From infatuation to infatuation, what did Bai Juyi experience?

Bai Juyi's mother was very strict with him when he was young. Because Bai Juyi's grandfather and father are both officials, Bai Juyi's mother also hopes that Bai Juyi is a scholar. So when Bai Juyi was a child, his mother watched him study at home every day. He can't go out to play like other children, so Bai Juyi seldom communicates with others. When his mother took him out, she met her neighbor's little sister, Chen Xiangling. It was because of this accidental meeting that Bai Juyi had a deep affection for his neighbor's brother and sister when he was 1 1 years old.

However, due to Bai Juyi's limited time out, when he first met Chen Xiangling, he didn't say much. He has been missing his sister next door very much since he came home. So every time she studies hard, she will apply to her mother for a period of time. Every time he goes out to play, he calls Chen Xiangling. Both of them are very young and have never expressed their love to each other, but they have become the other half of each other's hearts. Later, they moved and left the city because of Bai Juyi's father.

Bai Juyi seldom went out to play after he left the city. He never told his mother to go out to play, but devoted himself to his study. Finally, once he had a chance to return to his hometown, she went directly to Chen Xianglin and expressed her love. Two people have a tacit understanding together. At that time, Bai Juyi was very excited to introduce his girlfriend Chen Xiangling to her mother, but her mother refused. Because the gap between their two families is too big, his mother strongly opposes it, but Bai Juyi still can't let go of Chen Xiangling.

Later, Bai Juyi followed his mother to other cities and left for a long time. Bai Juyi, who has returned to his hometown again, is middle-aged and has not found Chen Xiangling now. This also made Bai Juyi feel particularly disappointed. He realized that he could never be with his true love in his life. So no matter how many women he has, these people can only be his tools to get rid of loneliness. And his heart has already flown away with Chen Xiangling. Bai Juyi became a lover in retaliation for his mother. If his mother had allowed him to be with Chen Xiangling, Bai Juyi might be better now.