Continue to write the story of fisherman and golden fish

The goldfish left and got everything back; The palace is gone, the thatched shed is still broken, the broken wooden basin is still broken, the old fisherman goes out to sea hard every day, the old woman sits in front of the door every day, and the fisherman seems to have returned to his original life. However, is all this just an absurd dream? Fishermen can't help asking themselves this question every time they have time. If the old woman doesn't curse the goldfish for taking everything from her to the sea every day, it will remind him that the future fisherman may really be just a dream. The fisherman felt very scared. The existence of goldfish made him understand his weakness, and made him understand that there are some incredible powerful beings in the world, living in this familiar and unfamiliar sea area and living in the sky that he can never see through. The fisherman is afraid that maybe his life, like the palace given to the old woman by goldfish, is created out of thin air, and it is just as easy for him to take his life. The fisherman suddenly felt that the world was no longer real. He put his hand into the sea. The water is cold, and his calloused hands feel real, but there seems to be an unspeakable illusion. Fishermen speculate that if the existence of goldfish is real, it means that there is some power beyond nature in this world. If you can master this power, you won't be afraid of being suddenly erased from this world by some existence one day. Fishermen remembered the old legend, and magicians felt the power of elements through meditation. So the fisherman tried to feel the beating of the flame in front of the stove, the love of Gaia in front of the earth, the touch of the wind in front of the air ... but it seemed that everything was in vain, and he seemed to be an unreasonable madman, doing behaviors that normal people could not understand. However, he didn't stop because of the cold eyes of the old woman and the sarcastic words of his neighbors. He's been trying. He doesn't think he can succeed, but if he does nothing and is always afraid, he will go crazy. His sense of crisis is getting heavier and heavier, and the existence of controlling his own life may come to him at any time. He dare not let himself stop. He tried every possible method crazily. Until one day he faced the turbulent sea and meditated that he was a drop of water in the sea. With the ups and downs of the waves, he really felt the power of the sea. That vast and magnificent force, warm, intense and majestic, floated an understanding in his heart: this is the power of the sea. At that moment, he cried. He knew he was right. Great joy is followed by great fear. He is right, and his speculation is probably right. So he became even crazier. He never returned to land, so he stayed in the sea and kept feeling. He tried to control a spray by himself, but failed. The waves didn't listen to his command, so he decided to start with controlling a drop of water ... (to be continued)