I want to become a monk and convert to Buddhism and find that the secular world is not suitable for me. I just can't let my parents go. Everyone wants to find a small temple and practice Buddhism whol

I want to become a monk and convert to Buddhism and find that the secular world is not suitable for me. I just can't let my parents go. Everyone wants to find a small temple and practice Buddhism wholeheartedly, but what should I do in this life? If you have the heart to practice Buddhism, there are temples everywhere, understand? What is your own heart, not your behavior? Do you know what is necessary, secular desire? Do you know who in the world can let go? Although I am not a monk, I read the truth. Bodhi has no trees and no mirrors, and Taiwan Province has nothing. Where does it cause dust? Just to be clear, you are talking about Sakyamuni Buddha.