I still remember when I fell: did you blackmail the "resurrected" father?

In the early years, Fan Lijing, a college student aged 19, met Cai Xijun, a civil servant, at a cultural performance and had sex with him when he was drunk. Soon after, Fan Lijing unexpectedly found herself pregnant. Panicked, she quickly found Cai Xijun, but Cai Xijun only gave her a few hundred dollars to have an abortion at once.

In desperation, Fan Lijing went to the hospital. But the doctor said that she was weak and anemic, and forced labor induction might lead to massive bleeding. Fan Lijing informed Cai Xijun of this situation, but Cai Xijun said that if he continued to make trouble, he would lose his iron rice bowl. He promised Fan Lijing that he would do his duty after giving birth to the child.

After the baby was born, Fan Lijing and her sister went to Cai's house. However, Cai's family said that Cai Xijun died of myocardial infarction because of drinking. Fan Lijing, who was very sad, offered to pay homage to the grave, but Cai Xijun's brother declined her for fear of outsiders gossiping. Three months later, Fan Lijing received a notice from the school that the school had removed her name because of her style. A series of blows made Fan Lijing emotionally collapse. ...