65438+ 0: 00 in the morning, after reading Xue Xiaochan's "I'm as usual", I really can't remember what beautiful sentences I used and what kind of plot I laid out. Just then, listening to Tears of the Barren Mountain, I seemed to see a woman coming out of an ancient ink painting, coming from the fireworks river in Suzhou, coming from the stage wrapped in ancient costumes, and slowly approaching and walking away from a cherry tree. The face is clear, but the facial features are blurred. This is what I read about Xue Xiaochan.
Memories of her stay in high school and her early love novels. Reading her prose again is amazing, and I can't help but sigh that time is really a good thing. Over the years, many people and things have become rich and beautiful. Just like some people's memories, from youth, but no longer just youth. But everything is fine.
The first time I saw I Cherish You as usual, I just thought she was a very interesting person, who loved life and had Zen flavor. Reading her words again, I feel beautiful, thrilling and fascinated. Not rhetoric, but mood. When I put pen to paper, I always felt that she was drunk and floated.
When she first read it, she wrote a play, which was beautiful and dignified in Mei School and solid in Cheng School. What is revealed between the lines is a player's obsession and obsession. In the middle of the night, it reminded me of my love for opera and the time I spent with my grandfather. At that time, when I was young, I always accompanied my grandfather to listen to operas. I listened to Crying on the Great Wall, Fairy Descending, Learning Skills from Gong ... I didn't know much about it, but I listened to it with relish. At that time, my eyesight was still super good. When I couldn't see clearly, I always explained something to my grandfather. Now, I go home once a year, but I never watch TV again. First, my eyesight is not as good as before. Second, I always have less leisure time with the elderly. I watched "I feel sorry for you" as usual and began to go to the opera again. I listened to "A Dream in the Garden", "A Moment" and "Tears in the Barren Mountains" ... It was really great. It's really beautiful to hear emotion and occasionally transcribe a few operas. "This is unpredictable life, don't want to meet again today. Looking back on prosperity is like a dream, and going to stormy waves for the rest of my life. It's a pity that I gave it to Mu Tao when we met today. " A few operas, write the epiphany of life.
Second, read the ancient paintings and calligraphy she wrote. Although I don't know much about ancient literati, I have seen a group of talented people, Gauguin, Su Shi, Wang Xizhi, Zhang Dai, Ba Da, Van Gogh ... their talent, loneliness and clarity. It's like opening the most beautiful picture, so long, but I always want to open it a little more, see more, and then hold it in my arms and miss it alone. If I was born in the old days, I would be Su Shi's neighbor and give him a cup of old tea. I wanted to walk beside Wang Xizhi when it snowed in Chuqing and be Zhang Dai's confidante. Many, many, at this time through the text to identify them, you will be satisfied.
After reading her prose, ancient posts, rice paper and her jar, I was full of envy and even a little jealous. I don't have much obsession with things, just because everything is written too beautifully and too much.
From the fourth reading to the last, what I saw was no longer the former literati, actors on the stage, chess and calligraphy, and beautiful things that people could not put down. Instead, I saw a house, a woman, three meals and four seasons, and the flowers in the secular world were full. What I read is her perception of life, her pursuit and tolerance of all good things. In our ordinary life, we will always be moved by distant poems and fields, and we will think about it all day and can't feel at ease. As everyone knows, everything is beautiful and now.
She said: "There are not many earth-shattering things, just three meals a day, winter goes and spring comes." May we all live such a clean and tough life and meet each other.
So, good.