I was amazed, feeling the shock brought by this word and imagining how beautiful the author would be.
Unexpectedly, however, the author is not a beautiful woman, but a charming son.
This son has a gentle and elegant side, such as "chinese odyssey, a son, is like jade in a foreign land" and "Mo Wen has a heavy road, a blue hat and connivance." This free and easy side.
Then who is this childe? He is the last poet in China: Nalan Xingde.
Anyone who has watched the TV series Kangxi Dynasty wants to be familiar with Nalan Mingzhu, the powerful minister around Kangxi, and this son is Nalan Mingzhu's eldest son.
He was born in a powerful family, with both civil and military skills. He is not only a first-class bodyguard around Kangxi, but also appreciated by Kangxi for his literary talent and martial arts.
It is also "every family struggles to sing water words, and Nalan's mind has been known several times." The sentimental protagonist in the movie.
Some people say that Jia Baoyu in A Dream of Red Mansions has some characteristics of this childe, which may be reasonable.
Because the fate of Nalan's son is the same as Baoyu's, and he is wrapped in splendid treasures, and he is not in the mood.
I have been bumping back and forth between reality and ideal all my life. And emotionally, it is a spoony look.
Love with several women is lingering, but we can't share life and death. Always suffering for yourself, leading to deep feelings and long life.
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Zhang Ailing said: Born in this world, there are no feelings that are not riddled with holes. This sentence is suitable for Nalan's first love.
Blue's son, facing the wind in Yushu, and his lively and beautiful cousin, a pair of wall people, have been childhood friends since childhood.
In addition to fond memories of childhood, there are also ignorant feelings between boys and girls.
It is fragrant and bright, pure and intoxicating, which makes people intoxicated and unable to extricate themselves.
Two simple teenagers thought that they would always be so quiet when they grew up.
But I don't know that a parting is coming quietly. It has always been stipulated in the Qing Dynasty that embroiderers should be selected once every three years.
All female flag bearers between the ages of 13 and 15 must participate in the election. So Nalan's son's cousin is no exception.
On the day my cousin left Nalan House and entered the palace, perhaps Nalan's parents had already noticed their thoughts and deliberately kept them from Nalan.
Or ignore the importance of sending my cousin to Nalan. In short, when Nalan came home, my cousin's room was empty.
A year later, the news that my cousin was promoted to a concubine came, and everyone cheered, except Nalan's son.
Yes, a sincere relationship can't be forgotten.
What's more, it ruined this relationship for the benefit of the family. At that time, whether he's son or Xue Mei's cousin, faced with such a fate, they could only accept it because they were unable to resist.
This also made Nalan Xingde feel the pressure of being born in a powerful family for the first time.
This also made him thoroughly understand that when reality and ideal collide, the victory will always be reality.
At this time, in addition to the dead of night, Nalan wrote on the paper: "This night, the Red Chamber is as sad as the world." Nothing can be done except such a sad sentence.
Those young frivolous and willful, the beauty and sweetness of first love have long been crushed into dust by the real ship and dispersed with the wind.
Those happy days passed carefree and gradually turned into bitter memories.
Finally, I can only take this sad mood between the lines as the best commemoration of this relationship.
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Nalan Xingde's ci style is graceful and graceful, and his ci is beautiful. His works handed down from generation to generation, like bright pearls, will never fall into people's hearts.
Among the more than 300 words he circulated today, there are even 5 1 words about the memorial service.
This is very rare among poets of past dynasties. Gu Zhenguan, his best friend, once commented that his mourning poem "Blue Wet" was "a bleak place, and I couldn't bear to read it."
As you can imagine, it is a heartbreaking mood to write such an unbearable poem.
What woman can fascinate and break the heart of this talented and charming son? In fact, this woman is his wife, Lu.
On the surface, Nalan's son seems to be the darling of heaven.
Prominent family background, smooth official career, excellent self, famous all over the world.
What about emotionally? He has a wife who loves him, a concubine who admires him, a lover with both talents and looks, and like-minded friends.
These superficial perfections constitute that Nalan's life seems to have no defects.
However, how many times did he know what he was thinking? /kloc-at the age of 0/8, Nalan Xingde passed the exam easily after obtaining the provincial examination.
It was because of the exam that Nalan's parents realized that their son had reached the age of marriage.
For political reasons, they searched for the daughter of Guangdong Governor Lu for their son.
In the face of this arrangement of parents, Nalan, who has not yet come out of the pain of losing his cousin, hates this marriage, but he has to nod in agreement.
On the big day, Nalan's son was lost. He drank too much wine on purpose, so that he fell asleep alone on his wedding night, leaving the bride to watch the lonely lamp until dawn.
But when he woke up the next day, he found a pair of lifelike mandarin ducks embroidered by the bride overnight on the quilt. And the quilt he made was stuffed in, because the bride was afraid that he would catch cold.
The bride's behavior made Nalan feel a little better, so he went out to find the bride with guilt.
When Nalan's son came to the yard, he saw the back of a slim lady in the distance, standing there alone.
That posture is very similar to the lily blooming in the wind in the valley, beautiful and refined, and graceful.
This unexpected fate, I don't know whether it is a gift or punishment from God to Nalan's son. In short, the affectionate son has been deeply fascinated by this character.
The woman felt someone behind her, slowly turned around and smiled like water, instantly melting the heart of Nalan's son.
Handsome, considerate and gentle Lu, brilliant, deeply loves Nalan's son, just like the warm sunshine in spring, which brings light and warmth to Nalan's lonely and melancholy world.
The ci style of Nalan's son became cheerful and clear because of the appearance of Lu.
Immersed in a perfect marriage, Nalan's son thought that as long as he held your hand, he could grow old with him.
But Nalan never imagined that three years later, Lu was killed by a postpartum cold, leaving himself alone in the dark.
A few years later, Nalan wrote in a poem commemorating his wife: "It was unusual at that time to be trapped by alcohol and lose the fragrance of gambling books."
Yes, what is happiness?
Isn't happiness that you get along with your wife, seemingly ordinary bits and pieces?
At this moment, they gathered together, slowly fermented in memory, and finally deeply engraved in their hearts. After many years, he still couldn't help laughing.
However, this smile will eventually turn into bitterness and heartache.
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God, maybe that's fair. If he gives you something, he will take it back.
Nalan Xingde has a family background and love envied by men all over the world, but his tragic fate is derived from it.
He likes a free life, drinking and writing poems and books every day.
But two things are difficult. Even if he has the heart of seclusion, he can't escape from the officialdom he hates for the sake of family glory and development.
He had a beautiful love, but because it was so beautiful, he was hurt to lose his lover.
A "Blue Wet Time" makes people reluctant to read it.
"I am a sad guest in the world, and I know what you are crying about." Perhaps, a person's life, whether life or death, is actually quite easy, but the most difficult thing is the process of survival.
Like Nalan Xingde, this melancholy genius poet has a short life.
In his 30-year life, he suffered from colds and diseases from time to time, but he also endured going with his lover.
I longed for freedom all my life, but I didn't get it when I died. We can evaluate that his life is sad.
But we can also evaluate that his life is lucky. But for Nalan, whether lucky or sad, with the passage of life, maybe he feels more helpless.
The helplessness of love, the helplessness of not choosing one's origin, and the helplessness of life being too short.
Just as he was facing the departure of his confidante Shen Wan. What they show is just wandering alone in the yard where they live, "holding red beans in their hands and tears undercurrent."
It is precisely because of this helplessness that despite all kinds of reluctance, he never said a word about retaining.
Yes, what can he keep her? After all, what he can give her is limited, and what she wants is what he can't give himself.
Although Shen Wan is affectionate, although Shen Wan is gentle and clever, she is the most likable woman after Lu.
However, because of the disparity in social status, this pair of wicked mandarin ducks have not been recognized by Nalan's parents after all.
Finally, I had to work hard.
To sum up with a sentence from Zhang Ailing: The legendary people who fall in love with the country are like this.
Legends are everywhere, but they may not have such a good ending.
Huqin, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Don't ask.
Yes, the three loves of Nalan's son are all because of his helplessness to reality, either life or death.
Three sorrows, one sorrow, how many things, don't ask.
And his life, because Hui Ji will be hurt, will not live long. After three sighs, he ended up on May 30th in the 24th year of Kangxi (1685), at the age of thirty.
Coincidentally, this day happened to be the anniversary of the death of his favorite person, Lu.
Perhaps, this is my own destiny.
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"This is a kind of infatuation in the sky, not a rich flower on earth." These short words happen to be the truest portrayal of Nalan Xingde's short life.
The so-called tragedy, the unexpected result, is not a tragedy.
The real tragedy is that you know that if you go on like this, the result will definitely be a tragedy, but you still have to go on like this because there is no other choice.
Looking at Nalan Xingde again, isn't this the life of this talented poet?
Give up ideals, give up love, take the glorious responsibility of the family with a weak body, and go on alone.
Knowing the ideal and reality, the long-term entanglement of helplessness will become the last straw to crush myself, but because I have no choice, I can only move on until the end of my life.
Perhaps, in the eyes of outsiders, his life is a successful example of a teenager's success, but he has never been happy about it.
His lovesickness, his depression, his loneliness and his sadness are all written in the "drinking water for the source" treasured by every family, but how many people can understand it?
Now, Nalan's figure has gradually faded away, and his short life, like a meteor across the sky, presents a clear arc to the world, gorgeous and lonely.
But the "Nalan Ci" he left to the world was his last legend, which crossed the sky and burned gorgeous traces.
That endless brilliance, like shining stars in the night sky, shines in the long history of Chinese culture.