Poems drunk alone at night

The general meaning of the word: A person (male and female, mostly female) drank a little wine because of missing, and when she was slightly drunk, it caused a lot of melancholy. She went to the boudoir and saw that some of the flowers in March had fallen, so she felt that her youth had been wasted without any pity. I was depressed like a cloud, and I reappeared the figure of that person in my dream several times, but the good dream disappeared quietly and briefly overnight like a epiphyllum. Teach me how not to think about him. I can't help asking, "Do you remember the scene when we first met? -The boat is carved with flowers, and the back of the screen is covered with graceful paintings. (maybe) ". I wrote a few poems on peach blossom letterhead, with ink fragrance between the lines. I hope these poems are also the tenderness in my dreams and the tenderness on the blue boat I miss. My thoughts are like an unruly dancer, messy and rhythmic, and my thoughts pour out gracefully with the dancer's sleeve skirt. Did you get a look at him? Did you hear that?