Thoughts on reading Zhang Xiaofeng's prose every year.

Gradually, I have a determination to stick to something, half fierce and half soft, but unwilling to give in and discuss, and protect the trivial things in life one by one.

I always thought that what I love is space, mountains and rivers, alleys, the end of the world, the warmth of light and the "tolerance" in a small pottery bowl.

Then I found that I also love time and the people in the world at this time. People who met in the Han and Tang Dynasties have already achieved their Han and Tang Dynasties, and people who met in the late Ming Dynasty also regarded their late Ming Dynasty as music. Today, I can only ask contemporary people to stop in the long river of time. I can only hand a cup on the water table of time with contemporary people. Otherwise, if two ships make a mistake, the years will be empty when they are delivered.

Heaven and earth are long, but I only have a lifetime, holding only one chip, starting with my hand, turning the dice to count, and my drama is over. Pangu distinguishes turbidity, which is 36 thousand years; Li Bai was 48,000 years old when the road was blocked; Astronomers have been on the stage for hundreds of millions of years, and my imagination can't recall that eternity. All I can figure out is that the woodcutter, who belongs to the fairy tale of ordinary people, occasionally stops to watch a game of chess, and it is rusty.

If one day, I watch chess in the depths of the forest because of curiosity, kind fairy, please tell me the truth as soon as possible. I don't want the stolen fairy sun and moon. Don't want to be idle and miss life and death on earth, and miss the joys and sorrows of half-life. In the busy world, although I have only a small part, I won't miss it!

According to the book, there is a star called "Old Star", which circulates once every 12 years. "The year-old star makes people have a strong sense of time, so a year is called" one year old ". This statement is said to have existed in the ancient Xia Dynasty.

"Nian" was used by people in the Zhou Dynasty. The word "Nian" on the Oracle Bone Inscriptions represents people carrying bundles of grain, which seems to be a warm "winter map".

Some words, read for a long time, will make people anxious to the point of sadness and tightness. In those days, there must be a happy farmer carrying a bundle of hay home in the north wind. The scene in front of him deeply touched the lyricist, who unconsciously outlined the outline of 365 days with this painting. On one occasion, I accosted an old lady in Taiwanese:

"Grandma, how long have you lived here?"

"Well, there are more than ten winters!"

When I heard that someone replaced the New Year with winter, I was surprised and immediately felt as if something was hurting again. It turns out that there is so much fullness in one sentence. I remember when she said "winter", her expression was full of vicissitudes and gratitude. Naturally, she poured in the agricultural feelings of spring ploughing, summer harvest and winter storage. The true blood relationship and time sequence between her and the land make me wonder where there is a slight pain in the wound.

My friend is going to take his newly-married wife to Taiwan Province Province for the Spring Festival. I was probably taken aback by the long-distance call. He immediately explained:

"Because she wants to set off firecrackers in Taipei, Hong Kong doesn't allow her to set off firecrackers."

Put the phone down, I want to laugh and feel sad. The first time I thought shooting was a big deal, I called my son and said:

"I'm going to buy a bunch of guns that are not too long or too short. An aunt is going to shoot them from Hong Kong. " On New Year's Eve, the city bloomed with reddish and audible spring flowers, one of which bloomed from our hands.

Bought a hill house, only 10 flat. The house faces Datun Mountain. I like Datun Mountain. "Datun" is a famous name, and the mountain is really as mysterious and profound as it is, and it is constantly evolving. Should be qualified for "Chengshan". Walking in Datun Mountain, which is full of geothermal energy, every step seems to be stepping on the heatable adobe sleeping platform cooked by northerners, which is warm and serene.

I made up my mind to pay the down payment for the hut because of the cows on the ridge outside the house and the yellow-headed heron on the back of the cows. This reason sounds like a lie to me. I didn't feel stronger until one day I heard from Brother Chu that a calligrapher bought a house because he saw Lan Yan.

I've been working hard for a year. I will go to the mountains for a few winter nights, where it is luxurious, quiet and lonely. I will make a fire, bake some dried fruits and burn the scent of turpentine in my room.

You ask me what to do this Spring Festival? What a extravagant question you asked! There is nothing in this world that I can absolutely have, just fate. If I am blessed by God, I just need to make a small wish. I will buy a pot of daffodils every year for the rest of my life and raise them among the little white stones.

China's narcissus is different from Greek narcissism. It is docile and lovely, and it blooms in the red years of China people.

Besides daffodils, I have a vulgar wish. I like to follow the old custom in my hometown and eat vegetarian jiaozi on the first morning of New Year.

Vegetarian dumplings are mainly stuffed with shepherd's purse. I love the status of shepherd's purse as a wild vegetable, I love picking the taste of wild vegetables with baskets when I was a child, I love the kindness of taking vegetarian food as the first meal of the year, and I love the crazy tone of the folk proverb "March 3, shepherd's purse flowers, peony competition"

The petals of shepherd's purse flowers are as small as rice grains and as white as powder. It's not easy to find them without looking carefully. In the mouth of ordinary people, it is asserted that shepherd's purse flowers compete with peony. China folk always have inexhaustible abundant self-confidence, and Li Fengjie is bound to be more dazzling than the harem beauties. A fried spinach named "Red-billed Green Ying Ge" will be a delicious dish that the emperor can't give up. The shepherd's purse flowers in the suburbs are definitely better than the fat peony in the palace.

Eat shepherd's purse jiaozi, in addition to the faint aroma, cheeks and teeth, there is always an inexhaustible fragrance.

If a person falls in love with time, he falls in love with it, and lovers will never get tired of the morning spent in * * *, the evening in * * *, year after year, year after year.

If you fall in love with a nation and a land, it's not too late!

The so-called century is nothing more than 1,200 full moons, 36,500 dawns and eight annual cycles.

The so-called hundred years can't stand the waste and hesitation, come here to keep this time! On the eve of 2008, children only kept a splendid time, but what we want to keep is as short as life and as long as life.