What does secret love mean?

Secret love is like a disk that loves flowers. I want to get close to it, but I am afraid I will get rid of the pollen. The furthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, you don't know that I love you. Graceful May day, silent and thoughtful. Dandelion is scattered, Petunia is asleep, and there are so many cotton tidbits floating in the sky, singing kind songs. I stood there and put my heart in silence. Honey, when will you come and say hello to me? The taste of unrequited love is that you can imagine his smile by looking at his back, like drinking a glass of honey water; That is, when you look at his passing figure, you can feel the surging inside, like drinking a cup of hot water; That is, when you watch him discuss the girl you like, you will feel depressed, just like drinking a cup of black coffee; It is the way you watch him play ball in the playground, and you will be so excited that you will drink a cup of juice called favorite. Nervous, excited, snickering. It's a snack that the teacher put in his mouth when he turned to write on the blackboard. It was the Red Balloon that was accidentally pulled down while flying a kite. It is a quiet wait-and-see, it is a careful wait. There are tears, but it doesn't hurt. Think of it as a sweet stupid smile. Even after many years, I still remember those details, such as the clothes you wear, the schoolbag on your back, the way you walk, and the warmth I imagined when my eyes met occasionally. When you are old, you can also sing those songs that are related to you in your memory. Looking through your diary, you are once again in the years when you like you. Glass mood, transparent soul, only once in a lifetime, give it to you and give it to yourself, and pray that you will be safe and happy in your growing days. See his sweetness, only you know; See him with other girls that kind of bitterness, or only you know. I felt very lost when I left him, but I didn't care so much until another girl's name appeared in his letter. Secret love, just because his words are sweet words, his eyes are moved, his actions are hurt, and he cries after a long talk. Tears fell without warning at the thought of his dazzling smile and two tiger teeth. It turned out that he was always in my heart, but I hid him in a corner that I couldn't find myself. It's like drinking a cup of bitter coffee Although bitter, the strong taste makes you want to stay, and you are willing to taste it slowly, regardless of the pain and unforgettable taste it brings you. But from beginning to end, you can't say "love" and drink it. A black face keeps a diary in private; Secret love is hidden love; I love not clearly, so I chose unrequited love. I believe that when we grow up, the taste of unrequited love will always symbolize our boyhood. Secret love is looking at happiness in a far place and looking for belonging in a high place.