Heart is in chaos
Pinyin: xīn luàn rú má
Definition: Heart is in chaos. Describes being very upset.
Source: The second chapter of the first book of "The Romance of the West Chamber" written by Wu Shifu of the Yuan Dynasty. Jin Shengtan commented: "It is obvious that his heart is as confused as numbness.
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Synonyms: upset, uneasy
Antonyms: relaxed and happy, calm and unhurried