1. Your starting point is wrong. First of all, you should start from Tang Kai. Liuchu, the tern, chose one. Of course, stick to your hobbies for a year or two! Then switch to books!
2, practice more and communicate more! After selecting the post, start with the basic strokes and see how others write it. You can find videos online, such as Zhang Shufan's, Liu's and Ertian's in Europe.
3. Choosing a famous teacher can get twice the result with half the effort!