I whispered: I am troubled by danger, I am fierce. Give birth in June, and a loving father will come back to see you; When I was four years old, my uncle took away my mother's ambition. Grandma Liu was lonely and sickly, and she was raised by herself. I was sick and lonely at the age of nine. As for the establishment.
There are neither uncles nor fresh brothers, and the family is weak and thin, and there are children at night. A close relative who has never succeeded outside, has no answer in his heart, stands alone and hangs together like a shadow. Moreover, Liu Suying's illness often happens in the bed cup. I served soup and medicine and never gave up.
Translation:
Minister Chen Mi said: I suffered misfortune very early, because my fate was not good. My father abandoned me and died only six months after I was born. When I was four years old, my uncle forced my mother to change her ambition to stay awake. My grandmother, Liu, sympathized with my young father and raised him. I was often ill when I was a child, and I couldn't walk when I was nine. Lonely and helpless until adulthood.
He has neither uncles nor brothers, and his family has fallen, and his blessings are shallow, and his son is very late. There is no close relative outside, and there is no child servant to take care of the door at home. Life is lonely, there is no dependence, only one's own body and shadow comfort each other. However, my grandmother Liu was entangled in illness and was bedridden all the year round. I provided her with food and medicine and never left her.
Extended data:
The author stated the special misfortune of the family and the fact that the author was closer to his grandmother, so that Emperor Wu could turn severity into kindness and arrogance of opposing attitude into sympathy of the same position. "Minister's Secret Language" is a common format for typing the beginning of a watch. "I am disturbed by danger, and I am fierce" is the summary of the first paragraph, and it is also the general risk of the full-text public opinion statement.
The author uses the third person "child" instead of the first person "minister" in order to objectively state grievances and impress Emperor Wu. It is painful for my father to die, but it will only be more difficult if a loving mother lives with her as an orphan and widow. "At the age of four, my uncle seized my mother's ambition" is another great misfortune!
Biography of Li Mi in the Book of Jin: "If the father dies early, what will happen to the mother?" A four-year-old child has lost both parents. Just like a featherless blackbird killed by a hunter, it is conceivable that it is shabby, ignorant, instinctively seeking shelter and foraging, but it is hard to get. Preface to Shi Mao: "When Wei Shizi's flea dies, his wife keeps his righteousness, and his parents want to take it away and marry it." This is the reason for the code name "My uncle took my mother's ambition".
But this is an excuse (because people in feudal society regard the remarriage of a woman after her husband's death as an ugly thing), and it is also a filial piety for the author to forgive her mother. Judging from the usual psychological situation, it seems that the elderly especially like the third generation. It seems that grandparents prefer grandchildren and daughter-in-law likes children. If this judgment is correct, it is natural that Grandma Liu likes the author very much.
In addition, the author is a child who has lost his parents. Of course, he likes it very much and sympathizes with it. In this way, we can properly understand the meaning and degree of "compassion for the weak", and grandma is of course "self-raised" Biography of Jin Shu Li Mi: "When I was a few years old, I was deeply in love and fell ill." "Not nine years old", maybe it's rickets or something.
If the child is healthy, grandma may worry less, but now she is "not nine years old". Special weakness is another great misfortune and another factor that grandma is worried about. Write "weak" in the above sentence, and focus on "loneliness" below. Although there are three kinds of great misfortunes, there is still room for flexibility if there are many family members and relatives outside.
Now it is "lonely, as for the establishment." Loneliness is painful enough, strange enough and long enough: first, from the perspective of the author's parents, there is no uncle and no uncle. Second, judging from the author's peers, there is no brother or younger brother. "The Book of Songs Zheng Feng Yang Shui": "Brother Duanxian, Wei Yu and the woman (you)." Zheng Xuan wrote: "Fresh, less."
The author borrows a sentence from the Book of Songs, but the word "fresh" is not "less" but "nothing", which is a special meaning to avoid repeating the word "nothing" with no uncle in a special language environment. From the perspective of external relatives, there are no relatives who wear mourning clothes for their grandmothers, brothers and wives. There are no families who wear mourning clothes for their great-grandparents and uncles.
No cousins and unmarried cousins with the same surname wear mourning clothes, only one single one. Economically speaking, the family is in decline, and there is not even a child servant who orders food. Finally, the tragic situation of the author's childhood loneliness, poverty, loneliness, sadness, ruthlessness, squeal without complaint and being looked down upon is described concisely, powerfully and vividly with "Lonely Seeking Failure, Being Together".
The secular concept of feudal society is different from today. Today, equality between men and women is proud of being an only child (regardless of gender). In feudal society, boys were preferred to girls, and many children (boys) were advocated. The author's "not nine years old" is also "no uncle, no fresh brother at last", and it is also a poor family without relatives and servants. The growth of several generations of orphans and weak seedlings is full of the care of his grandmother Liu.
I devoted my kindness and compassion to Grandma Liu, and I spent her painstaking efforts! It may be said that my grandmother devoted all her wisdom, blood, energy and even life to raising the author. How can readers not be immersed in a search atmosphere, cold and desolate, and have deep sympathy for the author?
If Grandma Liu is physically and mentally healthy and easy to operate, there is still room for manoeuvre. Once again, great misfortune inevitably happened. Grandma Liu couldn't stand the devastation of many family changes, the cold reception of many social people, the pity and worry of many orphans and weak grandchildren, and the feeding and hugs by herself, so she "missed" the baby's illness and "often" stayed on the mattress, losing the ability to live independently.
The only thing my grandmother relies on is a weak seedling. "I have brought soup and medicine, and I have never abandoned them." I wrote the author's filial piety to grandma in a more general and specific way. Biography of Li Mi in the Book of Jin: "Special service is filial piety. When Liu was ill, he cried and rested, not taking off his clothes. He must taste the soup first. " It can be seen that the author has deep feelings for grandma, thoughtful service and close attachment.
There are only a few words from "26" to "Fei Li", but it outlines a very important picture of Chen Qing's inaction as an official. The following argument takes these words as the only factual basis.