The days when I wrote in calligraphy 1000 words.

When I was leafing through books together, a ginkgo leaf slipped quietly. I bent down to pick it up, stunned. This was given to me by my deskmate when I graduated, and it said "Take care of your friends" on the back. I don't remember if I wanted to cry at that time, but now there are tears on the yellow leaves. Looking at this yellow ginkgo leaf, my deskmate's bright smile and generous words came into my eyes, and I remembered the deep friendship between us and the days we passed together. On the eve of graduation from junior high school, he reluctantly sang a familiar song: "How to face the days we walked together, and now I am alone …" Brave, he left tears of parting. He slowly took a leaf out of his pocket and handed it to me. After a short silence, he said to me, "All good things must come to an end. After getting along, we will leave. The days we walked together, such as the sunset, were buried by the coming night. " He paused, and then said, "The days we spent together will be our beautiful memories, and the green ginkgo leaves will be our eternal memory …" He didn't go on, but told me to cherish our friendship and let us cherish each other. I sang with tears in my eyes: "friends have been together all their lives, and those days are gone." In short, a lifetime, a feeling, a glass of wine, friends, never lonely ... "In this way, time is gone forever, and friends will never see each other again. Perhaps, now, he is quietly recalling the days we walked together. Fate let us get to know each other, maybe God has already arranged it, so I am so lucky to make a sincere friend. Indeed, I met him by accident. It was a rainy morning and we sheltered from the rain under the same roof. It is only for this reason that we have become good friends. From then on, we played together, studied together, weathered the difficulties together, discussed social affairs together, and stayed together every day, leaving beautiful memories. I still remember the days we walked together, with a little sour in sweetness and a little sad in joy, which was quite unsatisfactory. However, we help each other and move forward hand in hand, so that the days we have passed will always be full of laughter and happiness. "The most precious thing in the world is sincere friendship, and the happiest thing is to quietly recall the sweet past." Sincere him, honest me, walk calmly, face bravely and live an optimistic life. It's just that our past laughter is gone, and you don't know when and where we will meet. Only these glittering and translucent tears are entrusted with my incomparable thoughts. "Hey, what are you thinking?" My deskmate pushed me. "oh! Nothing. " I woke up from my memory, picked up the ginkgo leaves again and read them silently; The days we spent together included you, me and a gorgeous rainbow. Every time I open a physics book, a dark green leaf jumps into my eyes. This withered leaf, as a leaf "specimen", I pressed it in the book, accompanied me through hundreds of days and nights, but still didn't know its name. This leaf was picked when my mother and I went to the suburbs last summer. That day, walking on the muddy road, I relaxed and prepared to enjoy the beautiful summer morning. Walking on the road, there are tall poplars on both sides. This is simply an ordinary tree. I came out this time in search of a miracle. I looked around in disappointment. Suddenly, there was a grotesque tree squatting beside a big tree. Compared with the big tree, I feel inferior to it. Really ugly. Several withered branches are intertwined and bare, without a flower or a leaf. I went over to see how such an ugly tree grew. I took a closer look, and there was actually a leaf on this short tree with twisted branches. It is wrapped in branches and looks so prominent and superior that I wonder if it grows from this ugly tree. It stands gracefully among the chickens, like a crane. No wonder all the other branches are wrapped around it. It was to protect this delicate and beautiful girl. This tree grew up safely with a leaf when other trees were flourishing. This tree did not feel inferior because of its short stature. I gently picked the leaf and carefully put it in my pocket as a meeting gift on the tree and a parting gift. I hope it will grow more and more beautiful leaves next year. When I got home, I put the leaves in my physics textbook. Every time I see it, I think of that tree, because it taught me not to feel inferior when I meet the strong and not to be conceited when I meet the weak. Living for your own miracle in this way is the real perfection. I just bloom later than others. In the days of walking together, every time I see a leaf, it will wink at me and say, "Come on, create your own miracle!" " The days we walked together suddenly remind us of the days we walked together. These words have a warm feeling. Otherwise, why do we suddenly smell a fragrance? I thought that if you appeared in my life, it would extend infinite possibilities. How should I know? Just a moment of turning around, I suddenly found that you really left me and started a new life in another world without me. Just why I miss you so much that I won't leave. I tried to lock my memory collection, but I forgot to forget you. I can't help saying that I don't love you, but I can't help feeling sorry for you. Open the sweetness of the past, and your every word is clearly visible, just like a trace engraved on the soul, which no one can erase. Originally thought that as long as we love each other, we can be together forever, but now it seems to be a demanding. How can I say it again, I miss you; How can I find a reason to contact you again? How can we break this deadlock? How can I make you happy again? How to start so as not to hurt you again; How can I make you really happy? If hope never falls in an instant and faint dust never penetrates a broken heart, can you still fantasize about happiness when you are tired? But, really, really, I dare not mention the word happiness again, and that misty line is getting farther and farther away from me. The familiar sweetness turned into a strange greeting. Those days spoiled by your sweetness are now the softest dreams in my heart. It turns out that happiness is just a reflection in the water for me. I was just about to reach out and touch it. I wanted to hold it in my arms, but I found it broken. I watched it break in front of me, which was my helpless sadness. Regret so easily penetrated my body, there is no distance, only dust and dirt, floating down, beating my heart. I didn't know until I fell in love with you that my heart really hurts. It's just that your scarred heart can bear this deep wound again? If I can, I am willing to exchange everything I have for all kinds of pains in your heart. No harm, no suffering, no pain, only the most sincere joy in life. I used to think that I couldn't bear the weight of a tear any more, but in those nights when I fell asleep with tears in my eyes, did you ever know the deepest fear and unspeakable worry? It is difficult to calm their hopeless mood and become a daily lesson. I always habitually send you a short message in the morning, but I wake up almost at the moment I press the send button. You don't need my supervision anymore I don't know if you are still following the previous agreement, but I will always wait for your news unconsciously, although I subconsciously know that you won't have any text messages. Just, just, have you changed those bad habits I brought out? All the cares and endless thoughts can only be a deep blessing to you in the end. I can't advise you to stay up late and keep you awake. Remind you to have breakfast, take care of yourself, cherish yourself for me, chat with you every day, listen to your care and consideration, and listen to your thoughtful reminders and criticisms. When you turn on your mobile phone, it's all your short messages, one by one, sweet, happy, quarreling, clutch, everything, and the chat records can be deleted, but what are the deepest memories left in your heart? Do you need the help of those two keys to get rid of it? Even if it can be eliminated, can't it stay? The wound has healed and the scar is still there, but it still hurts. Who caused deep pain in those deepest nights? But in the thought of love, all the pain and despair are willing because of love, and all the joys and tears are more cherished because of love. I know, I can't be coquetry to you, and I can't ask you to do anything, but you are thousands of miles away, do you also bury deep concern, so that hopeless wounds are involved again and again, but you are silent. It's just a turning distance, but you go further and further, leaving my heart wandering where you left. I can win the review of you in the future, but I found in vain that for me, overlooking is an extravagant hope. I embarrassed you again and again with such a bad attitude, and I also verified my emotional needs again and again, but I didn't know that I had deeply hurt the person I didn't want to hurt the most. I always thought there was still a chance to correct the mistakes I made. I always thought that the future was still very long, but I didn't know that everything had changed in the moment I turned around. But suddenly, at a certain moment, my thoughts suddenly suppressed my breath and became the heaviest string in my heart, uprooting you. If I can, I really want to smile and bless you. I really want to stop thinking about you, but my mind is full of you. I tell myself over and over again, don't think about it, have a good sleep and everything will be fine, but it's been so long. Why can't I do it? I will still get used to calling you, but I always tell myself at the last second, no, really no. I can't disturb your life any more. You should have your own world and start a new life, although there is no me in this world. But I should still smile and say my blessing to you, shouldn't I? Let someone love you for me. The last love is to let go of your hand. Hearing this lyric, I finally couldn't help it.