Knowing that everyone was watching her, she calmly went to the counter and ordered coffee, hesitating about which dessert was better like a child who broke into a candy store. Then sit down and tilt the crutch to one side. It seems that it is not perfect, but her crutch.
There is another possibility in life.
1984, An Yiru, from Xuancheng, Anhui. Due to premature delivery and lack of oxygen, Ann Yiru suffered from cerebral palsy. When she was one year old, other children could crawl and stand, but she couldn't even sit still. The doctor clearly told the parents that the child's leg was basically hopeless, and the only way was to improve it through functional exercise. So, every morning after Yi Ru gets up, her mother will bring two homemade boards and tie Yi Ru's knee to the boards with a belt, so that she can stand in the corner for hours. When she can't stand it anymore, her mother or doctor will come to give her acupuncture and physiotherapy. After dinner, my mother will push a small tricycle for her to ride and improve her motor nerves. In order to urge, my mother always follows with a sweater needle. I found her lazy, so I pricked her foot with a needle and made her cry. I couldn't sleep until 9 pm every day.
This kind of life is unbearable for an adult, but an easy person has always insisted on it.
Sometimes, I stand in the corner with my knees tied to a wooden board, and watch a touch of light through the window, flashing from the horse-headed wall with white walls and gray tiles in Huizhou dwellings, separating the sky from the uneven horizon. Then, a golden light belt appeared between heaven and earth. The golden light belt was slowly flowing, and the crimson sun slowly appeared from behind the golden light belt.
At this time, Ann Yiru will forget the discomfort in her legs and feel her body getting lighter in the morning light.
Instead of sending Yi Ru to a special school, his parents insisted on sending him to an ordinary school. There will be some naughty children always following her, calling her lame severely and imitating her walking with exaggerated gestures. Although she was uncomfortable, she didn't feel inferior because of it. Because of mobility difficulties and childhood habits, when other children are playing outside, she will set aside time for reading. Loneliness tortured her and made her.
Before filling in the volunteers for the senior high school entrance examination, An Yiru thought for a long time, and finally entered a secondary school, where she studied finance and economics, which was very popular at that time. When she was in secondary school, she applied for the post-secondary secretary. She is busy studying two majors at the same time. Many people don't understand why she works so hard. Only she knows that she doesn't want to live a stable but struggling life in a small town. If you want to go out, you must have the ability to survive and get a better diploma to increase the probability of success. She believes that there should be another possibility in life, but she also knows that she needs to wait until the opportunity comes.
Flowers bloom freely.
After graduating from junior college, Ann Yiru found a job as a secretary in a private enterprise. That company is away from home for half an hour, so the traffic is inconvenient. Every day, her father will pick her up. "One day the wind was very strong, blowing up the little white hair on my father's sideburns. Dad, once handsome like Chen, is old for me. " A month later, Ann Yiru finally chose to resign.
When I was a child, Anyi grew up with her grandfather, an old-school scholar who studied in a private school and practiced calligraphy. She told stories such as The List of Gods, The Journey to the West, Elvis Presley and The Romance of Sui and Tang Dynasties, and asked her to read Tang poetry and Song poetry. After resigning, Ann Yiru began to write in her spare time. After 80s, she chose the location and content expressed by 80s: Sina's forum and "Irrigation" in the opening post to analyze the characters written by Jin Yong. Just because I like it, it is a careless machine.
It was in 2003 that the Internet was opened up as a new battlefield for literature. The friend I made in the forum recommended an Yi Ru that I had never met to a bookseller looking for a writer. Ann Yiru wrote the youth novel I'll decide you, Jerry Yan. As a fledgling writer, her contribution fee is-1.6 million yuan.
But what makes Yi Ru a "famous post-80s beauty writer" is of course the appreciation of classical poetry.
Appreciating classical poetry is very accidental. At first, she accidentally found a poem by Yuan Zhen on the Internet: "Only you will keep your eyes open at night, and that frown will be a lifelong worry." The sad and touching poem aroused Yi Ru's enthusiasm. Looking for someone else to interpret it, I found that most of them were just a few words, and even fewer of them were well written, so she began to write down her own understanding.
An Yiru's world is too small, but "silence" and "quietness" are often very suitable for reading classical poems. An Yiru, who is untrained, talks about Nalan Rong Ruo from The Book of Songs, and Barbara Yung from "falling into the mud and grinding the dust, only the fragrance is as good as ever". Her textual research is not rigorous, but it is Yi Ru's unique style to interpret poetry peacefully and calmly from the perspective of the post-80s generation.
With the popularity of Yi Zhongtian and Yu Dan, a new round of "Sinology fever" is moving towards * * *. Appreciate An Yiru's classical poems and connect the emotional gap between classical and modern. Soon, within a year, she published three new books in succession, Life is Like the First Time. At that time, she thought innocently and became the first young writer who became famous for reading classical literature. Xie Xizhang, a famous opera critic, said that few people are willing to do this kind of popularization work now. "There is not only an ezsafe, but also an ezsafe 10 and an ezsafe 100. Her works are welcomed by the public, and I think this is the meaning. "
"When all the boats are on the water,
There will always be ships meeting. "
After the plagiarism storm passed, the girl who became famous overnight and was "full of flames" calmed down at the right time, becoming stronger and more mature.
She soon gained a large number of fans. "Most of them are young people aged 18-24, and there are more girls. Of course, I also met my grandmother's fans-a friend told me to take the book home, and my grandmother always occupied it. " Because of her writing, many people began to madly love ancient poetry and Nalan Rong Ruo.
However, Ann Yiru herself did not love Nalan Rong Ruo that much. "He thinks too much of himself and suffers too little. He is always unhappy because he can't live in heaven, but he doesn't know that he is not such a talent. Is there nothing wrong with work? "
"I like Li Bai and Su Shi, so I never write about them. I like it too much, and I am afraid that I will say yes if I am good, and watch fireworks if I am not good. "
She is not without weakness, even more than others, but this gentle woman who loves to wear cheongsam has a tough heart and knows how to wrap softness with toughness.
You can't imagine how dull and lively the daily life of this seemingly difficult girl is. Get up at noon, handle official business in the cafe in front of her house, then appear in every corner of the city with laughter, go home late at night, and return to her writing time.
In the dead of night, she turned on the desk lamp and wrote beautiful words. In 2009, her new book Guanyin was published, which is an appreciation work about Yuan Zaju. She explained why she chose this obscure field. She tried to find buried, cleaner and purer culture and morality from secular stories, which are the foundation of this nation. On the title page, she wrote this sentence: "The drama is about the world and people's hearts, and life is different. The play is also loud, Guanyin, watching the suffering of the world, and the sound is in the ear, one by one. "
Before writing, she also expected that this was a huge project.
"There are more than one hundred well-known Yuan Zaju books, and countless unknown books, many of which have repeated themes and similar contents, so I filtered them. I slowly watched Yuan Zaju. After I decided to write ten plays, I also analyzed its inheritance with Peking Opera. By the way, I found some related operas of Beijing Opera. At this moment, it is well-founded and full of drama addiction. "
Different from Tang poetry and Song poetry, Yuan Zaju is an unpopular one. It is difficult to find two books on the Internet that elaborate the plots and plays of Yuan Zaju in detail. What are your opinions and references? Guanyin's interpretation of Yuan Zaju is narrative and does not involve the quotation of viewpoints and documents.
Two years ago, Bai Xianyong's youth version of "Peony Pavilion" brought fire to Kunqu Opera, and Mei Lanfang at the end of 2008 made the Peking Opera fever heat up again. An Yi Ru is pushing her Guanyin. She insisted that it was a coincidence. "Or meet by chance, when all the boats are on the water, there will always be boats meeting. Perhaps, when you don't deliberately cater to the trend, the trend will come because of you. Writers, the most important thing is to think about what they should write and how to write it well, and persist in trying not to disappoint readers. Others, don't think too much. "
Not only Qian Shan Wanshui, but also I am on my way.
If time permits, an easy man will finish most things before autumn, so that when autumn comes, he can travel abroad. She is satisfied with the added value of writing-she has enough time to visit Qian Shan like Li Bai. Every year, Yiru people spend a lot of time traveling, ranging from three or four months to seven or eight months. She said she was not used to staying in one place all the time.
Every time I travel, an Yi Ru is alone. This persistence may be related to my childhood experience. From the beginning of being sensible, my mother told her that the less I trust you, the more I want you to come out. She knew that her parents didn't want to be caged birds. At the same time, due to physical disability, she also has a paranoid insistence on flying away.
Because of her travel, she has a disability, and she is even hardcore friends with many famous people in the outdoor circle. They are willing to take her on a hiking expedition. "I don't look for trouble, I am sincere, and I can naturally accept what kind of journey and what kind of hardship."
In fact, what she naturally accepted was not just a trip to Qianshan.
Butterfly sea