Probably the sun is dazzling, Lichuan slowly opened his eyes and looked at Xiaoqiu's lovely sleeping position. Gently licked her lips with the tip of the tongue. Seeing that Xiaoqiu didn't respond, he boldly kissed him.
Xiaoqiu opened his eyes slightly and saw Lichuan in front of him. He plunged into his arms and lay happily in Lichuan's arms, playing with Lichuan's slender fingers.
"Lichuan, I'll make breakfast later. What shall we do after eating? " Xiaoqiu asked softly.
"I want to tell you something very important. It has been in my heart for a long time. " Lichuan said some seriously.
Xiaoqiu was puzzled at this. She didn't know what Lichuan wanted to tell her, so she got up quickly.
"I'm going downstairs to make breakfast now. Have a rest and wait for me to call you! " Xiaoqiu said, while helping Lichuan tidy the quilt, and finally kissed Lichuan on the forehead.
Xiaoqiu prepared coarse wheat bread, poached eggs, cold fungus, vegetable salad, fruit and cooked oatmeal, and did not forget to pour Lichuan a cup of hot milk.
Then go upstairs and ask Lichuan to come down for breakfast. Xiaoqiu pulled open the chair and helped Lichuan sit down slowly. After he sat down, he looked at Lichuan nervously and asked, "Lichuan, are you all right?" Do you need to see a doctor? "
Li Chuan waved, "I'm fine, don't worry!" Two people ate breakfast silently, and neither of them said a word.
After breakfast, Lichuan sat on the sofa, waiting for Xiaoqiu to finish packing. Seeing Xiaoqiu walk into the living room, I quickly asked Xiaoqiu to sit next to me. A cup of orange juice that Xiaoqiu likes to drink has been put on the coffee table.
Lichuan held Xiaoqiu's hand and said hesitantly, "Xiaoqiu, actually, a few days ago, I wanted to write you a long letter and tell you everything I wanted to say. But I really don't know how to write. I have written it many times, but I still can't write it after all. Really don't know how to face you! My sensibility tells me that you are a good girl and a person worthy of being entrusted for life. But at the same time, reason tells me: I can't drag you and suffer with me any longer. But after a long struggle, I decided to tell you everything truthfully. I hope you can listen carefully to what I say next. I want to give you a few days to think about it and finally tell me your answer, ok? " Xiaoqiu nodded his head.
Lichuan continued: "Today, I want to tell you something about my leg. I think I should have told you the truth about him earlier. "
Lichuan took a deep breath and said slowly, "My leg was not caused by a car accident, but a malignant tumor (bone cancer) was found in my body after the car accident. At first I chose conservative treatment, that is, radiotherapy and chemotherapy. After a while, things got better. Grandpa took me to America and had an amputation. After a period of recovery, the doctor said that I can live a normal life. "
Lichuan glanced at Xiaoqiu's expression and continued: "I will go to the hospital for regular check-ups every six months to see if the indicators are stable and if the cancer has recurred." In addition, recently, cancer has metastasized to the lungs, and the subsequent complication is myelodysplastic syndrome (MDS), commonly known as MDS. The main manifestations are anemia and bleeding. I will take some therapeutic drugs, which will damage other organs. "Lichuan tightly took Xiaoqiu's hand for fear that she would run away.
Xiaoqiu subconsciously leaned against Lichuan's chest, touched his beard and said, "Lichuan, I didn't expect you to suffer so much these years." I will accompany you and take good care of you in the future. "
Lichuan blocked Xiaoqiu's mouth with her hand and said, "I don't want you to suffer from me with me. You have airsickness. You once said that it would make you feel bad to see me sick. Isn't it? "
Xiaoqiu quickly connected: "Why do you only remember the first half of what I said? I also said later: I want to accompany you and take care of you. Right? " Xiaoqiu poked Lichuan's chest with his finger.
Lichuan put orange juice on Xiaoqiu's mouth and slowly fed her a bite. Lichuan said slowly, "I just said is the sunny side. Now I want to talk about the bad side. Xiaoqiu, do you want to listen? " Xiaoqiu said yes.
Lichuan hugged Xiaoqiu and said unnaturally, "The best way to treat cancer is bone marrow transplantation, but because my mother has French descent of 1/2, it is difficult to find a match. If the cancer recurs, I will frequently go in and out of the intensive care unit ICU, and I will also transfer to many organs such as the lungs. It will be very painful and difficult to treat. I don't want you and my family to accompany me through these difficulties. And after many times of radiotherapy and chemotherapy, my glands have been damaged and we can't have children. " Speaking of which, there are tears in Lichuan's eyes.
"Little autumn, although I love you deeply. But I don't want you to suffer with me. You should have your own perfect life, find a man who loves you and have your own children. So I want you to think about it and leave me, okay? " Xiaoqiu said firmly: "No. I don't want it, I want to be with you, always by your side. "
Lichuan was silent for half a minute, thinking: Xiaoqiu is a good girl! Full of positive energy, do I really want to abandon her? Should I face cancer with her? Give her a spiritual home?
Then, Lichuan said affectionately: In fact, in my heart, I love you very, very much. As long as one day, when our wrinkles are all over our foreheads and our temples are covered with frost. I will say to you: I love you! I will also hold your hand and see the beautiful scenery in our hearts. I will take your picture, and I will record my favorite smile in my life. At some point, Lichuan choked up and tears flowed down involuntarily. Xiaoqiu helped Lichuan wipe her tears and said, "Don't get excited! I am here, I am here. " Pat Lichuan on the back.
Xiaoqiu heard Lichuan's warm love honey for the first time, and her eyes were full of tears.
Xiaoqiu looked at Lichuan and sobbed deeply: "From the first time I saw you and decided to be with you, I said to myself,' Don't worry, mother in heaven, I will take good care of Lichuan for you all my life. Lichuan, you should be obedient, eat on time and be healthy in the future. Let me take good care of you all my life. Let me fulfill my promise to my mother in heaven, okay? "
Lichuan listened to Xiaoqiu's words that touched his heart unexpectedly, held Xiaoqiu tightly in her arms and kept kissing her. What he didn't expect was that such a weak little girl had such a mind and positive energy, which really made him admire!
Xiaoqiu then said to Lichuan: "Lichuan, from the moment I saw you, I knew you were stubborn. I'm also one-track-minded. We have all lost our beloved parents, so why can't we rely on each other, keep warm with each other and walk hand in hand for the rest of our lives? I don't care about your figure, you are always perfect in my eyes! Even if I lose another leg, even if I lose all my hair. I still love you deeply. Let's hold hands tightly. Nobody should leave anyone behind first. Let's go through the last few decades of life together! " Xiaoqiu cried in Lichuan's arms. Lichuan quickly helped her dry her tears. Although his heart shook, his reason still prevailed.
Xiaoqiu said breathlessly, "You asked me to leave you and find another man to marry. But it wasn't you. You are my true love. No one can replace you. Only you can make me happy all my life. From the beginning to the present to the future, I only love you-alex wong, do you know? "
"If I really leave you, I won't look for it again. Are you really willing to let me die alone? " Every word Xiaoqiu said is like a knife stuck in Lichuan's lung tube.
Lichuan couldn't help coughing. "yes! Do I really want Xiaoqiu to live alone and helpless? " Li Chuan mused and struggled in his mind. Keep your head down and think silently. Xiaoqiu cried more and more sadly, wiping her tears.
Xiaoqiu looked at Lichuan in silence, sat on his lap and hugged Lichuan. She wants Lichuan to feel her heartbeat and give Lichuan a powerful force.
Lichuan thought for a moment, looked at Xiaoqiu and said, "I still hope you leave me and don't want to drag you down." The voice is getting smaller and smaller.
Xiaoqiu squatted down, held Lichuan's hand and said imploringly, "Lichuan, since you say you love me deeply, if I leave you, you will die alone like me." But two people still care about each other and can't let go of each other. Then we might as well live together, support each other, give each other more love and spend the rest of our lives together! Okay？ Lichuan? "
"I won't leave you first anyway!" Xiaoqiu nodded firmly and headed for Lichuan.
Lichuan looked at Xiaoqiu and looked at her loving eyes. It was Xiaoqiu's persistence that infected him, and his heart suddenly softened. He said to Xiaoqiu affectionately, "Xiaoqiu, I have changed my mind now. Shall we live together?" I love Xiaoqiu and never regret it! "
Immediately, he held Xiaoqiu tightly and fell on Xiaoqiu's shoulder. Xiaoqiu went on to say to Lichuan, "Then let's hang ourselves with a hook and stay the same for a hundred years, shall we?" I'm afraid that one day you will break your word! "Hold out your little finger and hook it on Lichuan's little finger. He also said: "Lichuan, if you tick it, you will never change it! "Can you be nice to me? Hey! "
Lichuan hooked Xiaoqiu's finger, thinking that she must care, care and care for her lover and let her enjoy the best things in the world.
Lichuan and Xiaoqiu embraced each other tightly, enjoying each other's body temperature and tenderness. The biggest heart disease in Lichuan's heart was finally affected by Xiaoqiu's powerful positive energy and disappeared. The two people really merged together.
Lichuan said to Xiaoqiu, "It's almost noon. To make up for my mistake just now, please treat my dear lover to steak, ok? " Xiaoqiu readily agreed.
Jump up and change. Lichuan took Xiaoqiu to a famous western restaurant. After sitting down, he said to Xiaoqiu, "You can eat whatever you like. Be sure to have fun! "
Xiaoqiu was beaming, handed the menu to Lichuan and said, "Please order, the food you ordered suits me best!" Lichuan smiled and ordered Xiaoqiu's favorite steak and some desserts. They had a good time.
After dinner, Lichuan got up, bent down gracefully and stretched out his arm. Ask Xiaoqiu to dance. Xiaoqiu happily held Lichuan and danced. Let bygones be bygones and say the most emotional things.
Let my love be with you forever.
Do you feel that I am worried about you?
Only in a relative perspective can we find out what fate is.
Are you also waiting for a bosom lover?
Always remember your feelings.
The long road has my unchanging heart.
Let you feel what is the warmth of the wind.
The hardest thing in life is to have a bosom lover.
Whether now or in the distant future.
Today we are all protecting our love.
No matter whether the wind and rain don't come again, they won't be hurt again.