Xiaowen easily knew the story of Alan and Lotus: Lotus has been dead for three years, but Alan still can't get rid of that relationship. Perhaps moved by Alan's affection, Xiaowen was with him soon. Alan never hesitated to mention the story of lotus in front of Xiaowen, who always smiled gently. From the day she fell in love with Allen, she planned to share her love with another girl.
Xiaowen loved Jean Valjean wholeheartedly and went back to buy food and cook after work. Then, she woke Jean Valjean from his deep sleep and gave him an evening show. Hungry friends around her said that Jean Valjean became happy and gained a lot of weight. Should we consider changing the singing method?
Xiaowen looked at his love achievements with joy. She firmly believes that a real and vivid self will gradually replace the girl named Lian.
On Xiaowen's 23rd birthday, Ran didn't go to the bar to perform. He invited his band and Xiaowen's friends to his home. When blowing out the birthday candles, Jean Valjean sang a sweet song with humorous lyrics. Ran finally announced: "This is the first song I wrote for Xiaowen. I want Xiaowen to enjoy love in singing." Xiaowen hugged Jean Valjean in tears. Only she understands this love.
It's Xiaowen's birthday again. Ran was supposed to go camping with her. Suddenly, she changed her mind: "There is a record company that is eager for experienced musicians to come to our show. This opportunity is very important to me ... you come to the bar and I will celebrate your birthday there. " Xiaowen doesn't mind at all. She is very happy. Isn't the result of Jean Valjean's efforts just for this day?
In the evening, Xiaowen sat in the corner of the bar, guarding an unopened cake on the table, waiting for Jean Valjean's performance. A crisp music sounded, Alan took a look at Xiaowen and said affectionately, "This song is dedicated to my favorite lotus."
Head "om", xiaowen feel cold hands and feet, want to rush out, but can't move, like a paralyzed patient, what also don't listen, just sitting there.
The melody of another song began, which Jean Valjean wrote specially for her a few months ago. He often hugs her and hums in her ear over and over again. Xiaowen was waiting for Jean Valjean's monologue. Jean Valjean looked here and said clearly, "This song is dedicated to the women who love me, and I love them too."
Xiaowen sneers. Until the end, Jean Valjean didn't say her name. She didn't mean to show off, but fighting a dead man for so long was enough to destroy all her confidence. Perhaps his yearning for lotus flowers has become a habit, but this evening, Xiaowen suddenly felt that it was not affectionate at all and could no longer arouse her pity. She can no longer bear such emotional entanglements, not love, but love.
Xiaowen went to Alan's hometown alone. She found the lotus tomb with a clear and powerful inscription "favorite lotus"
Before breaking up, Ran told her with great regret: "This is the band's strategy, for the record company. They want to find a sentimental singer who sings sad songs. The story of Ran Helian is the selling point of the record company in the future. " Xiaowen doesn't want to hear what he explains. It's not the point, it's not the reason why they broke up, it's just the fuse. Lotus is separated in it. No matter how hard Xiaowen tries, she still can't get rid of the shadow of Lotus. She used to think she was free and easy, but she couldn't fool herself in the end. She can only hide behind the lotus. Maybe someone will replace Lotus one day, but it's not her.
Maybe love is still there, but she can only choose to leave. ...
-but you have to be gentle and chivalrous, and this growth is willing to accompany the dresser.