Original sentence: I married a red rose, and over time, the red rose turned into a touch of mosquito blood on the wall, while the white rose was still the bright thread at the foot of my bed; Married a white rose, white rose is rice residue on clothes, and red rose is Zhu Shazhi in my heart. From Zhang Ailing's work Red Rose and White Rose.
When you can't bring him freshness, even if you are still a red rose or a white rose, it is as disgusting as mosquito blood and white rice in his eyes. What I used to like may now become the most annoying. I don't cherish what I have, but my heart is always in turmoil.
Extended data:
Red Rose and White Rose is a popular novella among Zhang Ailing's many works. The author depicts the secret psychology and complex of ordinary people with exquisite brushwork, shows people's emotion and marriage life when Chinese and Western cultures met in China in 1930s and 1940s, and reveals the tragic life that women can't get rid of in the patriarchal society under the integration of tradition and modernity.
References:
Red Rose and White Rose-Baidu Encyclopedia