My girlfriend is fine, fine. Up to now, I still can't think of the reason why I don't like her excellent temptation and despise all my emotions. She, we are deeply depicted on the other side, admiring the beautiful and romantic time on campus that day. I once had an angry girl who said that our love would not last forever. My girlfriend made a face at her and said that we are the happiest couple.
Good and happy time at school, but chic, almost every time we go to self-study, no matter how hot or cold the weather is, we will wait downstairs in the other dormitory again at another time. Snow when she went to school to knit gloves for me, her hand was punctured, and I showed off happily for several days. Let's go to the canteen, watch movies and go shopping together. We can be together. We didn't miss it. I like playing basketball, and I like the way she cheers me up with her clothes beside me. I miss the feeling of my old lady sitting behind her bike and leaning gently. I stole the roses from her garden, and as a result, she broke her back while comparing with others. ..........................................................................................................
After graduation, we will fall out with their families. They say we won't be happy, but no one can stop us without too much help.
However, we moved into the rented house, and they sat silently for a long time from the first day, because we didn't know for the first time that her parents were government officials and she was their only daughter. My family's business, and I am also an only child, and my clothes are spread out to eat. Fortunately, we are in love, we are sincere, and then we laugh at each other, clap our hands and start a new life.
Society has taught us a vivid lesson. We know that we really don't want to find job qualifications, and we are ashamed to be profitable people from high to low. We have experienced the hardships of life and the cruel realistic route, but we are very happy because we can be together.
On the first month's salary, I bought her a scarf, a roast duck and jiaozi. She cried, like a wronged child crying in my arms. I am sad. At that moment, I was sorry.
On a cold winter night, the electric heater around us shouted warmly, as if to attack my shoulder. Her beautiful big eyes make me feel very sad. I lied in her ear. She must create a better life, so she must let such people take the lead.
Envy. She said, should we still have a happy relationship? As long as you can stay with me, as long as we can never stand up in another way, as long as you can remember to buy me roast duck and jiaozi with your salary, I will be the happiest woman in the world, saying that those rich people may not necessarily fall in love like this. Remember, we are the happiest couple, and I don't want you to leave me no matter what happens!
Her words warmed my heart and hugged her tightly. I can't let her see my tears because she likes strong boys. I told myself again and again to work hard in my heart. That night, we swore to each other again. That night, we imagined the future. That night, we met life and never left.
I think our love is vigorous enough. I think our situation is enough to move the world. Maybe at night, the landlady urged us to pay the rent. We are happy to let her move, but her eyes are more sympathetic and suspicious.
Whenever we are romantic at school, when we can't help the poor, then when we are unhappy, we just need to go to the charming campus to get rid of it. Then, on Christmas Eve, I went all over the boutiques in various cities and found her favorite music box for a long time. Then I told her stories about her favorite prince and princess, and then I wiped my skin, even though she would break the distressed skin and shed tears.
But now, I can give her happiness, and I am only willing to buy roast duck and jiaozi when I get paid.
Although life is getting better, this so-called progress is only relative to the previous shabby. But we can have a stable job and save some money at the same time, but since then, we have discussed how to buy a house. We can imagine having a beautiful car one day. She said she was in love with Pierre. Karting suit, she said she would hit me as a perfect man.
I know, she was very sad when she passed the beauty shop. Every time I see her beautiful face a little gloomy because of lack of maintenance, I suddenly feel very small and ashamed in this society, and I can only smile bitterly! So that day I spent 600 yuan to buy her something for beauty. She danced like a child and was very happy. In this case, the only thing I can do is to take a long sigh!
I have been to the advertising company where her family works. Who is not a beautiful woman carrying an Italian leather handbag and wearing a thousand suits? The house I have been giving to her colleagues is beautiful, with a big screen and a rear projection TV. The whole person can be buried in a comfortable sofa, romantic lights, red wine and even a precious dog. The hostess shows off her brand socks, and her precious jewels are worth it all, just because they want to find a rich husband. Facing the fashionable house, I blushed secretly.
They chatted happily about the introduction of new blockbusters, but I felt that he was haggling with his girlfriend for twenty cents in the market, and some people said that such a beautiful girl was so stingy when she was ashamed; I remember one day, she secretly shed tears in front of the mirror, but her slender and delicate hands turned pale, because ..., I don't know how many I can list, because I know all this, so we can not live at home, because we have no money; I still remember the embarrassment of crowded buses; I remember she was wronged, but she didn't want to see it.
I saw a girlfriend with red cheeks. After a while, she asked the child what to leave first. I know she's thinking about me. I clearly remember that night, we all lost sleep.
From then on, she became a happy girl, but not a happy girl. Like me, she works very hard in the real world. Every day, she is very tired after work. Looking at her childish face, she looked at me with sad eyes, so that my heart could be broken from a smiling face.
So, I made money, like a plow cow, pulling our feelings forward. Our business is very promising, because we are very talented and hardworking, but success is a long process. Some people have a good life, but we all know that we are still poor and middle peasants in the circle where we work. I secretly learned to drink and smoke. Zero 13 days
Seven years, that night, she left me sad and helpless. She said, baby, I love you, you know, I love you! Desperate for you, I can. For you, I can sacrifice myself without hesitation. You are everything to me, my happiness, and maybe it's because of this love. I decided to leave you. Accurately speaking, I left all my tears in this room, and I engraved everything in my heart, but I can't bear to see your feelings make me live a better life, not a worse job. I can't bear to watch you idle away your time and feel ashamed of you under pressure. Every time you drink and sneak back to my heart, it hurts!
I am helpless, we are all helpless, because I don't know how long we can love without money.
At first, I was with you. Now, you and I have left our backpacks full of fascinating memories. Maybe I will come back one day, because I love you. Without you, my life has no color, but now let me go, you will relax, and we will relax, okay? take care of ......
"yes! How long can we love without money? "
After she left, I repeatedly recited this sentence, which made people sad and tears fell silently. ......
I can't be so poor that I can't afford a square meter house.
The recognition of Essence (pseudonym) is 10 years ago in Wuhan. The total time of the day is too slow, and everyone is carefree.
Wuwei is my classmate. I first noticed her taking part in the class cadre campaign speech. In the sunshine, just a ray of light came in through the window and threw her head in. The moments around me seemed very big, covered with clouds, and I lost my efforts because of the strange light irradiation of my whole person.
As soon as they sat down, they said that this scene was 10 years ago.
Ai Feng (a pseudonym). Without the slightest greeting, courtesy, brewing.
In his busy schedule, he brought a big bag in a suit and tie, as if he were talking about business at any time. Anyone in this coffee shop may think that I am his client.
Here comes the tea. The wind speed reaches to drink, no matter how hot it is. He said, frowning slightly. "... sorry, I'm used to the fast pace. I saw a familiar street when I went to Wuhan from Shanghai yesterday. I think of many things of the past ... "
"It doesn't matter, you speak slowly." I looked out of the window, familiar trees, familiar houses, familiar city atmosphere. There are so many passes in this city. Ten years later, they returned to Wuhan, and some scenes were because some people thought something.
"I remember being very strange at the beginning ..." Ai Feng's narrative came back to my mind and was closer to his story. Outgoing girl
"In September, the grass grows and the warblers fly, and we are very lucky to be together ..." I almost laughed at such a rustic opening remark, but she made me fall in love at first sight.
I began to care about her silently. Every day during recess, I secretly watch her classmates laugh. Every time I laugh, I can't help but affect my mouth. One day, if the five flavors are silent, my heart will sink
Maybe god is beginning to sympathize. One day in my sophomore year, Wuwei came to my desk and said, "I heard that your handwriting is good." I want to be one of the posters, and you are willing to cooperate with me. "
My heart is shaking. Oh, my God, is this true? Wuwei, talk to me! I stopped my ecstasy, pretended to be calm, and nodded to her. As soon as Wuwei turned around, I pinched his thigh. Oh, I'm hurt, not dreaming.
Won the second prize of the school.
Poster. I went to a Los Angeles-style restaurant to celebrate. I followed her heart and sang loudly. That is to say, from Tiger to Jeff Chang Shin-Che Xinche, from Cologne to Wen Ruian, we talked so much. The food didn't move much at all. We talked all the time and had time to eat.
I started to teach myself, and she got the money to help with the accounting position. While she was eating in the canteen, she was sorting out the lost class notes at school. The way I am used to taking care of myself silently.
One sunny afternoon, a classmate said something very important to me in front of a fountain. I run fastest in the forecourt. The sun shines on the water curtain, reflecting a beautiful rainbow. The girl I love smiled shyly, and osmanthus flowers flowed in the air. Taste, from openness, I gently held her hand and Wuwei became my girlfriend. On Valentine's Day night, I bought a complete candle bag, put it in a big heart and lit it downstairs in her dormitory. I stood in the burning heart, shouting strange names. All the girls in the past pointed at me and smiled.
When the window stuck in her head, her eyes were full of surprises. I am willing to cook a taste that even makes me go through fire and water.
After graduating from college on a sweet day, I went to Shenzhen to look for a job. Wuwei returned home and waited for the notice from the staff. We agreed to give up and look forward to meeting again.
When I arrived in Shenzhen, I made a phone call that day, but I heard the sound of smell, and all the fatigue miraculously disappeared. Wuwei telephone accompanied me through the most difficult period. Finally, I am looking for a sales job in a growing company. After stabilization, the monthly income is 3,000 yuan.
Life at home was not easy when I was wandering in a foreign land. Wei Wu's father is a senior official in the central city of Hubei Province. She is very strange, and many people pursue her. Wuwei has to deal with a large number of suitors every day. Wuwei's parents hope that this apple can stay with them and work at home until they get married. The hunter's face looks like a blind date, Wuwei said. She has been waiting for me. We all go to college. Two years later, Wuwei successfully passed the full-time undergraduate course of Hubei University. That day she admitted that I was running around the streets of Shenzhen alone. I naively thought that I could leave his father's own independence by learning the taste.
The taste of studying in Wuhan, we miss each other madly. This biting loneliness and nostalgia in my bones made me give up my job in Shenzhen in front of her one year after graduation, and Wuhan accompanied her back to school. This year, I had the sweetest day.
I found myself doing sales work in Wuhan, because my income was acceptable and I didn't feel wronged. Then I rented a three-bedroom and one-bedroom house next to the school for advanced decoration. Every weekend, I am with spices. Sometimes, even if you don't do anything, just quietly watching the taste of sleep, you will snicker loudly. I always thought it was the first time I saw a strange scene. It is a wonderful fate to bring this lovely girl to me and become a part of my life.
Wuwei is an only child, pampered and dependent since childhood. I do all the housework, and I will never let her get involved. Every time I go on a business trip, I will eat meals prepared in advance on weekends and put them in the refrigerator.
Wuwei yearns for the downtown area of Shanghai, and a unit signed it after graduating from Shanghai University. We look forward to the future indefinitely and set foot on the train to Shanghai, but we don't know that we are heading for the terminal of love.
Yifeng Song Yisong opened a tie, which seemed to make him more relaxed. However, living in Shanghai is not easy.
Embarrassed living in Shanghai, I started working, and I started looking for a job. The housing price in Shanghai is very high. You can rent a small house of more than 30 square meters for only 1800 yuan. Although the taste didn't say anything, I could see that she didn't adapt well.
I work as a secretary in a small company, about 1500 per month. Never had a taste of society, and her work was quickly criticized by her boss because she forgot to prepare an important document for her boss, which led to the loss of a big customer. For the first time, Wuwei felt that from their parents' initial refuge, they were all smiling faces, but even the most basic things were not done well. Wuwei is becoming more and more silent. He often comes home from work, doesn't eat, just sits there alone in a daze. I asked her what was wrong. She said she wanted to go home. A man must think about the face of the future in his daily life. She feels gloomy about life.
I smiled, this is a small setback in the struggle of the five flavors, she is too fragile. I put my arm around her shoulder and told her, "The way of the world and interpersonal relationships can't be understood in a day or two. Even if the sky falls, there is still me. " Essence reluctantly smiled.
One thing also hit the taste deeply. Several companies are female colleagues in Shanghai, and they often joke with makeup artists about their taste and dress behind their backs. Although I didn't face pointing fingers, I looked at them strangely and said clearly: this old-fashioned country girl.
This hurts the self-esteem of popular women, who always come back to me to complain. I comforted her: only ugly people need to cover up their flaws with makeup. You are more beautiful than them and don't care about them. But the taste in the monthly income is used to buy cosmetics and clothes, although it is still not enough.
It is more and more embarrassing in our life, and sometimes we can't even guarantee three meals a day. Laugh every day, complain every day, and call home to complain more. Seeing the rising house prices in Shanghai every day, she always asks me: When can we have our own house? I can't answer her The end of love
Three months later, I was finally hired by a company as their sales director. Finally, the economic environment has improved, but it is only a drop in the bucket for the taste of the dream house. But I still want to know my true taste. Coming out of the company and passing a gold shop, I walked in without hesitation. I felt in my pocket, but I still spent 3000 dollars on a ring. Walking in the street, every moment, I will not touch it, for fear that it will grow wings and fly out.
When I got home, I saw my eccentric father in the living room. An envelope on the coffee table is full of money. Wuwei sat there with tears on his face. Wuwei's father asked me seriously, "What are your plans in the future?"
I whispered, "I just started work today, and my starting salary is 3000 yuan a month, which can support five flavors."
"You also have a big house in Shanghai, 8000 yuan 1 square meter. You spend 3000 yuan a month. Don't blame your child for being born here?" I can't even afford a square meter. I can't protect happiness, even a house.
I took out my ring and handed it to Wuwei. I have prepared at least five preludes in advance, and it is unnecessary now. On the same day, her father said the last sentence to me: "Five flavors have a day for you, you can't complain."
Wuwei has been holding a ring and not talking. This is not the first time Wuwei has had an argument with his father in our business.
I think the embarrassing life in Shanghai is too strange and shaky. It turns out that our relationship is not invincible After communication, I lost my taste. I feel guilty watching her thoughtfully look at every day. I finally couldn't help saying to her, "Go home." Wuwei seems to have been waiting for this sentence. She said. "I'm sorry"
From the sunny fountain in the school to the bustling streets in Shanghai, it feels like a big circle around the starting point.
Ai Feng is obviously thirsty. He drank a whole glass of bitter wine. This cup is a seemingly light part, but it is not a test of love. If you drink it, they will go over and say goodbye formally.
After drinking a cup of tea, Ai Feng told me how I felt about the final result.
Today, a year later, he became a civil servant in his hometown and has a new boyfriend whose father is the boss of a local real estate company. I'm still trying. The tramp ran around a room in Shanghai all day.
Love life is not a simple sentence.
That year, she and he were admitted to the university, and he was born in a remote rural area.
As soon as they arrived in the bustling city, they were surprised and even vaguely saw the towering skyscrapers. They will hear city students speak fluent English, and they will feel inferior. Seeing the classmate say "hot dog", they really thought it was a dog. When they are laughed at in the countryside, they always comfort each other and stay close to people's hearts for a long time.
How much does it cost to have dinner with all the young couples and go to the park together? Most of the time, she and he would soak in the library and write small notes. The poor also love the bright world, and he and she like it so strongly.
Because they are all poor, compared with other lovers, they spend a little months before and months after. He seldom buys her anything. Once she saw a red glove, which was worth ten yuan. He felt in his pocket and was only seven years old, so he had to smile awkwardly. Later, she bought two red gloves, one for each. She said that it cost five yuan. What is its value? He held her in his arms and vowed to live a good life for her.
In their junior year, they went out to beat some workers, which is better, because you can teach several children math and physics, and they have some money. This time, he bought her a necklace with his two-month salary. Because when she was shopping, she stared at the necklace for a long time and tried it again and again. When he said, I bought you money. This is a silver chain, and its workmanship is very fine. It sparkled around her neck. She is not a particularly good-looking girl. You can wear this necklace. It is very beautiful.
It happens that it will be her birthday soon. He gave her a necklace as a birthday present. She said, I have a gift for you.
She gave him her virginity.
One day, in a humble small hotel, she and he were just like that lingering emotion. He said, I'll just say hello in my life, no matter how capable I am or who I will be in the future, okay? In life, we are not separated.
Suva's own body curled into his arms, tears streaming down her face. She thinks this man will be good for her.
After two months of nausea and vomiting, my body reacted strongly and I became pregnant.
This is a terrible thing. She asked him what to do.
Come out and do it, he said. We are still students and the school will expel us. We know we will graduate next year, so don't take the risk.
No, she stubbornly said, I want this child, because it is mine and yours, because I love him and I must have him.
A month later, she organized a program to leave her job without pay due to illness, and then returned to her hometown with her children. He wrote that he asked about her almost every day. When he graduated from college, the child was born, a boy.
She didn't go back to school, but he stayed in the big city of Shanghai. He could have gone back to the mountain because she was waiting for him there. She works in a small company alone with her children, and earns only enough money to eat. She is waiting for him to graduate and then live a happy life together.
But he didn't come back. He said, when Shanghai has a chance to get rich, I'll take you and your children out.
He failed to fulfill this promise.
In fact, he only saw her come home once and found her ugly, with messy hair, yellow and thin face, wearing dirty clothes with milk stains on them. The child has been crying. He is kind and well dressed, and she is a woman. He was afraid: what should he do? Really take her away?
She is so dependent on him that she asks him how he is doing in Shanghai. He said, build it, you wait. He panicked, and then, the department he is responsible for can get seven or eight thousand yuan a month. And she only has a few hundred dollars. When we parted, she took 1000 yuan into his hand and said, It will cost a lot of money in Shanghai. Take it. His tears ran down, and he failed this woman. On the train, he opened the parcel and scattered thousands of dollars. She is probably the only one who has collected a lot of change.
But he lied to her, and he decided to use the money to pay off his debts.
Not only that, he also sent her1-20,000 yuan and wrote a letter. He just said, I'm too busy, maybe I'm not married yet. At that time, he also made a direct apology.
She quickly took 20,000 yuan and sent it back. She said, sorry I didn't wait for you. I am married, which is good for my life, but I am married.
He cried. What a wise woman she is. As far as he is concerned, she is married. Ah, this is her heart. She gave him freedom and love. He summoned up the courage to go home and see her. He thought that from now on, every book in the future, maybe she would be more suitable for her husband than him. At that time, there was a beautiful and fashionable woman pursuing him around him. Because she left, he decided to start his own love. What's more, this girl's family is in Shanghai, and the great thing is that she helps others.
Soon, he went abroad to study with a girl from the other side of the ocean and started his own company in the United States. He is too rich. He has a villa and a private car. Everything between him and her is a dream, but she has no seeds of love!
He knew he was a bad guy, too bad, so he chose to return to China five years later and invest in a company in her hometown. He intends to help her.
Home, and she is a high school teacher, is a nearly forty-year-old, half-white hair, slightly fat due to overwork, swollen extremely dull people. The moment they met, they were already alive! He didn't expect her to become so powerful, traces of the past, and young, but now she has become so old! And he is more handsome, more tall and straight, as if in his twenties, because he has such charming manners, drives a BMW and wears clothes with thousands of dollars!
They froze for a long time. In recent years, after a few years, she is old and always looks bad, but he is still young and energetic, adding vicissitudes to her all the time, but adding endless charm to him.
He saw his son, an old man of 17 years old. He was sent to a university in Beijing because of his good academic performance. He wanted to thank her, but he felt powerless. He wanted to say he was sorry, but he didn't even feel qualified.
After staying in her simple office for a long time, does he dare to ask what your spouse is doing?
She smiled, wrinkled her mouth and whispered, I'm not married yet.
Suddenly, he stood up from his chair, stood up, and tears fell from the guard. The flood that burst its banks in her heart, like a matter between heaven and earth, has been waiting for him, so infatuated.
You are stupid. He scolded, you are so stupid.
There are tears in her eyes and she is trembling all over: You said that you should love life. I think this is true. What did you say?
He covered his face, and then slowly knelt down, knees, is what he wants, in love, he is not as good as this woman, he doesn't know what a promise is.
But this time he can't divorce, his wife and daughter, his career and family, all he won't tolerate such a woman, but he knows that she is the pearl in his heart and priceless.
He found her collar necklace, but left it behind. It was already dark, and the silver light faded. The black circle was on the collar, and then he bought it for her. The most touching thing is that the brightest necklace is dim, and his love with her is drifting away.
He wanted to do something for her, so he asked her what she wanted, but money couldn't make up for everything. He knew that she was definitely not worth it, so he returned the 20 thousand to him.
She smiled. If you want to help me, they want to donate a middle school to see our environment and backwardness.
This is the only thing he can do, the only thing that has nothing to do with her. Her eyes are quiet in Qian Shan, and everything has settled. She said, that is my love and loyalty, not yours. Her pure eyes for a year, when it comes to life, when it comes to love moving time and so on.
It turns out that love life is not a simple matter, it is a lifelong oath practice. Too bad he didn't. He knows that in this life, he is not only sorry for her, but also embarrassed to love her!