For me, writing is a treasure that came to this world after thousands of years, hiding the highest wisdom and essential experience of human beings.
Poets should beware of prosperity since ancient times. Words need loneliness and writers need marginalization. If you live in the clouds all day, you won't feel the lowest humanity, sadness and pain in the world. If you are in a noisy place all day, you will be easily confused and it will be difficult to stay awake and independent.
Feng Tang said that literature has a "golden thread": "The standard of literature is really difficult to quantify, but literature does have a golden thread. If a work is realized, it is realized. If you don't reach it, you don't reach it. For outsiders, this is imminent. For people with discerning eyes, it is clear. "
Sometimes writing will delay writing, just don't want to sigh, don't want to be feminine, don't want to write for the sake of writing, and don't want to please others. But when I want to write, I mean it from the heart. I think sincere words can be felt by readers. So I don't chase all the hot spots, I write everything. There is no need to write a lot. In addition, I am an amateur writer, not for money, not for officials, nor for words.
I want to write mainly in two aspects, on the one hand, for emotional output, on the other hand, for text precipitation.
Many friends read my articles, listened to my music, and left me messages or private letters, saying that my words were delicate and sincere. Said my music was clear and clean. I think on the one hand, you cherish this thing very much, so you don't use it indiscriminately or opportunistic.
Just like you really like a girl, if you watch her smile and dance her long hair in the distance, you will be as happy as her. As for holding hands, kissing, looking at her body and rolling sheets, you basically forget.
I think this is a common feeling.
In fact, writers are "miners of human nature", excavating the endless light and darkness of human nature. There are many people who write beautiful things, everyone can see them, and everyone writes well, so let everyone write. I want to write something different. I think as a creator, I should show my naked side to everyone and dig out what everyone can't see. But there are two things that I think are essential for writers.
First, a writer needs you to be thoughtful, thoughtful and sensitive to beautiful things. I often joke with my friends that people like us have no money, no power, no looks, no michel platini, no cheek, no black hands, no spicy, no stealing, no robbing, no greed and no big money. All they have is a pair of clear eyes and a simple heart. They are unlikely to become famous overnight, leaving them with the advantages of delicate mind, good observation and clumsy and serious work.
I was born sensitive and insightful to beautiful people or things, so I knew from birth to pounce on beautiful women, let them hold me and spoil me, and change to a man with stubble on his face and cry immediately. But I spent a childhood in my mother's arms with one heart and one mind.
When I grew up, my mother told everyone that when I was a child, I went out on holidays and didn't let others hug her, which didn't make her suffer less. I thought happily, who made you the most beautiful when you were a child?
Second, besides brain power, writing is actually a kind of physical activity to a great extent. First of all, you should be able to sit still, which means you should have a simple and honest ass. I think, for example, Mao Mu wrote more than 600,000 words in the shackles of human nature, Liu Zhenyun wrote more than 2 million words in the face and flowers of my hometown, and Proust wrote 2.4 million words in the memory of the past. The main way for these writers to win is that their cervical vertebrae are strong and their buttocks are big and heavy.
I was born with a gentle but tenacious ass and my temper. Sometimes I write poems and articles. I can sit in the wee hours without complaining. It naturally understands that "everything in the world is not satisfactory, and it is always patient and hard, but it can be expected to succeed." The truth.
When the pen tip rubs the paper, Gan Kun hangs upside down and weeds grow everywhere. I have a jack-o'-lantern in my eyes and God in my hands. I think when I get old, my ass must be black and thick, big and heavy, but it must be pure, simple and lovely. If my book is lucky enough to sell well in the future, I think half of it is because of it. When it is old, I will give it a lifetime achievement award.
When I was born, when I saw the wedding photos on the wall, I could babble out the poems of "Hold your hand and grow old with your son" and "Wish to be United and never part". As soon as I was born, I knew "my father's mother is grandma", "my father is grandpa", "my mother's father is grandpa" and "my mother is grandma" ...
I know what I can do in the future is business and art.
In business, my thinking logic is particularly clear. I can think clearly about complex problems, integrate seemingly unrelated things and make long-term strategic planning for enterprises. This is the complete opposite of me who is all thumbs in life and social life.
What is the essence of the matter? What is the logic and law behind it? Is it a war or a peaceful negotiation? How to count temples without fighting? How to take the initiative to seize the market by "being good at fighting and causing people but not others"? Is it a civil servant or a military commander? Who has what advantages and who has what disadvantages? If this hole is like a fire.
In art, I have a unique sensibility and my own understanding of beauty. Whether it is poetry, photography, music, calligraphy, design, space decoration, etc.
Knowing what words are more elegant, romantic and moving, even if you don't have professional skills, you know how to compose a composition from what angle, know what theme is most comfortable, even if you haven't learned any color matching, know how to write a calligraphy framework with appropriate structure and harmonious proportion, even if you haven't copied famous copybooks,
But I still use the most bitter and stupid way to understand and record the world.
Some time ago, I told my friends that I really wanted to live in a secluded quadrangle or a small Chinese courtyard and solve some things seriously. But I still have desires. I am still young.
To maintain a close relationship with this real society, we should not be too centralized, but we should not be too marginalized. Keep the pursuit and desire for the goal, but don't be too greedy. This needs to be balanced, just like balancing business and art, and balancing work and life, which relatively tests people's problems.
The biggest feeling for me at this moment is that time flies, I don't know that the age of standing is coming, and I don't know that my parents are old. Then I chatted with my friends. I said that although there is pressure, I am getting more and more practical now, and I have no previous loss and anxiety.
I think this inner sureness gives me strength. The only thing is to find that time is not enough, there are so many places to go, so many books to read, so many interesting people to meet, so many girls to hold hands, and so many beautiful songs to write.
Every time in the dead of night, I think:
Will every small town in China have a modest library in the future? What is the future education in China? Will AI completely replace human beings to write poems such as "My Fair Lady, Gentleman", "The moment that should last forever has come and gone unconsciously" and "Whenever I look far away, I only feel that the mountains and rivers are brilliant and the sunshine is gentle"? Humans can tell why flowers are so red, how steel is tempered, and why willows in the future are not green and white. Why does the fire of love scorch the heart? Will my poem be held by every soft-hearted girl to sleep in countless nights?
The mountains and rivers are far away, the line should be stable, the door is cold, and the newcomers need to be sincere. Every step you take, you can feel the ground shaking under your feet. Thinking of this, I am sincere and full of expectation, holding a torch and never coming back.
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Poetry and prose:
Regret in the world
Why do I write?
If the world is upside down
Guide to Healthy Living of Urban Youth in 2020
We met in heaven.
How much love can be repeated
I solemnly swear to my lover under the national flag.
The poet is coquettish and on cloud nine.
The greatness of life, the glory of death
Guide to scientific blind date in 2020 Spring Festival
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