Predestined relationship implies sentences, complete works of predestined relationship poems?

1. If life is just like the first time, why is it sad to draw a fan in the autumn wind? If you wait for it to change, it will make people feel sad, but it will make people feel changeable. If you stop talking in the mountains, you will never complain. Why not be as lucky as Ichiro? Like a pair of wings, live and die for ten years. Don't think, never forget, thousands of miles lonely. Even if we meet, there is nowhere to talk. If God wants to destroy a person, he will go crazy, but I have been crazy for so long. Why didn't God destroy me? I can't wait for you for a year and a month, and I can't wait for you to be 25 years old, but I will wait for you all my life. I don't believe in love, but I believe in you, and I believe that you will give me happiness. I want to be with you, even if I just touch your chest and kiss your mouth, even if I am not in your heart, even if I am not in your eyes. Even if we are just together, even if we don't talk. If you are well, it is sunny, and if you are happy, it is the end. I don't know what I'm doing now is right or wrong, but I didn't know until I finally died of old age, so all I can do now is try my best to do everything well and then wait to die of old age. I don't want to think about whether I can succeed. I think I love you, but I dare not.