch up with the countless poets and poets who wrote countless poems about separation and resentment. Most of them were written on behalf of the heroine. Before Qingzhao, all these poems were as unappreciable as dirt. "Thus, the story of her life and the sorrow in her heart were transformed into the beauty of tragedy. She and her words will always hang high in the starry sky of history. With the progress of the times, many painful things and situations in Li Qingzhao's time were revealed. We all have the answer. But when we occasionally look back at the wind and rain a thousand years ago, we can always see the searching beauty standing among the yellow flowers in the autumn wind