A pair of heavy glasses and a face of Zhang Wenjing, that's me. I have been obedient since I was a child because of my mother's strict management. All the elders I met praised me as an obedient and sensible child. Unconsciously, I was fixed by a pattern, which made me unable to break free. Whenever I want to do something that my elders think is deviant, I feel countless pairs of eyes watching me, so I immediately restore the face of a good boy.
Day after day, year after year, I get up while growing up every day. My body is full of energy from time to time, as if to break through my body and come out. Gradually, I began to lose control of myself. After school, I quietly appeared in the cycling team in the street, and my face flashed from time to time with the football team on the playground. I unconsciously play two roles: active in school, laughing and cursing unscrupulously, a teenager of 16 years old, beyond reproach; At home, I am obedient and always a careful, obedient and sensible child, which is normal. Sometimes, even I am surprised. How did I become so fast? I'm just a talented actor. To this end, I even plan to go to film school, not sure whether I can become a small star in the future.
When I was 16 years old, I was about to leave, and a piece of "beautiful young tofu brain" appeared quietly on my face, and my voice suddenly became much louder. But my two roles have never changed. No one forced me to do this and that in two places at two times, but I really couldn't help it. I like two faces, one is calm and the other is lively.
One Saturday afternoon, I went to my mother's office for lunch. My mother and I met Aunt Zhang. "Look at these two girls, how nice. I said you should be content with such a good son. There are not many boys who are so calm now! Look at our home ... "My mother is happy and busy, and I can't even get out of the atmosphere. I stood behind my mother in a standard posture with a decent smile on my face. "Mom, I went back to school to review." I turned and walked out of the stair-door with moderate steps, and there was another burst of admiration behind me. I met some classmates on the way, and we walked together. Sometimes we talked a lot, talked a lot, and sometimes we were amused by a gentleman's quip, which made me feel very relaxed. I put on another face, which attracted a pair of slightly uneasy and sighing eyes of passers-by: "Today's students are really ..." But we didn't care about these, and we still talked and laughed. Dong Wang!' A familiar angry voice rushed into my ear. "Oh, no, how did that happen?" My heart paused. "Mom." I turned slowly as I spoke. "Quasi-training." I thought to myself, silently following my mother. As expected, as soon as I entered the door, there were dark clouds and lightning and thunder. "How can you walk in the street like this? You have no rules at all. You are too unscrupulous. Do you know what others think of you? ..... "At this moment, I don't know where I got the courage:" Mom, I will do whatever I want. I have grown up! " I said in an unusually calm tone. Mom was shocked, as if all the "discipline" she thought of was choked in her throat. She turned and walked back to the bedroom. "When you grow up, I almost forgot. Hey! " The heavy sigh of life shocked my heart. Am I wrong? No: Mom is wrong? No. Who is wrong? I'm at a loss.
I will never play two-faced again from now on. At home, I am quiet, but not rigid; Outside, I am more energetic, but not crazy. I like both "I", but I don't want to dress up deliberately. I want a real me to show to people. Maybe in a few years, I will find it funny when I watch it again, but I can't forget it. I like 16 years old me-two-faced me. I won't forget that night, I didn't sleep well, and I lost sleep for the first time. ...