I don't know how I spent my days after the quiet autumn.
When a person has experienced such a story, what else is worth her feeling? At one time, it was difficult for the sea to touch water. The eternal amber, the poem of the ancients, can't have such a profound experience without turning it over.
Strictly speaking, the words used in the novel are very common and casual, with little modification. This may be because it is adapted from diary records, so it is inevitable to read it a little regretfully and feel imperfect. But from another perspective, it is precisely because of this that the story is more real and touching.
Some people say that this love story is too perfect, but I don't think so. When Jingqiu disappeared for the third time, I was shocked by the fact that I became a doctor and fell in love with him. It was hard to accept at once and I couldn't be calm for a long time. I feel what a great stain and regret this is. But after the calm, I admire the courage of Jingqiu and the author, because this is a diary, which records the real personal feelings at that time, and Jingqiu is the bud after the development of youth, becoming a handsome, mature and family-loving doctor. How can it not be every girl's dream lover? Finally, it is estimated that Jingqiu herself will not have an accurate answer to this question, whether it is because Lao San likes Dr. Cheng or because Dr. Cheng likes Lao San.
In fact, it really doesn't matter much, because the third child and the adult doctor have the same temperament in their blood, which makes Jingqiu irresistible. It's just that Dr. Cheng's love was given to Mr. Jiang, and the third one was given to Jingqiu. Time and space are intertwined, and I think Dr. Cheng will love Jingqiu as much as he loves Lao San, just like he loves Teacher Jiang. The third child has a deeper relationship with Jingqiu.
In this story, I have to mention several other people. Although their appearance is short-lived, it gives the story itself a lot of space, which makes people daydream and sigh infinitely. One is Zhigang, the other is Ding Quan, the other is Duan Xinshu, the other is Xiuzhi, and the other is Yun Xiu and the third child's fiancee. The first three are men who have feelings for Jingqiu, especially Zhigang. His helplessness also inspired my deep helplessness and sympathy, but if Jingqiu really finally combines with Zhigang, it is estimated that it will be the greatest regret for all readers. I don't mean to look down on Zhigang, but I think that if a woman like Jingqiu marries Zhigang, she won't be really happy for the rest of her life. Even if Zhigang loves her and hurts her, she can't dream and fly with Jingjing after all. Ding Quan described it even less. The only ambiguous opportunity appeared. It was just his words about Jingqiu going to the movies. But he fought for Jingqiu and repeatedly mentioned that Jingqiu helped him since he was a child. Finally, Ding Quan took her hand and said, "You have held my hand since childhood", which can make people feel a sense of regret and loss. It is undoubtedly the most romantic when you, my love, ride on a bamboo horse, trot in circles and throw away childhood poems, but it is a pity that you are taken lightly by the author after all. Duan Xinshu's description, just like Lao San's explanation of Jingqiu, is a person who can be entrusted for life. Although he looks casual, he is not without feelings in Jingqiu's eyes, such as the description of her going to the toilet at night and two clips of him taking her to find the third child. Unfortunately, it is still understated by the author. Each of these seemingly subtle plots should have a story, but only Jingqiu knows the ending, or perhaps the diary itself is a very private private space that can be presented to readers. After all, it will only be a general or prominent central idea, and many stories may have been abbreviated and deliberately omitted, including with the third child. Through their feelings for Jingqiu, they also let everyone feel the beauty of Jingqiu, although she has always felt very inferior that she is not beautiful, and she is from a humble background and a poor family (perhaps for this reason, she will feel inferior, including her dissatisfaction with her body). The author skillfully expresses and affirms this metaphor through several seemingly unimportant characters. For Xiuzhi, a woman who has a crush on her third child, there is not much explanation, but in a few words, she describes that kind of helplessness, dilutes the unforgettable acacia, but fulfills the space for readers to daydream. This is Yun Xiu. I don't know why, so the author also brought her into a situation of secretly loving her third child. Regarding the part where she cut the photos of her third child and his fiancee, Yun Xiu made it clear that it was not for Xiuzhi and Jingqiu. However, the author did not give an explanation, which was quite confusing. The explanation of the relevant characters is too hasty, perhaps because of the limitations of privacy, time or creative space. In short, after reading this explanation, I still have a lot of regrets. The story of Lao San and his fiancee is almost completely unknown, which is a pity for the role of Lao San. I really hope that someone can continue to write another book, the title of which is Red Hawthorn Tree, which will tell the story of how Jingqiu often secretly visits him to see how he spends his free time, and bring readers a complete space.