Ten years of ignorance and a hundred years of heart ending, who has it? I really want to know. .........................................................................................................

Ten years of ignorance and a hundred years of heart ending, who has it? I really want to know. ............................................................................................................................................................................ Chapter 80 Ten years of ignorance and a hundred years of heart

The East abandoned words and buried clouds in the flowers of the outside world. Although the autumn wind suddenly rises at this time, the grass is withered, like a piece of decay, but next spring, it will be flowery and colorful, even better than today. The cloud will definitely like it. He chiseled a stone about three feet long, one foot wide and three inches thick as a tombstone, sat in front of Yuner's grave and carved on it with a knife. Carving knife to drink a mouthful of wine, unhurried, in an orderly way, simply speak, "today the weather is fine, the sky is clear, Wan Li cloudless. You left yesterday, and I slept very uneasily, as if I had lost myself and didn't know what to do. I think it's not that you can't live without me for a long time, but that I'm used to your existence and can't live without you. But I can't let you go alone. I have to carve something and stand here, so that after decades or even hundreds of years, I can find your existence at a glance. Memory is really a strange thing. Yesterday, after I buried you myself, I tried to remember what you looked like, but I couldn't remember anything. My head is blank, even I forget what you said, not a word. I feel terrible. You said you wanted me to remember you forever, but I broke my word so soon. I'm really sorry. Therefore, I want to carve something to remind myself that I will always remember you. "

"Cloud, tell you an interesting thing. When going to the mountain to cut stones, a monkey accidentally fell into the trap of Orion, broke his leg, was caught by the hunting mechanism, and screamed with pain. Not that piercing scream, but a long, short, resigned gasp. It carefully jumped around in the same place, knowing that it was useless to struggle again, and sat on the ground with its front paws pressed against its face. Hearing footsteps, I suddenly looked up and looked at me helplessly, with pleading and warning in my eyes. I saved it and cured its broken leg. Before leaving, he rubbed his face in my palm, limped a long way and stopped to see me. "

"What did you say I carved on the stone? Generally speaking, most of them are about someone's grave, but I don't like it, and I don't think you like it either. The name' Yunluo' is very nice, warm and smoky. I think Lord Yunping must have put a lot of thought into giving you this name. Shall we engrave' the clouds are light and the wind is light'? "

"Cloud, I finally understand why Chu cherish the wind finally went crazy. The scenery of the two worlds is beautiful, but it is depressing and suffocating. Too lonely to express accurately in words ... "

The words "the clouds are light and the wind is light" were engraved for three days and three nights. He drank wine for three whole days and got completely drunk. He woke up in a gentle, itchy commotion, absently opened his eyes and saw a brown monkey standing beside him, licking his face with his tongue. He staggered to his feet and rubbed his temples, because he was hoarse from drinking too much wine. "How did you find this place?" The little monkey grabbed a handful of chestnuts with his front paws and gave them to him. Dongfang abandoned the question: "Do you want to repay kindness?" Connect with the hand. The little monkey jumped around him and was very happy.

Dongfang abandoned sitting there staring at the boundless sky, and then began to peel chestnuts and eat them. After eating chestnuts, he stood up, bent down and picked up the little monkey, patted its head and said, "I'm leaving." You should be careful in the future and don't fall into the trap again. "The little monkey nodded, as if he understood what he said. The East abandoned the hut where the cloud lived, packed up its things and left this world.

Before he left, he passed Jiuhua Mountain and visited Wu Tong, who was startled by his appearance. "Oriental bro, what's the matter with you? Are you seriously injured? How thin like this, red eyes, messy hair, a life is almost gone by half ... "Oriental abandoned the death of the cloud, said the tone is very cool, slowly, every word is very clear. Wu doesn't know that grief is greater than death in his heart. He looks like nothing, but in fact he is the saddest. After some comforting words, it's still the old way to get drunk and solve a thousand worries.

Wu Yu was pregnant and poured wine for the East. She and Hao Shaona have already married. When Yan Su is mentioned again, she is called "the emperor" and respectfully.

In order to alleviate his pain, Wu Wuliang gagged and told anecdotes about Wulin, such as another affair, stealing chickens and wasting rice, losing his wife and losing soldiers ... full of laughter. Oriental abandon cooperate with a smile, but the sadness in the bottom of my heart turned into bubbles in the laughter of everyone, one by one into his eyes, eyes moist. He tried to restrain himself from being found out. Wu also deliberately abandoned his chronicles of rivers and lakes, saying that his "Historical Records" in Wulin would last forever, and future generations would regard it as a classic in the history of martial arts. Everyone inevitably mentioned the "Wulin Sword Club", cursed the silent reputation, and praised the East for abandoning its martial arts far above the so-called "the best sword in the world".

Oriental abandon don't care much, what's the use of martial arts? The cloud can't live any longer! He sighed and said, "I was speechless, Long Zaitian was crazy, Hou Yu loved beauty but not Wulin, and there were no successors for historians. It seems that the four great Jianghu families have lost their former scenery. Since ancient times, there have been no four families monopolizing rivers and lakes, and heroes have emerged in large numbers. I am just a small skill, which is not worth mentioning at all. "

He left Jiuhua Mountain that day and wandered around the Jianghu for a year. When he has no money, he works as a waiter and has no fixed address. Even when he spends the night in the street, he doesn't care about being bullied, laughed at, scolded or even beaten by beggars.

It snowed heavily on a cold winter night. He spent the night in a ruined temple outside Fengyang. Near the toilet, he saw a dragon covered in maggots and stinking. Great changes have taken place in the appearance of the whole person, thin, like a charred black charcoal. If the voice is different from before, Dongfang Abandon will definitely not recognize him. "Killing in March" began to bite itself, getting worse every day, and the cone was biting. Long Zaitian may die, but he is too weak to kill himself. Dongfang gave up his request and sent him on his way. Later, regardless of the freezing in the middle of the night, I went to Houshan to find a place near the water and buried it.

Fill in the last one? Ketu, Dongfang Abandon can't help but sigh that a generation of curly-haired men have fallen into such a tragic situation, and finally they can't even beg for death. I can't help thinking of myself. How is he? What does he live for? What does he have to miss the world?

During this year, he watched people around him leave one by one, whether friends or enemies, they were gone forever, including the most important people in his life. However, there is nothing I can do except look. What is life? What is death? He often hears the voice of the cloud in the wind and calls him with a smile: "East, East …" In front of him, the cloud often looks at him with big round black eyes and smiles mischievously from time to time. I don't know what happened, but everything is gone.

He went to Chaoyinwu Jasper Lake and fulfilled his promise to send Chunjun Sword back to Wenren Mountain Villa. When I heard the bad news, I couldn't stand it for a long time. When I saw Chun Jun Jian, I cried in front of everyone, but I didn't say a word. It turns out that even if a person dies, it seems to be a very happy thing that there are still people alive who are sad and worried about him. At least it proves that someone still loves him deeply. He remembers that Yun once joked, "Oriental, no matter what happens in the future, you should remember me and always remember me." Isn't that too much to ask? Hee hee ... "At that time, because I lost the bet, I agreed absently. But now he decided to fulfill this promise, even though it made him feel so painful.

When he left Chaoyinwu by boat, he had an epiphany, and he figured out life and death. Life and death are not opposites, they exist at the same time, and death, as a part of life, exists forever. Death does not mean the end of life, but another beginning. The death of Yun completely ended a part of his life, and all the so-called enthusiasm, hope, happiness and other things disappeared. However, he should not drown his sorrows in wine all day, but should live well and make up for the beauty lost by the cloud.

The East abandoned it and finally went to Tianshan Mountain, which is a place that people can quietly miss to support his remaining long years. He accidentally saved a boy who froze to death in a snowstorm. His name is Zhou Yifei. On Monday, Fei worshiped him very much, clamoring to worship him as a teacher and begging for help. The East abandoned his strange bones, his qualifications were extraordinary, and he had nothing to do, so he was accepted as his first apprentice, living a life of abstinence, religious education and not asking about worldly things. Hundreds of years later, the disciples and grandchildren abandoned by the East spread all over the world, and the "Tian Yun School" he founded became the largest martial arts school in the Western Region, which was as close as the Central Plains martial arts.

Since then, the name "Oriental Abandon" has become a legend of Wulin, just like "Wenren". He lived a full 121 years old and really made up for the wonderful part that the cloud lost.

Before he died, he stared at the wooden cabinet at the bedside. Flying to him on Monday nodded, making it clear that he took out a small wooden box three inches square and of primitive simplicity. Dongfang abandoned whispered "burn it" and died peacefully. However, the wooden box was not burned, and many masters of the Tian Yun School thought that the things abandoned by the East were unique secrets of martial arts, and they all stopped it from being destroyed on Monday. When I opened it, it was just an ordinary letter, three neatly folded stationery, all written in fine print, with yellow paper and normal content. It's all people and things in the palace, and it doesn't look so disgusting and affectionate. The corners are rolled up because of repeated reading. After reading it, everyone said, "I didn't expect a generation of masters to be so infatuated all their lives." On Monday, Fei sighed and thought, how could Master fall in love with a woman in the palace? No wonder he finally left Tianshan Mountain and felt dejected.

One year, at the invitation of Hou Yu, Dongfang gave up the once-a-decade Wulin Congress and passed by Lin 'an City. The old garden is still there, but the grass grows and the warblers fly, the houses are in ruins, and there are traces of birds and animals everywhere. This is no longer a colorful scene. He looked at himself in the stream, his clothes almost faded into light gray cassock, a pair of cloth shoes, his hair on his temples turned gray, and the wrinkles on his face could not be concealed no matter how hard he concealed them. His eyebrows and the rest of his eyes were vicissitudes of life. Decades of years have made him suffer the baptism of dust and temples. The voice and smile of the cloud clearly emerge in my mind, always staying at the most beautiful moment, full of youthful breath, and becoming more and more fragrant and intoxicating with the precipitation of memories. The living are old, only the clouds will last forever.

He was glad that Yun didn't see himself now.

Ten years of ignorance and a hundred years of heart, what is the difference between coming and returning? Until now, he finally understood what this silent sadness is, which will run through his life.

Winter night, summer, after a hundred years old, go back to your room.

Yan Su went to Kiev, and the bedroom lights were always on all night. Due to misunderstanding of Zhou, ministers did not attend the first dynasty for several years. Although the new emperor is young now, he is diligent and loves the people. When he is happy, he can't help worrying. He often advises him to take care of the dragon's body, but Su Yan ignores it. One afternoon, he was prone on his desk to correct the paper. Because he was too tired for days, he took a nap on his desk, but he was awakened by the sound outside and asked coldly, "Who is making a noise outside?" Actually, it's not noisy, but he has been insomnia recently, and the slightest movement can wake him up.

Chen Feng rushed in and said, "Someone threw something at the entrance of Jingtai Temple, which said ... Your Majesty's name is taboo ... damn it, I didn't know someone had broken into the palace ..." Yan Su interrupted him with a hand gently pressing his temple and asked, "What's the matter? Present. " I saw an ordinary long wooden box, about three feet long and one foot wide. When I opened it, there was a sword with a narrow body and a small blade. It is considered to be a white practice in the sun and dazzling, and it is one of the four famous swords. There is also a letter. He stared at the wooden box and asked loudly, "Who sent it? Where is it? " Trembling, he picked up the letter and held it tightly in his hand.

The letter was abandoned by the East, telling him that Yuner died on the eighth day of September because of his injuries, and now it has been returned to its original owner, asking him to love the whole world and be a wise king. He's leaving. Maybe they'll never meet again. From then on, we will live far apart and say goodbye.

After reading the letter, Chen Feng found that his serious face was wrong. His face is blue and his lips are purple. The whole person faltered and asked, "Your Majesty, is something wrong?" Su Yan shook his head and asked, "What day is it today?" Chen Feng quickly replied: "1October 8." Yan Su murmured, "October 8th, October 8th ..." The letter in his hand fell to the ground gently, and he waved feebly and said, "Nothing, go down."

A month, the original cloud has been gone for a whole month!

That night, Su Yan had a high fever, and several doctors prescribed prescriptions that didn't work, so he went on strike for half a month.

After he recovered from his illness, the first thing he did was to personally go to Dali Temple Tian Li Prison to pick up Wang Yanji from Jinnan and let him live in the palace. He invited many prestigious Confucian scholars to teach him how to govern the country and the people, and even taught him martial arts himself, which was very strict with him. When Yan Qi was eleven years old, Yan Su asked him to deal with the throne of civil and military officials and express his views and opinions. At the age of twelve, he was seriously asked to go to Jiangnan as an imperial envoy to deal with floods. At the age of thirteen, he was given tens of thousands of elite soldiers to guard the border. Su Yan's move caused many ministers to look askance, even Prime Minister Faye Wong advised him to "guard against popular support", but he seemed unheard of and went his own way.

The following year, Yan Su changed the title of "Yun Si" and personally went to Tongan Temple in the suburbs of Beijing to offer sacrifices. He lived here for three days, listening to the long bells and the endless sound of wooden fish in the temple all day, and the unspeakable pain and sadness seemed to be temporarily alleviated. It turns out that doing a seemingly simple and repetitive thing is actually full of joys and sorrows of life. Vibrant Buddhist names seem to have the power to heal the body and mind.

In the dead of night, he couldn't sleep well day after day. If the cloud really left, why didn't it enter his dream once?

Even if I become famous all my life, I can't get back the good image of Iraqis.

When the heart is exhausted, there are monks who can't stop hair. Wind and rain kill life and death, deja vu and loneliness, but I can't wake up.

Shake it back and blow it clearly. The golden well leaves are floating in the dark. At first glance, the wind will settle, the bell will ring and the blessing will recommend the whole city.

Looking back, I laughed and laughed, but now I am alone, leaving a lonely soul.

The eunuch in the palace said that his royal highness's temperament changed greatly after he ascended the throne. Even if he keeps a straight face all day as before, he will never beat and scold servants at will because of some trivial things, which is much gentler. Once, a maid-in-waiting waited on Su Yan to wash her face, but Su Yan waved and said she would come. Recently, he has served less and less. He tries to dress and wash himself. Maid-in-waiting for Su Yan to wash his face and fetch water. She touched the copper basin and turned pale with fear. It turned out that she forgot to boil water. The capital of November was already freezing, and the emperor was neglected to wash his face with cold water. It was found that this was a capital crime of decapitation. The maid-in-waiting spent a day in fear, but when she saw nothing happened, she couldn't help but be glad that she was lucky and would wait on her more carefully in the future.

Su Yan couldn't help knowing that the washing water was not hot water, but she didn't say anything, or didn't care at all. Nothing matters, let alone just washing water!

Words are gray before they are old.

Yun Si was six years old and Yan Qi was sixteen years old. He has grown into a mature and elegant teenager. He has long forgotten the past when he witnessed Yan Su's sword killing Huai Yanping. He is very close to this brother and talks about everything. He cocked his head and asked, "Brother, why don't you marry a concubine?"

When Yan Su heard this, his face changed greatly and he said in a heavy voice, "Who told you to ask?" Since Yan Qi entered the palace, he has never seen him treated so severely. He was so scared that he knelt on the ground and bowed his head and said, "Yes, Wang Chen asked me to ask ..." Many ministers wondered if he had a hidden disease, because Yan Su neither took a concubine nor accepted it. Su Yan interrupted him impatiently. "Never mind what happened after I took my concubine." Seeing that Yan Qi was too scared to speak, he made a joke. "You can have several concubines in the future, and then you will be blessed, live a long life and marry all your brothers." Yanji was embarrassed by the emperor's brother and smiled wryly.

Su Yan looked at the nominally emperor's brother, who was somewhat similar to the cloud between his eyebrows and eyes, and suddenly remembered that he had a twin brother in the distant Tianshan Mountains. It was a farewell and we never met again.

In the eighth year of Yun Si, Yan Su gave the throne to Yan Qi, claiming that she died of illness. As a matter of fact, she became a monk in Tongan Temple in the suburbs of Beijing, posing as an ancient Buddha every day and fasting and chanting Buddha. Tongan Temple became the largest temple in Beijing because of the annual sacrifice during Yansu period, and the incense was flourishing. Not only are people watching plum blossoms in an endless stream, but even royalty has broken the threshold. After Yan Qi succeeded to the throne, he changed his country name to "Taiping".

Yan Su travels around the world in a dress and sandals. He is no longer a well-dressed and angry prince, but an ordinary monk who sees through fame and fortune and loves and hates all the dust.

There is a new pharmacy in Lin 'an called "Miaoshou Rejuvenation". It's no problem that doctors are skilled. What's more, Lin 'an people relish that the shopkeeper who takes medicine is a famous beauty, known as the "beauty of medicine", and business is very good every day.

One day, a monk came to the drugstore, left the medicine at the door and left. Cai He opened the curtain with his three-year-old daughter and came out to ask something. The little medicine boy said grumpily, "There is a strange monk here. When others change their diet, he changes his medicine. I saw that he was a poor monk, and I was very polite to him. I asked him what medicine he wanted to use, and he said he wanted to use a medicine called Yun Si. I told you that I had been in a drugstore for three years, and I had never heard of such a blind eye to medicine. He didn't speak and left. "

Cai He hurriedly put down his daughter, chased him out, looked at the lonely figure in front of him and muttered, "It seems familiar. Sounds like someone you know. " Sai Huatuo followed, understood, and said, "Maybe it's a monk somewhere, but it's a pity." The conversation between two people, if not serious, will be forgotten in a couple of days. In the twenty-first year of Taiping, Su Yan went through hardships and finally found the legendary Outland. In Bicheng, the two worlds are still full of flowers and green grass, which is no different from a few days ago. The wind is light, the clouds are light, the sun is warm and the sand is white. He saw a semi-circular loess standing on Crescent Lake, surrounded by weeds, with several big stones on it, and several pink flowers swaying in the cracks of the big stones. The simple stone tablet is engraved with the words "the clouds are light and the wind is light", and the handwriting is mottled and peeled off by wind and frost. Ge Sheng Meng Chu, Yu Man was in the wild, came to the United States and died here. Who was he with?

He knelt on his knees and kissed the slightly wet soil under his feet. The sunshine at noon made him a little dizzy. He sat there, leaning against the tombstone, and fell asleep quietly. In my dream, I went back to that year again. The cloud looked back at him and asked, "My name is the cloud. Who are you? " Then smile.