Ruyi court love: high life is strong. Why did he say his life was like a dream before he died?

This passage is the last words that Guifei Gao left to Zhalong before she died. The audience can clearly feel the deep regret and despair revealed between the lines, but she is obviously strong all her life. Why did she completely deny the life she had chosen before?

It turned out that Gao thought he had a place in the emperor's heart, so he dared to compete with Ruyi without fear. To this end, she turned to Fu Cha Lang Yi, who also had a grudge against Ruyi, and eliminated all concubines who might threaten the status of the queen, hoping only to have a child, even if the child was not her own.

What Gao didn't expect was that the emperor's true feelings for himself never existed. The reason why she was able to sit firmly in the position of imperial concubine depended on her father's ability to control water. In addition, the Queen Fu Cha, whom Gao Youyue relied on, never trusted her. Not only did she not intend to have children when she first entered the palace, but she was kicked away after entering the palace. Isn't this a big joke?

What is even more ridiculous is that Gao told her all the truth as a sworn enemy. This humiliation is tantamount to Hua Fei's embarrassment when she heard Zhen Xuan tell Huan Yi's secret. In order to see the emperor for the last time, Gao had to beg the woman who had hated her all her life. I think this is worse than killing her.

To tell the truth, before Gao framed, the audience liked this lovely little girl with fierce milk. When Jin Yuyan saw Xiao Pipa pregnant, all she could think about was how to abort the baby, but she said that she would pray for the other person to have a baby, even if she was lucky enough to have a prince, she was also a fool. When this was said, everyone thought that Gao Energy was elected. Top ten concubines in the harem? The title of.

After Gao embarked on the road of murdering the prince, she was also frightened. Sometimes she suddenly finds her own harm, and she feels terrible. She just did everything, but it was too late to stop. So Gao spent many years in regret and fear, until she learned that "Years of Infertility" was written by the queen. The worse her health, the worse her health was, which was the meaning of the emperor. She regretted it until her intestines were blue. However, what Gao regrets is not the bad things she did before, but her decision to participate in the election of Fujin. If time could go back, Gao would not have chosen to marry the emperor and become a imperial concubine in the palace from the beginning. So, her life is like a dream.