Evaluate the so-called "calligraphy"
You don't seem to learn calligraphy, do you? Personally, I think you should write with a hard pen. For example, your handwriting with a ballpoint pen must be very good, but your handwriting with a soft pen is different. I think you just add a pen with a hard pen. Soft pen characters should have brushwork, strength, structure and so on. Come on, buy a book, copy more and practice more, and you will make progress. Let's go (* _ _ *) ... Hee hee