When it comes to Ying'er, she must be associated with Gu Cheng. She is often called the "third party".
People criticize Ying'er a lot, and even think that she is the culprit of the tragedy of Xie Ye in Gu Cheng.
Today, these three people have passed away, but their stories are still confusing.
Ying'er's original name was Li Ying, and she later published her works under the pseudonym Maggie.
Gu Cheng met Xie Ye when he was twenty-three years old. Ying'er met Gu Cheng when she was twenty-three years old, an age when she longed for love and pursued beauty and freedom.
It was at the Changping Poetry Festival in 1986. Some veteran critics criticized Gu Cheng's poetry, and Ying'er bravely stood up to support Gu Cheng. In this way, Yinger got acquainted with Gu Cheng and Xie Ye.
Gu Cheng had already joined the Chinese Writers Association in 1985, and Ying'er, who was the editor of "Poetry Magazine" at the time, definitely knew Gu Cheng.
That was the first meeting between Gu Cheng and Ying'er. Gu Cheng didn't know Ying'er well, but Ying'er had long admired Gu Cheng's name.
According to Ying'er's friends, her appearance is described as very delicate, with a sweet apple face, a dimple in her smile, and a light look when she looks at people.
At that time, Ying'er looked like an innocent girl to outsiders. At that time, Ying'er was already with Liu Zhanqiu, who was more than 20 years older than her. Xie Ye had no defense against her. Because she supported her husband, he made good friends with her and treated her like a best friend and a sister.
It can be seen that Ying'er admired Gu Cheng very much at that time, so when Xie Ye accidentally shared things about Gu Cheng with her, she took note of it carefully.
In 1988, Gu Cheng and Xie Ye went to Waiheke Island in New Zealand in pursuit of their ideal kingdom.
On the day before leaving, Gu Cheng went to say goodbye to Ying'er, and Ying'er confessed to Gu Cheng.
Xie Ye knew that Ying'er liked Gu Cheng. After she left with Gu Cheng, Gu Cheng and Ying'er still kept in contact, but Xie Ye had never objected to these things.
Perhaps Xie Ye underestimated Ying'er. Ying'er seemed very innocent. Xie Ye felt that Ying'er would not take Gu Cheng away from her, but Xie Ye was wrong.
In the summer of 1990, Xie Ye used the money from selling eggs to buy Ying'er a ticket to New Zealand. After Ying'er left, the three of them began to live together on the island.
The world evaluates the life of the three of them on the island as a "abnormal love triangle." But what is the reality? Each of the three of them has his own version.
Ying'er looks innocent and harmless on the surface, but is actually very scheming.
Men's perception of women is often very weak, and all Gu Cheng can see is Ying'er's surface.
Yinger learned about Gu Cheng from Xie Ye, and she fell in love with Gu Cheng.
Just imagine how sad Xie Ye must have been when he heard this. But at that time, Gu Cheng longed for Ying'er to build a spiritual home with him and abandon the world and material things. He ignored his wife Xie Ye .
According to Xie Ye's description, the relationship between Ying'er and Gu Cheng's lover started on Ying'er's initiative. Ying'er was taking a bath at the time and asked Gu Cheng to deliver the towel to her. Gu Cheng did not dare to deliver it, but Xie Ye said that she would do it if she asked you to do so.
From here, we can see Ying'er's inner amorous feelings. She is not as pure as she looks on the outside, she is more like a passionate red rose, and she takes the initiative to seduce Gu Cheng.
In the book "Ying'er" left by Gu Cheng before his death, Ying'er was also described as a vain and selfish woman.
Ke Yinger also explained a lot for herself. She said that she went to New Zealand because her life in Beijing was too depressing, and his relationship with Liu Zhanqiu was also too depressing. She wanted to pursue freedom. , so she chose to go abroad.
Liu Zhanqiu also knew at that time that Ying'er went abroad to join Gu Cheng. He felt that Gu Cheng was incomparable to him, so he did not expect that Ying'er would become Gu Cheng's lover.
Ying'er herself said that when she went to see Gu Cheng, Gu Cheng was already very autistic and unwilling to contact outsiders, so she chatted with Gu Cheng and was often able to talk about spiritual things.
She thought that her relationship with Gu Cheng could be spotless, but mortals are mortals after all, and they all have emotions and desires, so they had a relationship.
In 2002, Ying'er signed a book signing for her new book "Love Yi Meier" and said in an interview with reporters: "I have never had love for Gu Cheng. He forced me to have a relationship with him. The days when I was with Gu Cheng and Xie Ye in New Zealand were the years when I lost myself."
We have no way of knowing whether it was Gu Cheng who forced Ying'er, but Ying'er was also willing to be with her at that time. Gu Cheng is together.
At that time, Gu Cheng and Xie Ye already had a child, Funu. Gu Cheng had always longed to build a "daughter kingdom", so when Funu was born, he was deeply shocked. He himself was not close to the child, and he was also He didn’t want Xie Ye to get close to the child.
At that time, part of the reason why Xie Ye was willing to keep Ying'er with Gu Cheng was so that Gu Cheng could pay less attention to him and allow himself to take care of the child.
Later, Gu Cheng's mood became more and more unstable, and Xie Ye was also scared. She wanted Ying'er to leave. According to Ying'er's own recollection, she also felt sorry for Xie Ye at that time.
In 1992, Germany sent an invitation letter, inviting Gu Cheng to pursue a literary career in Germany. Xie Ye took this opportunity to hope that Ying'er could leave during their trip to Germany, and Ying'er agreed with Xie Ye's idea.
So a few months after Gu Cheng and Xie Ye went to Germany, Ying'er disappeared. Xie Ye thought that as long as Ying'er left, her and Gu Cheng's lives would return to normal.
But when Gu Cheng came back, he found that Ying'er had left. He was very panicked and went to Beijing several times to look for Ying'er.
In order to win back Xi Cheng's heart and for Gu Cheng to live a normal life, Xie Ye encouraged him to write a book to recall their past lives, so Gu Cheng completed "Ying'er" with Xie Ye's help A book.
However, Xie Ye's painstaking planning failed to win back Gu Cheng's heart. Gu Cheng, who was already mentally disordered, ended his life with his own hands in 1993.
Ying'er married Liu Zhanqiu in 1994. At that time, the affairs of Gu Cheng and Xie Ye caused great repercussions in the society. Ying'er, who intervened in their marriage, naturally entered the public eye.
In order to live a normal life, Ying'er lived in seclusion in Sydney for 8 years.
In 1995, Ying'er published the work "Waiheke Island" to describe her life on Waiheke Island. She cleared herself up in the book. She believes that the Ying'er in the book "Ying'er" is not her true self, but a completely distorted self.
Ying'er said that she went to New Zealand not to destroy a family. She said she wanted to thank Liu Zhanqiu, "She was, is, and will be my eternal lover."
After Gu Cheng passed away, Ying'er also wanted to work hard to get rid of the taint of the "third party" She wanted to realize her literary dream and published several books.
In 2011, Ying'er had terminal nasopharyngeal cancer, but she refused treatment. It was not until she died of illness in Sydney in 2014 that her life came to an end.
As for the right and wrong between Ying'er, Gu Cheng, and Xie Ye, with her departure, she had to die to repay the debts she had to repay.