I can't stop crying when I watch you huddle with those lively children to grab the ball and watch you smile as brightly as the sun. /kloc-It's been 0/4 years, son. You are tall and handsome.
I stood trembling beside the railing outside the playground, and my heart was in an unspeakable state of pain. I have promised them that I will never see you again.
You just turned 4 the year you lost. When I was 4 years old, I could already sing simple nursery rhymes and rub my feet and knock my back.
Because of you, your mother and I can bear no matter how hard or tired we are in this strange city. However, who would have thought that you suddenly disappeared.
My family broke up at once, and I ran around looking for you like crazy every day. Your mother Woodenhead sat at home, holding your toys and clothes in her arms, crying to sleep, and then crying when she woke up. In less than two years, * * * collapsed, but we had no money to treat it.
All the money in the family is used to find you. We've been all over China, but we haven't heard from you in the end. I have to make a difficult decision: leave the city where I work and go back to my hometown in the countryside.
From then on, every time your mother misses you, I will reprimand her with tears: "The child is gone, and the days will continue." But as soon as I turned around, I hid in the open field and sobbed secretly.
What's the point of life without children? Whenever we celebrate China New Year, we will put a pair of your chopsticks and bowls on the table. 14, dear son, during your absence, your mother and I spent every Spring Festival in tears.
I also thought about having another child to distract you, but your body doesn't allow you to have another brother or sister. I thought I was going to die alone with your mother from now on. Unexpectedly, suddenly a policeman came home and said he had heard from you.
Second, the police said that they entered my DNA data into the newly-built national DNA data networking database, and the comparison results showed that you are my son. I helped your mother climb into the police car.
Son, it's 14. We finally meet you. However, your adoptive parents told the police that you were away and went to other places.
I really wanted to rush to the villa in the Hall compound, but the policeman who went with me grabbed me desperately. I just learned that although they are your adoptive parents, they are not the family who bought you at the beginning.
The police told me that from a legal point of view, your adoptive parents don't have to bear any legal responsibility. I sat in a hotel chair and learned about your experiences over the years with tears in my eyes.
After being trafficked, you were first sold to a mountain. Later, the hateful trafficker committed a crime and confessed you. So the police saved you, but because your mother and I have moved out of the original city, they can't find your home anymore.
No way. They took your DNA data and sent you to an orphanage. 10 years ago, a business couple adopted you because they had no children. They are your adoptive parents.
After listening to the police, I gave myself a slap in the face. I am so * * * ah, why did I move in the first place.
The police told me that in this case, only through patient ideological work can your adoptive parents hand you over. So, on a rainy night, I saw your adoptive parents again.
To my shock, just three days later, your tall and dignified adoptive father grew jagged white hair on his temple. He and your foster mother walked in slowly. First, he sat on one side silently. After listening to the police briefing, he suddenly knelt in front of me: "Please, don't take my child. I can give you as much money as you want. "
Your mother and I jumped up at the same time, and the negotiation was deadlocked. Your adoptive parents finally got up and left. In the rainstorm, I couldn't help crying when I looked at their lonely figure.
They lost you today, just like when we lost you. The police continue to work there, and your mother has begun to buy clothes for you excitedly.
That day, we bought you shoes, schoolbags and sportswear. Just after returning to the hotel, your adoptive father's car arrived. This time he took 65438+ ten thousand.
I blushed and jumped up: "Who wants to sell my son!" " Your adoptive father cried in front of us. He said your foster mother hasn't touched a drop of rice for three days. He also said that if we really take you away, they have no way out.
On that day, he brought all the photos of you from 7 years old to 17 years old, and tearfully showed us how happy you were in their home and how much they loved you. The anger on my face slowly dissipated. Looking at you growing up in the photo, I think of the photo of you under the cupboard when you were a child.
At that time, you always wore other people's leftover clothes, and we all hesitated for a long time before buying a toy. In the photos after 8 years old, you dressed like a little prince, so many toys, so high-grade clothes, so happy smiling face.
Your adoptive father told us in detail how he carefully trained you over the years. The piano has passed several levels, and Taekwondo has reached several stages. Bass and guitar keep popping up new terms that I have never heard of. Your mother took my hand with joy, and I know she was also inspired by your adoptive father.
Your adoptive father gently put your picture on his chest: "If you really love your child enough, don't just consider your own feelings and ignore your child's needs. Do you have the heart to drag children from a city to a remote and desolate country? Even if it is really pulled, can the child accept the distant affection of 14 years? Even if it is acceptable, how can you make him adapt to this huge gap in life? " The great joy of finding you was replaced by gray sadness.
We must admit that your adoptive father has a point. However, you are the flesh and blood we finally found, how can I give up! The next morning, your mother and I sat on the steps in front of the hotel, our hearts swinging from side to side. Suddenly, a young man in a vest came riding a tricycle.
It was not until he called me that we recognized this as Xiao Dong in the village. After graduating from high school, his family couldn't afford him to go to college, so he came to work in the city.
Speaking of the hardships of life, Xiao Dong's voice choked, and he was envious.
2. The ancient poem Jiang describes who left and never met again in this life.
Su Shi
On the twentieth night of my first month in Mao Yi, I remembered my dream.
Ten years of life and death are two boundless, disapproving and unforgettable.
A lonely grave thousands of miles away, desolate and nowhere to talk about.
Even if we don't know each other, our faces are dusty and our temples are frosty.
When night came, my dream suddenly came home. Xiao Xuan window, get dressed.
Care for each other without words, only a thousand lines of tears
It is expected that the annual heartbroken place: moonlit night, short pine hill.
Lisi
Yuan Zhen
Once I tasted the vast sea, I felt that the water in other places was pale; Once you have experienced the clouds in Wushan, you feel that the clouds elsewhere are eclipsed.
Hurried through the flowers, lazy to look back; This reason is partly because of the ascetic monk, and partly because of who you used to be.
Red crisp hands, yellow wine, mancheng spring willow.
East wind evil, thin heart,
A sad mood, a cable that I haven't seen for years.
No! No! No!
Spring is the same, people are empty, and tears are red and sad.
Peach blossom falls, idle pool pavilion,
Although Meng Shan is here, it is hard to trust Jin Shu.
Mo! Mo! Mo!
To Wei Ba Chu Shi.
Du Fu
It is almost as difficult for friends to meet each other as the stars in the morning and evening.
Tonight is a rare event, and this lamp is candlelight.
Two men who were young not long ago are now gray at the temples.
It shocked us to find that half of our friends had died, which made us sad.
We didn't expect that it would be twenty years before I could come to see you again.
You were unmarried when I left, but now these boys and girls are in a row.
They were very kind to their father's old friends. They asked me where I went during the trip.
Then, when we talked for a while, they brought me wine and dishes.
Spring chives are cut in the night rain, and brown rice is cooked fresh in a special way.
My host announced that it was a festival, and he urged me to drink ten cups.
But what kind of ten glasses of wine can make me so drunk, because your love is always in my heart. .
The mountains will separate us tomorrow. Who can say for sure after tomorrow? .
Who has the original texts of "Children, I will never see you again in my life" and "Cicada Disappeared that summer"? Du Xiaoqing always wondered why cicadas caught during the day turned into boys at night.
The boy raised his hand to his lips and made a "shh" gesture. She listened to the words. I still remember that when catching cicadas, cicadas didn't escape at all, so they were caught in bamboo cages.
Is it an elf? Du Xiaoqing heard the story of the snail girl, but she recalled it for a long time and didn't think that she had done anything good, such as letting cicadas come to her. She looked at the boy in strange clothes up and down, and saw that he was not disturbed, and he didn't mean to change back to cicada at once. She plucked up her courage, jumped out of the bed tent, jumped to the ground and asked in a low voice, "What's your name?" Where is home? ""Jianye. "
The boy only answered the second question and looked at the wall and stopped talking. His eyes sparkled when he said these two words. Although Du Xiaoqing was confused, he suddenly realized that there seemed to be stars falling into his eyes in the night sky.
After this day, every day when she comes home from the summer cram school, Du Xiaoqing will finish her meal in a hurry, then run back to her room and close the door. Because only when cicada is left alone in the room will she become that boy.
Du Xiaoqing once asked her mother to open the small door of the bamboo cage, but no matter how she called, the cicada lay still. "Cicada how can become a person? You watch too many cartoons. "
Mother patted her on the head and went downstairs, leaving Du Xiaoqing pouting and sulking. So that night, when the boy appeared again, she was lying on the bed angrily, staring at the ceiling. Before counting to ten, he would definitely explain, right? But no.
The boy looked at the wall, then turned to look out of the window and said nothing. The clothes he wears are very strange, with big sleeves, which are completely different from Du Xiaoqing's little bear pajamas.
"Cicada, aren't you hot?" Du Xiaoqing, who was hiding in the curtain and peeking at the boy in a daze, finally couldn't help it and asked in a low voice. She doesn't know the boy's name, so she can only call him cicada.
"No feeling." Chen, who was sitting in a daze with her chin cupped in the window, was interrupted and answered stiffly.
"It's too hot for me to sleep." The rest of August is sultry even at night.
Du Xiaoqing stretched himself exaggeratedly, deliberately spread the pulled mosquito net a little, to see his reaction. Cicada thought for a moment, but magically took out a folding fan from her waist and handed it to her.
Inside the high wall painted on the folding fan, there are small bridges and flowing water, and the streets are bustling. Du Xiaoqing thought, this is the home of cicada, is it the building of his power? "I know, I know."
Outside the window, cicadas are singing one after another, and a solitary moon is hanging high in the sky. Cicada was probably fascinated by the moon and didn't notice that Du Xiaoqing had climbed onto her.
"What is Jackie Chan looking at?" But in a word, a gust of wind blew the cicada's fever. Cicada leaned back in shock, and a different color flowed from her eyes like a stream.
"... you didn't look at the wall today, but at the moon. "Du Xiaoqing also got a fright, afraid to say something wrong.
She was depressed. Why doesn't he even look at himself? As long as I can remember, my parents have been strict with her, playing the piano, practicing calligraphy and even learning Tai Chi sword. Isn't that for old people? Around us, it will always be a murderous exercise mountain.
So the sudden appearance of this arrogant new person made her feel very interesting. "Excuse me, where is your sword hanging on the wall?" Cicada wanted to think, hesitated and didn't speak.
Huh? It turned out that it was the bronze sword that Grandpa gave her as a birthday present that fascinated him before. It turns out that he can appreciate antiques.
The culture of cicada pleading made Du Xiaoqing jump for joy, remembering that dad said this morning that hanging a sword in the bedroom was easy to hurt his daughter, so he put it away. She quickly promised to get it.
Achan, holding a stolen sword, was overjoyed, stroking gently and his eyes lit up. "Thank you."
Cicada's tone was polite and gentle, and Du Xiaoqing was very happy. She happily runs errands for him every day, takes the sword out of the storage room, watches Agan dance happily, and then secretly sends it back.
When Agan stops, she will talk to him endlessly and pour out what she has accumulated in her usual classroom life. Zen, who has always been quiet, is not boring. She always listens patiently and then falls asleep.
Only in this way, Du Xiaoqing felt very satisfied and happiness overflowed in her eyes. "By the way, have you seen the snow scene?" One day, Du Xiaoqing stood on a big stone by the pond and asked Achan some questions.
The lotus in the pond presents a gorgeous scenery, but the warmth in Agan's eyes is a little dispersed. Accustomed to his silence, Du Xiaoqing continued to explain excitedly: "In 65438+ February, it will snow in our city, and the roads and roofs are all white, even the breath. Do you think it looks good? " "... beautiful. "
Cicada choked out a word. "Haha, I really want to watch the snow with you."
Naive Du Xiaoqing jumped up and down on the stone excitedly, looking at the sky with her eyes full. "Fool, cicadas can't live in summer."
Paused, Du Xiaoqing to react, stunned to open his mouth, nose a acid. "Don't cry, it's ugly."
Cicada said, Du Xiaoqing darling hold back tears, but pull a long face. Cichan thought for a moment and began to sing.
I don't know where it is. The melody is beautiful. After singing, he gave a rare smile: "I am also very happy to watch the lotus with you."
After that, they never mentioned snow again. At the end of the summer vacation, my mother hired a tutor to help Du Xiaoqing with her history, for the sake of her kind-looking big sister.
There is less time to take cicadas out quietly. Once, the teacher explained a famous historical event to Du Xiaoqing and said with a smile, "Do you know Xiaoqing? Our Nanjing is the ancient capital of the Six Dynasties in history.
Formerly called Jianye. "Build his! Du Xiaoqing put down her textbook, and an antique and prosperous capital appeared in front of her. There was also a young man with fine features-he was too homesick to leave for thousands of years, even a cicada? In the evening, cicadas came and Du Xiaoqing was still catching up on her homework. He sat quietly in a daze and didn't bother.
He didn't know Du Xiaoqing was reading History of the Capital of the Western Jin Dynasty. She occasionally looked up from the room.
4. What is Xi Murong's "Never see each other again in this life"? The content of Xi Murong's "Never Meet in this Life" is:
I will never see you again in my life.
Just to see you again
It's not you anymore
You in my heart will never appear again.
What reappears is just some vicissitudes of life.
The sun, the moon and the fleeting time
1. Creation background: This elegy is a short poem included in Qilixiang, a collection of poems by Xi Murong, a famous female poet in Taiwan Province. Although it is short, it is rich in content and full of the author's deep sorrow and sadness.
2. Meaning of the poem: For various reasons, a young couple broke up forever. After parting, they still miss each other deeply and are eager to meet again. However, how many years have passed, the boys and girls of the past have already become a pair of middle-aged people, and it is no longer the youthful and beautiful face that catches the eye of each other. So it's best to say "I'll never see you again in my life", because I know "goodbye/not you anymore". To be exact, it's not you who sees you again. We met, knew each other, fell in love, and finally broke up in the best years of our lives. Your beautiful image has been deeply imprinted in my heart. How I long to see you again, but I have decided never to see you again in my life. Because even if we meet again, you will never appear again, and we will never be able to continue our past love. The years are cruel and the world is vicissitudes, and our life has experienced too many changes. Even if we meet again, the "reappearance" is "just some vicissitudes/fleeting years." So, let's not meet again. Let's keep all the past in our hearts forever and leave beautiful memories in our hearts forever. Let's never grow old and young in each other's hearts. Let's use the good love of the past to resist the unavoidable pain and sadness in real life.
Appreciation: Although this poem is short, it accurately and meticulously describes an unattainable love tragedy in philosophical language. Yes, not all dreams can come true in time. In life, there are always many unfulfilled wishes, including love and ideals, which have to be given up. After the pain and sadness, I can only sigh gently and hide all the good things in the past in the hopeless reality.
5. Ping Yuanjun wanted to seal Lu Zhonglian's original extract, so Ping Yuanjun wanted to seal Lu Zhonglian, and Lu Zhonglian resigned three times, but he refused to accept it. Ping Yuanjun bought wine, which was full of wine. Before he got up, he took his daughter as Lu Lianshou. Lu said: "What is more expensive than people in the world is people who can get rid of troubles, solve difficulties and solve chaos without taking anything. In other words, the people who get things are businessmen, and Zhong Lian can't bear to do it. " Lv Zhonglian resigned many times, but eventually refused to accept it. Ping Yuanjun gave a banquet to treat him. When he was drunk, Ping Yuanjun got up and offered a daughter to reward Lu Zhonglian. Lu Zhonglian said with a smile: "Outstanding people are admired by people all over the world because they can eliminate disasters, eliminate disasters and solve disputes for others without asking for compensation. If they get paid, it becomes a businessman's behavior. " So I, Lu Zhonglian, can't bear to do that.
I will never forget how to say it in ancient classical Chinese all my life, and I will always love you in this world.
2. I miss my love. I can't get it out of my dream, I can't forget it, and I can't help but miss it.
Love me, my bright eyes, make a decision, ruin my thoughts, be desolate everywhere, or forget your thoughts.
I love you, my heart is in the sea, I travel around the world, but I beg your face. Ups and downs are fixed, Liao meets me and thinks.
I love you very much, my crown, Fu Simei, three thousand beauties. I don't miss you in a dusty place.
Soft, skin solidified, collar like a salamander, teeth like a rhinoceros, a cicada's head is a moth eyebrow, you are laughing! I am looking forward to it!
I happened to meet a beautiful woman by the mirror lake, and my beautiful image was always in my dream;
Although the meeting is short and the lovesickness is long, Qianshan is always in love.
3. Hold your hand and grow old with your son
Hope to adopt