? I brushed a circle of friends on my way home from work. Before the picture was loaded, I knew that another person had entered the city and jumped into the grave without hesitati
? I brushed a circle of friends on my way home from work. Before the picture was loaded, I knew that another person had entered the city and jumped into the grave without hesitation.
? Click on the picture. The man who entered this city is Lin Hui. It's been two years since we broke up. This is the first time I have seen Lin Hui. He is happy and does not belong to me. I made a lot of blessings and finally deleted them all. Later, I shared a song I heard during overtime. Simple lyrics and dubbing, the singer's voice is hoarse and true, which is a sense of vicissitudes, without any affectation. When I heard this song at that time, it was like a little fresh song suddenly inserted in the rock scene, which instantly extinguished all the burning enthusiasm. After listening to many songs with gorgeous music and perfect timbre, I really felt very pure and unpretentious at that time. ) Then many friends found it hard to hear and left messages. I thought it was over. A few minutes later, Lin Hui also shared this song, and friends commented and expressed their contempt. Lin Hui replied: "I don't look for it, I can't find the lost person!" I really don't want to flatter myself. I really think he is talking about me. At that time, I regretted why I didn't delete my friends and change my phone, leaving such a time bomb.
? "I'm getting married. The wedding date is on the 6th of next month, which is the weekend. Will you come? "
"The year-end summary is very busy recently, so I won't go."
? I haven't told him my best wishes for your happiness. I have said countless times that even if we can't be together in the future, we should bless each other. But in the end, I was still so stingy that I didn't even want to say a simple wish you happiness. I can smile at anyone I know or don't know, and say all kinds of flattering words, but I don't want to go against my wishes for Lin Hui. I just can't sincerely wish him happiness.
? On the day of parting, I didn't wear a camel-colored windbreaker, and my hair was tied into a short ponytail with black rubber bands. There was no wind at the station that day, and I didn't turn away after ............................................................................................................................. said take care. I finally wanted to hug him, and my outstretched hand drew a half circle in the air stiffly. I didn't pull his sleeve and ask him why he cried like a dog after he left. In fact, after I got on the train in Lin Hui, I turned and left. It was very hot and sunny that day. I held a green parasol and quickly disappeared into the crowd. I think Lin Hui will be disappointed if he looks at me through the window. Because he can always find me accurately from the crowd at a glance.
? I think Lin Hui's wedding will definitely use golden lights and the bride will use pink and purple bouquets. Two years ago, I had big eyes and black hair like a bride. At that time, I was proud and lucky. I'm proud that I just had waist-length hair. I'm glad that my eyes smile at the radian he likes.
? I have no intention to investigate whether his hobby is for me or for nostalgia. Just simply like his likes and chase after him.
? I always believed that Lin Hui loved me. He will spoil me, call me Bao Xiao, rub my long combed hair and rub my carefully painted lipstick. So at that time, I practiced the color of lipstick to cater to his preferences. He likes very red colors, so I try to draw delicate eyeliner; Actually, I don't like that kind of coquettish or serious red. Sometimes I don't even like to wear lipstick. Because you should choose the right eye shadow when applying lipstick, the color of blush should not be too heavy, and the eyebrows should be understated. I'd rather spend this time with Lin Hui. Watch him play ball or make a perfect combination, go shopping with me to try on the color of new lipstick or make handmade chocolate together.
? One day, Lin Hui rubbed my hair and said, "Bao Xiao, cut your hair short. I want to see your short hair. " Just cut it short, not sticky or hot. "Tone is no longer the past firmly, with careful temptation and affection. I pressed my long hair from my heart to my waist, and the story in my heart was cruel. I said, "Well, cut it. Anyway, my hair grows fast, and it will be the same in two years. "Then marry me." The love in Lin Hui's eyes was about to overflow, so he held me gently. I listened to the strong heartbeat in his chest and was once again fascinated by the gentleness of this man.
? I always thought he would marry me. One day, when my hair is waist-high, he will marry me on a colorful auspicious cloud.
? Before Pinellia appeared, I thought Lin Hui loved me.
? When Pinellia ternata appeared, I was struggling with my long hair. I couldn't open my eyes with thin bangs, so I didn't see the expression on her face when Pinellia ternata saw me. I only know that she is a girl who looks like me. Even my hair is as long as mine. It's just that she keeps fresh and clean, not as rough as me.
? I saw Lin Hui's surprised expression and felt inferior for the first time. "Ann, you know, Pinellia used to have long hair like you. I didn't expect her short hair to be so beautiful. " The first time I saw Lin Hui jumping up and coquetry with joy like a child, I was surprised that he, who has always been gentle, had such childish moments. I'm beginning to feel uneasy. This kind of Lin Hui is something I have never seen before. Lin Hui in my cognition can be a modest gentleman and a brother next door. He can talk about Kan Kan in the debate or relax in the kitchen. In the end, he will even act like a girl of the same age, and that woman is not me.
? Pinellia smiled at me when she left, and her eyes were full of confidence in her victory and ridicule for my confusion. I know Lin Hui will leave me eventually. Just like all girls leave their mature and steady side to outsiders and their childishness to those who are worthy of love, Lin Hui is as gentle as jade to me and plays tricks on Pinellia ternata.
? I learned afterwards that Lin Hui likes girls with big eyes and black hair because of Pinellia ternata's big eyes and black hair. Lin Hui suddenly asked me to cut my hair short because she overheard Pinellia cut it short. Lin Hui often draws me red lips secretly, because Pinellia likes to draw red lips and smoky makeup. Everything is because of Pinellia ternata.
? But I know this free girl won't be Lin Hui's lover, so I don't want to let go. I tried to change Lin Hui's aesthetic view. Spend more time than before to make your face look radiant, without any makeup, and do everything possible to whiten and exercise; Patiently learn flower arrangement and practice calligraphy. I want to tell Lin Hui that natural beauty and gentle charm are the most lasting beauty. I want to tell him that all the flowers like fire and oil are fleeting like meteors.
? I succeeded in making my favorite gentle appearance, quiet and tough. But I didn't save Lin Hui.
? "In peacetime, we will be too small in this world. You are as enthusiastic as I am, just the smallest dust in the world. Thank you very much for accompanying me to accommodate me in the past two years. " For the first time, I swore to Lin Hui, "Fuck your thanks, you know what I want is not thanks. As long as you play, I will wait for you. There will always be a tired day, but you know that Pinellia doesn't belong to you. You have to take yourself to the pit. "
? "If it's not pinellia, it will be someone else. You were born to be held in the palm of your hand, An An. " It turned out that he knew he couldn't catch Pinellia ternata. Is everything before for the elusive shadow in his heart? I don't want to ask the last question. I'm afraid all previous gentleness is an illusion.
? The bride with dark hair and big eyes has fair skin against the background of wedding dress and light, without dazzling red lips and charming smoke.
I know that a woman like Pinellia is only suitable for wandering.
Lin Hui, you will say "love!" For me?