I take myself as an example. When I was in the third year of high school, I also had great social problems because of excessive pressure. I was particularly suspicious of life at that time, thinking that it was all someone else's problems, and I had a normal relationship with my family, and I often bickered with my mother.
In this case, I eased some negative emotions by communicating with my trusted friends. However, the key point is that you should not complain blindly, but speak your problems objectively and calmly and see what advice others can give you. If you have conflicts with your parents and classmates, you should solve them in time.
Another method is exercise. At that time, I would go running in the playground after class in the afternoon until I was exhausted and had no more energy to think about those bad ideas.
Everyone has bad memories, so we should learn from the poor performance of the past, not stay in the past!
You must remember that fear of death is everyone's mentality. The feeling of dying because of emotions shows that your mind is still heavier than the average person, or there are too many things in your heart, and you need to find someone to guide you!
I have been there before, so I sincerely tell you that a hundred days is crucial, but it will not affect your life. Your destiny is in your hands.
In this last hundred days, don't give yourself too much pressure, go all out but don't worry too much, I believe you will have a good result. Occasionally, you can watch movies and listen to songs to relax!
Nowadays, there are many two-way people, just like singer Chen Li. Actually, it's nothing. You have to accept yourself, accept that you may be strange but very special and unique.
Come on!