It is so popular. You are obviously a child. In this case, don't learn what others say, it's not for you. Personality, right? It is enough for you to lie around, because no one can write it except you. It's not a personality problem. Don't learn anyone's handwriting. Self-written words are the most unique.
Yan Ti Liu Gu, a popular word, is popular not because it is popular but because people recognize it.
You must practice your calligraphy carefully. Your personality is not suitable for practicing calligraphy. Let's type with the machine.