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It's from Zhang Ailing's little reunion

You just barge in like this. At the right time. Fill me up, just lonely. From now on, I believe that you are the only one in this world.

after years of deep sleep, my fingers are rippling. So long forbearance, finally burst its banks.

infatuation minor, two young people, love each other. The gesture of flowers in full bloom, the lonely and fierce voice, the tea cup fell all over the floor.

and the music of Qingcheng never started.

for this night, we will discount our youth. Almost forget the blue sky at the beginning.

My passion has been brewing for many years. If I accidentally forget you one day, don't be sad. I gave up not one person

but my other soul.

Rambo said that happiness, its teeth are very soft for death. Experienced a stunning lovelorn, his kiss, blowing in the wind.

The illusion of dying, this beautiful Leng Yan child feels that he is still naughty at the age of sixteen, lying beside a dead tree in Yuan Ye, enjoying the lazy sunshine, and his mind is full of shocking poems: seventeen years old, I don't care about anything/a beautiful evening, coffee houses/cups and lamps crisscross, and the light and shadow are flashing with noise/I'm going for a walk in the green linden forest.

quatrains and broken chapters. How like our beautiful arrogance. When the piano falls in love with the violin, it is a sigh.

no one knows, I miraculously experienced a legend. I take back all that belongs to me, but I wonder why I still think of you in an empty city.

Empty-my heart is an empty city.

Reason is leisurely at the head of the city, and whoever wants to enter outside the city will stop.

city-you come, bring your violin.

a tree is full of moonlight.

absolutely-the fireworks will fade, and the music will stop.

a person, a city, is distressed all his life.

Love-harmonies and songs, peerless scenery.

Qionglou Yuyu fell to the camp.

Appreciation of Works

little reunion depicts the life material that Zhang Ailing knows best, and the bitter past real people who come and go in her history, realizing the historical reunion here. The lingering emotion has reached perfection, and it always tastes like being pricked by a needle. The contradictory struggle and confusion between men and women in the story reflect all kinds of complex feelings in our hearts.

Zhang Ailing once complained that Hu Lancheng's writing about them in This Life was "tangled". Little reunion shows Zhang Ailing's version of "Zhang Hu's Love". This autobiographical novel tells the story of the heroine, Jiu Li, from the traditional family in which the old and new generations alternated when she was a child to meeting all kinds of classmates in the convent girls' middle school, and even Jiu Li met Shao Zhiyong, who was said to be a traitor and married. These plots are similar to Zhang Ailing's legendary life.

Extended information

Character evaluation

Writer Jia Pingwa: It is also lucky to be born in the same world as Zhang Ailing. It is enough to have her books to read.

Writer Wang Anyi: Only novels are the meaning of Zhang Ailing. Therefore, the result of understanding is to snatch Zhang Ailing from the novel and then return it to the novel.

Writer Wang Xiaobo: There is something extraordinary about Zhang Ailing's novels, which lies in her profound understanding of women's lives.

Writer Bai Xianyong: Of course, Zhang Ailing is a rare genius. Her writing style is very interesting, for example, she bypassed the literature of the May 4th Movement and directly descended from A Dream of Red Mansions and Jin Ping Mei. The language of Zhang Ailing's novels is purer and authentic Chinese, and her China traditional cultural attainments are actually very deep.

Writer Leo Oufan Lee: Zhang Ailing's novel art, like a myth, has been loved, interpreted, imitated, criticized and rediscovered by writers and readers on both sides of the Taiwan Strait for generations.

Writer Yu Qiuyu: She died lonely, just like she lived lonely. However, literature does not refuse loneliness. It is she who tells history that there is still a corner of China literature in the 2th century that is not full of fire. It is in this corner that the charm of Shanghai in a distant year will last forever.

Writer Yu Qing: Zhang Ailing's exploration of women's consciousness goes deep into history and national culture to see the psychological barrier of women themselves, which is more profound and powerful than the May 4th cry period.

Writer Ye Zhaoyan: Zhang Ailing's life is just a desolate gesture and a heavy sigh.

References: Baidu Baike: Zhang Ailing.