Do what you want, you are almost half a year old, you will regret if you worry too much, and there is no conflict between interpersonal relationship and calligraphy and painting. It's good for your health to try to get rid of social intercourse, not to mention self-cultivation. Write as long as you want. I envy people who write well in China's calligraphy, and I like it myself. From doodling as a child to growing up ... I always thought that when I had my own job and my own house, I wanted to study hard, write calligraphy and draw pictures. I like these things, very much, not on a whim. Although my handwriting is terrible, I still love them! . You are really not old. My father is 48, my mother is 47, and my father has no white hair. However, people your age have few hobbies, which are really hard to get. To put it a little too far, you will have another 47 at most in your life. Do you want to wait until you retire, or do you want to put this feeling that tickles your heart and seems tolerable into a deep sleep?
Sorry, it's a little disrespectful to say so, but I really hope you can do what you want. It's not that hard. If you are really worried,,,,,
I read a sentence in Reader last night: What a person is afraid to do is actually what he should do.
Maybe too much, because you are not afraid, this is a rare hobby in your life! ! Not afraid,
Come on at the age of 47.