1903 On May 22nd, he committed suicide by leaving a message of death on the tree beside the Huayan Waterfall in Sunlight. He 17 years old. Since then, Huayan Waterfall has become a famous suicide site in Japan, with 1 1 suicides and 15 attempted suicides in the same year alone.
Original: You are in Tian Xiang,
Liao carried ancient and modern times,
A small body of five feet is bigger than a small body of five feet.
ホレーショのぃにのォーソリチィ.
There is truth, the only word, word, word,
Say "insoluble"
I hate being bored to death.
It is not only a matter of time, but also a matter of time.
How upset you are,
Let's get started,
The big one is the same as the big one. So is the big one.
The sky is boundless,
Liao dynasty,
Five feet. I can't imagine how big it is.
How authoritative is Horatio's philosophy?
The truth of everything, in a word,
That is, "insoluble"
Embrace hatred and boredom in your chest.
Finally choose to die.
After standing on the rock,
There is no anxiety in the chest.
The first time I learned,
The greatest pessimism,
Equal to the greatest optimism. 1903 On May 22nd, Tokyo Imperial University Preparatory First College 17-year-old newborn Fujimura Cao carved the above-mentioned last words on the trunk at the top of Sunlight Huayan Waterfall, and threw himself off the cliff. This incident caused social unrest after it was disclosed in the newspaper. Being infected by this strange "Daimonji" (described by Iwabo Maoxiong, founder of Iwabo Bookstore) is like being shot through the heart by an arrow of death, being wound up and possessed by evil spirits. 100 Many young people in philosophy and literature rushed to Huayan Waterfall and committed suicide one after another.
"He Ruixiu" in the last words refers to the fifth scene of the first act of Hamlet. Damn Hamlet sighed at He Ruixiu, a scholar's friend, saying that the universe is full of wonders, so where is the hope of your philosophical omnipotence?
Go to hell. okay A week before Fujimura committed suicide, the English teacher Natsume Sozaki scolded him and said, "If you can't fall in love with class, don't come to the classroom. Who knows that seven days later, the student who often didn't hand in his homework actually committed suicide! Natsume Soseki felt scared, embarrassed and scared. He frequently asked other students: "Do you know why Fujimura Jun committed suicide? I am afraid that my angry words will upset the students and ruin their precious youth. At that time, Natsume succeeded Koizumi Yakumo (formerly known as Ralph Cadio Hearn, 1850~ 1904, an Englishman, born in Greece, naturalized in Japan in 1896, and famous for collecting the legendary Mystery Tales) as an English lecturer. His teaching is methodical and boring, unlike Koizumi's lively and interesting.
Fujimura's suicide had a great impact on Natsume's thoughts, which made him suffer from depression while studying in Britain. I want to forget this shadow. Later, in his novels "We Are Cats" and "Straw Pillow", the "Fujimura Fuck Event" was recorded. Since then, he has softened a lot and cared for the younger generation. In the Meiji literary world, he is like a kind parent.
The founder of Yanbo Bookstore, Yanbo Maoxiong, is a sophomore in the first university. When he heard that his brother "died so philosophically", he was so sad that he always wanted to drop out of school and end his life. Fortunately, his classmates dissuaded him from his foolish idea. Otherwise, today's Japanese cultural map will definitely be cut short by a large piece.
When I am desperate, I often think of this "death story" written by Fujimura. I fantasize about standing on a cliff or stepping on endless traffic, or stepping into the depths of the sea step by step-my face is relieved, just like facing a peach blossom garden with a breeze. It will be within reach, not so far away, not so mysterious, and even-no longer painful.