With the approach of Mother's Day, my thoughts about my grandmother are on the verge of explosion, and I can't stop my grief. Then I wrote poems and songs:
(1) Figures
Once and for all
Who is that man?
Whisper in my ear, whisper in my ear
Comfort the wounds in my heart
Once and for all
Who is that man?
Knock on my dusty heart and open my door.
Let sunshine into my world.
Once and for all
Who is that man?
Tell me the truth from ordinary stories.
Tell a philosophy that can be used for a lifetime from an ordinary story.
forever and always
I can't forget what I can't forget
Forgetting is just
It's your figure.
② Mann Fang Ting.
Looking at the horizon, where to find a dream, the dream has gone with you. East, west, north and south, missing in my heart. Become a lovesick butterfly bird and shed tears. Painful, bitter wind and rain, crisp autumn.
(3) patio sand
The wind is accompanied by rain, and the heart moves with the shadow. Let bloom fall, only in my heart, and miss you forever.
(4)
Miss my foreign wife
How many times have I dreamed of being near you,
I opened my eyes only to find that there is an insurmountable boundary between yin and yang.
The source of feelings,
Beyond the sky.
Endless thoughts,
There is endless resentment.
Your gentle hug is my childhood dream;
Your endless tears made me understand the hardships of life.
You supported my helpless childhood,
You warmed my cold body,
You comforted my broken heart.
A seedling grows in a crack in the stone.
You're getting older every day,
I can't get it back.
In the cold winter,
The north wind roared across the sky,
The cold hut is lifeless.
Death is approaching,
Rats are also particularly rampant.
You want me to stay with you,
I was scared away,
It's like approaching the window of hell.
Forgive me! At fourteen, you can't take responsibility,
Because I can't,
I will regret it for the rest of my life!
You left,
Defeated by the cage of poverty and thought.
The feelings of a kind old lady in her later years,
This is a human sin.
Dear grandma:
You once told me that you were going to die.
You know where you're going,
You must wait for me somewhere,
Let's meet in heaven!