If you have higher requirements, you'd better do something for the society (help others) through your hobbies. For example, teaching children to learn calligraphy and painting.
The seven sages of the ancient bamboo forest are idle, living in seclusion in Shan Ye, and are not interested in politics. It seems to be inaction, but it has left a lot of precious wealth for our future generations, reflecting different values.
Some choices are difficult, but as long as you have a firm belief, calm down and persevere in doing one thing, you will achieve something.