Meaning is called hoo:
Today I use this book to say goodbye to you! When I wrote this book, I was still alone in this world; By the time you read this book, I have become a ghost of the underworld. I wrote this book with tears and pen and ink, so I can't stop. I'm afraid you won't pay attention to my intentions, say that I will die without you, and say that I don't know that you don't want me to die, so I will bear the sorrow for you.
I love you, that is, I love you enough to die. Since I met you, I have been wishing all lovers in the world well; However, there are red clouds everywhere, and the streets are full of wolves and dogs. How many can win? Sima Chun can't learn much. As the saying goes: the benevolent "is old, and people are old; Young and young, and young people. "I love you and help the whole world love what they love, so I dare to die before you, regardless of you. You care about my heart, and when you cry, you care about the people of the world. You should be willing to sacrifice your well-being and mine for the happiness of the people of the world. Don't be sad!
Do you remember? One evening four or five years ago, I tasted this sentence: "Let me die first, and I will die first." You were angry when you first heard the news, but after I explained it, I didn't say that my words were affirmative, but I didn't answer a word. I mean, with your weakness, I can't stop losing my sadness. I will die first, leaving my suffering to you. I can't bear it in my heart. I'd rather you die first, and I'll be sad. Hey, honey! Who knew my minions died before you? I really can't forget you! Recalling the house in the backstreet, I entered the corridor and passed the front and back halls, with a 30% to 40% discount. There is a small hall and a room next to it, where you and I live together. I got married for three or four months for the first time, and around the day of hope in winter, the moon shadow was screened out of the window and vaguely disappeared; I am holding hands with (you), and I am serious in a low voice. Why don't you say anything? Why not complain? Think about it today, extra tears. I also recall six or seven years ago, when I fled back to my hometown, you cried and said to me, "I hope I can tell my concubine if I travel far in the future." I am willing to follow you. " And I promise you. When I came home more than ten days ago, I just wanted to talk to you about the trip. I was opposite you, but I couldn't say it. I was even more afraid that you would be drunk every day because your body was sad. Hey, honey! The sadness in my heart at that time was beyond description.
I really want to die with you. First, judging from today's situation, natural disasters can die, thieves can die, thieves can die on the day of partition, traitors and corrupt officials can die, and in today's China, there is no place in the country that can't die at any time. At that time, either let me watch you die or let you watch me die. what can I do? Can you restrain yourself? Just won't die, just won't meet, will only make the eyes of the two places into bones and fossils. How many times have you seen ancient second time around? It's harder to die, so what do you do? Today, I am lucky to be with you. There are countless people in the world who have died unjustly and don't want to leave. They love our generation, how can they stand it? I dare to die spontaneously, regardless of you. I die today without regret, and people with their own comrades can't succeed in national affairs. In a flash, Yixin is five years old and an adult. You are good at caressing him and making him filial to me. I doubt what's in your belly. Women will be like you. I am very comforted. Still a man, then teach him to take his father's ambition as his ambition, and then there will still be two holes after I die. Lucky, lucky! After my home, I will be poor, poor and bitter, just living a quiet life.
I am speechless for you today. I live under the grave and hear you cry, so I can cry together. I don't believe in ghosts on weekdays, but now I hope there is. People nowadays also say that telepathy is correct. I hope what they say is true. Then when I die, my spirit is still with you, and you don't have to be sad without a partner.
I have never talked to you with ambition in my life, which is my fault; However, I am afraid that you worry about me every day. I sacrificed my life to worry you, which is beyond my capacity. I love you so much that I'm afraid I can't finish what I planned for you. You are my lucky, why not be lucky to be born in China today! I am lucky to have you, so why not have today's China! A pawn can't stand loneliness. Hey, honey! There are still thousands of unfinished things, which can be simulated. I can't see you today! You can't leave me, but you always get me in your dreams! One is fear! Xin Wei reads six nights and four drums in March, which means to write Chinese calligraphy.
Mothers at home are all literate, so I hope to ask them for advice if you have any questions. I will be lucky to do my best.