Ugly and fat women are not necessarily good women, and not all beautiful mushrooms are poisonous. There are many beautiful women who are willing to realize their dreams with you, although there are not many in this society.
Personality problems cannot be forced. Inferiority is the biggest obstacle to a person's success. Everyone can't lift their heads. How can he look at the road ahead and see the road? How can he leave?
Good girls don't look at your current financial situation. What matters is your character, character, personality and your vision of life! Women are animals whose hearing is greater than their sight. As long as they know that you have the heart to pursue a better future, as long as they make her fall in love with you, she will be dead set on you.
Maybe you've never been in love? Girls are also eager to treat emotions, and some girls who seem difficult to pursue are often the easiest.
Life is just a few decades Do you choose to go alone or both? I think you already have the answer in your heart. I think you have to give up your marriage because of your inferiority complex. But you said, you didn't give up life! Prove that you have the confidence to compete with life. Life is easy, life is easy, life is difficult, life is in the play, and maybe it will always be NG. But everything will happen, really! Nothing ventured, nothing gained, this truth is very simple. Everything is difficult at the beginning. As long as you are confident and dare to take the first step in love and career, you will gradually succeed.
For a bad example, the first kiss is always timid, but I really got up the courage to have the first time, and I think everything will be implemented soon.
Although your conditions are limited now, you'd better lower your sights. A good family is hard to find and a bosom friend is easy to find.
Come on, as a stranger, I can only bless you silently! Believe in yourself, you are a person, a man!