When I read this, tears blurred my eyes. My beloved suddenly left, and before I could say goodbye, and before I could hold hands to see all the beautiful scenery and travel around the world, there was a gap between Yin and Yang, so Sanmao would rather believe that Jose never left and they never separated.
Sanmao wrote: If the heart has no place to live, it will wander everywhere. After Jose left, Sanmao began to wander again. In fact, before she married Jose, she had been drifting. Because of Jose, she has a dependence and a harbor to anchor. This kind of life makes Sanmao feel very happy, even if it is trivial. So that for a long time after he left, Sanmao wanted to end his life and accompany Jose. How many flowers fall in a dream records some experiences and feelings of San Mao after Jose left, and the style of the book is very painful. It can be said that Sanmao's writing career is unprecedented.
Love makes people have weaknesses and armor. After that, San Mao was not alone. She has Jose in her heart. On the way to Qian Shan, she is not alone.
"When we are together, we are all too young. When we all become the best of ourselves, we are separated. "
This is what a friend of mine once said to me when he was drunk.
I should have comforted her that night, but I cried like a fool. On my first wedding day, I refused his invitation, but secretly turned over his circle of friends. He still smiles brightly, which makes people feel at ease as before. I cried when I saw him walking on the red carpet holding his new wife's hand. It suddenly occurred to me that he once shouted at the seaside that he would marry me and spend the rest of his life with me. He was heartbroken and couldn't cry.
Actually, I don't regret it I can meet a loved one in the best years, even if I am not the best. Now that we are all well, let's find the right person.
I hope everyone will live up to the wonderful time and love bravely.