What does it mean to indulge yourself like a mountain of self-discipline

Indulgence is simple, but self-discipline is difficult.

1, when a person is self-disciplined, it is against his own nature. Enjoyment and laziness are biological instincts. It's easy to indulge self-discipline like spinning, but it's difficult to do so.

2. Low-level happiness can be obtained through indulgence, high-level happiness can be obtained through self-discipline, and top-level happiness must be obtained through suffering.