Poems that dare not ask

"Now, near my village, meet people" describes the poet's psychological changes on his way home. "Near Hometown" confessed that the poet fled the relegated place and approached his hometown because he had not heard from him for a long time. The so-called "the more timid feelings are" means that the closer you are to your hometown and the closer you are to your family, the more worried you are. It has become a kind of fear, afraid of "not asking a question." Naturally, these two sentences seem to be written as "I am more eager to ask people near my hometown", but what the poet wrote is completely natural: "Now, when I meet people near my village, I dare not ask a question." After careful consideration, I think that only in this way can we meet the "prescribed scene" revealed in the previous two sentences. Because the poet was exiled on the ridge, he didn't hear from his family for a long time. On the one hand, he missed his family day and night, on the other hand, he was always worried about the fate of his family, fearing that his family would suffer misfortune because of the poet's tie. The arrival of anxiety and yearning for "broken books" and "rejuvenation" have formed a contradictory psychological state of longing for and fear of going home. On the way home, especially after crossing the Han River, this ambivalence further developed dramatically: the original worries, anxieties and vague premonitions seemed to be confirmed by an acquaintance on the road at once and turned into a vivid and cruel reality; The long-cherished wish of reuniting with family members will be immediately shattered by the ruthless reality. As a result, "more passionate" has become "more timid" and "eager to ask" has become "afraid to ask". This is the inevitable development of psychological contradictions in the special situation of "breaking the voice outside the ridge", and "feeling more timid" and "dare not ask" can better reflect the poet's eager desire to restrain himself at this moment and the mental pain caused by it. The closer the reunion is, the more worried and extreme the poet is. This anxiety will turn into a kind of fear and trembling, which will make him afraid to face the reality.