The poem denying one's past in "Returning to the Garden" is a poem expressing one's happy mood after returning to nature, and the poem that the author longs to get rid of the bondage.

The poem denying my past is: I fell into the dust net by mistake and walked for thirty years.

A poem expressing one's happy mood after returning to nature: the home is clean and miscellaneous, and there are many spare rooms. Trapped in a cage without freedom for a long time, I finally returned to the forest today.

It shows that the author is eager to get rid of the bondage:

Birds in cages are often attached to the forests of the past, and fish in ponds yearn for the abyss of the past.