Pale and emaciated adolescence,
I have been accumulating the courage to break the cocoon into a butterfly. In 2000, I got a master's degree in comparative literature between China and Britain and joined a drama club. I first bought a piece of palm wood in a decoration material store, and then I bought two meat cutters, some emery cloths and a small jar of paint. It took me two days and two nights to carve a piece of wood into a butterfly with its wings spread out and color it. With more than ten dollars left, I bought a new hairpin, took off the metal clip and put it on the butterfly I carved. I imagined this little hairpin jumping in her long hair. This book is deceptive. Two months later, I married Ringo, whom I met when I was studying in Cambridge. Ringer is a chemistry major. He is handsome and loves me very much. I also love him very much. Many nights, we walked around the campus, chanting Byron's beauty, watching the old man drying vegetables, and suddenly remembered Mr. Lin Yutang's famous saying: Love a person begins with his stomach. For those marriages that have experienced ups and downs for decades, love may really fall in the bowl and fall on the dried radish. Good poetry, be immersed in love with children. After marriage, we lived in the parents' home of Ringer in the western suburb of Manchester, a British textile city.
If you carefully observe Zhou Dongyu's eyes, you will catch a trace of sadness in those clear eyes. Yes, simple shyness is not enough to explain the quiet autumn temperament in Love with Hawthorn Tree. That faint sadness can just explain the sadness in this simple story. The sadness in Zhou Dongyu's eyes comes from his childhood experience.
1992, Zhou Dongyu was born in a puritan town, and he was taciturn. When I finished my attack, he came up to me and carefully rolled up his sleeves ―― his arm was wrapped in a thick gauze! Ordinary working families. Although the family conditions are relatively ordinary, Zhou Dongyu had a wonderful childhood with the love and care of his parents. However, when Dong Yu graduated from primary school, unfortunately, he came to this happy family. Dong Yu's father died in a car accident. Disaster arrival makes Xiaodong? The rain suddenly matured, and she changed from that little girl who loves crying and coquetry to an introverted and sensible big child. She began to take the initiative to help her mother with housework. The day after mom got off work, Sweet Tang came to school in fear and trembling, but Zhou Haoyang's seat was empty. I didn't come for several days after that. I heard that I went back to my hometown school after treatment. Sweet Tang suddenly felt as if she had lost something important, empty and sour, but she had to say that Ai Yue was fine. She is very humble and always considerate. Astringent. Help her pour water on her back and start studying hard.
In order to earn money to support the family, Dong Yu's mother is also very hard. Mother Zhou has opened a small shop, insured and tried many different * * *. One snowy night, it's past eleven o'clock, and mother Zhou hasn't come home yet. The winter rain was urgent and I heard a knock at the door. As soon as I opened the door, my mother at the door almost turned into a snowman. Winter rain was busy welcoming her mother into the house, boiling water to wash her feet, and Zhou's feet were already red and swollen. It turned out that Zhou's mother went far away to buy insurance. When she came back, she missed the last bus and couldn't get a taxi, so she had to walk back with one foot deep and one foot shallow. Mother's hard work, winter rain injury in the eyes, from now on more sensible.
Later, mother Zhou remarried. Dong Yu's stepfather is a gentle and honest man, and he is very kind to Dong Yu. A few years later, my stepfather and mother gave birth to a sister for Dong Yu. At this time, Zhou Dongyu is in a sensitive period of youth, and she always feels neglected. Since then, she has been silent.
Although she was silent, Zhou Dongyu never gave up her upward efforts. Her grades have always been good, and she was the first in her class when she first entered high school. She is smart and sensible, and she is very popular in the class. Quiet and introverted personality makes Zhou Dongyu look ordinary and taciturn. She seldom shows off, but she is meticulous in her work. Few people know that when Mei Jie looked into her daughter's eyes as bright as the morning star, she never gave up her efforts. She travels between major hospitals, but her communication with Wei Jie is getting less and less. Beneath the girl's appearance, there is a stubborn heart. She always accumulates strength and strives to grow.
Two important turning points in life
In junior high school, Zhou Dongyu was not a special student in fine arts, and he had no dance foundation. She didn't start dancing until she was a freshman. She got good grades in Winter Rain in Grade One. Her wish is to successfully enter the university through her own efforts. In a literary activity, Dong Yu performed a dance. After watching Dong Yu's performance, a dance teacher thought that she was very talented and suggested that she learn to dance instead.
Before that, Zhou Dongyu never wanted to be an art student. She seriously considered the teacher's opinion. She thinks she really likes dancing. In that case, why not give it a try? Although it's a little late to learn dance from grade one in senior high school, it may even delay the study of culture class, but how do you know that you can't do it without hard work? So Zhou Dongyu, who looks weak, is full of hope by the beauty of the moon, just like a wandering heart. She's in love, pregnant with one man's child, and another man. My courage and stubbornness made my first bold decision in adolescence: to become an art student and learn dance instead!
Zhou Dongyu, who entered the art class, began to practice dancing hard and soon became the first dancer in the class. Although she is still quiet and shy in real life, she seems to be a different person as soon as she takes the stage, and she must jump unequivocally.
Because the study pressure is not too great, and the girls who study art love beauty, many students around Zhou Dongyu are quietly dressing up. They pull their hair and wear fashionable clothes, but Zhou Dongyu never dresses up. Although the school does not require art students to wear school uniforms, she always wears clean school uniforms, and her hair is simply tied into a ponytail, just like spotless lilies.
Before the college entrance examination, I went to Nanjing for an activity late at night. The girl who could fly appeared outside the balcony window of Wang Xiaolin. She was still shy. Wang Xiaolin was excited and excited: "Are you an angel?" The girl nodded, suddenly, shook her head again, awkward. At Wang Xiaolin's repeated invitation, the girl finally flew into the room. In the art test, Zhou Dongyu met the lucky god. Zhang Yimou took a fancy to her and invited her to play the role of Quiet Autumn in The Hawthorn Tree Love. At that time, Dong Yu was skeptical of Zhang Yimou's words and almost regarded him as a liar. Zhang Yimou said that it was Zhou Dongyu's casual appearance that moved him. This girl's simple temperament is really rare in this era.
However, participating in movies is bound to give up the college entrance examination, which is too important for the winter rain. In recent years, she has worked hard on basic skills, and at the same time, she has never fallen behind in cultural studies, only achieving good results for the college entrance examination. But the opportunity to make a movie is also very rare. On balance, Dong Yu finally decided to give up the college entrance examination and enter the crew, and never let go of this wealth for himself. But Hu Xin seems to be a greedy child. He seems to have no plans for the future except enjoying love. A good opportunity.
Without worry and fear,
I've seen the revelation of finding a woman.
Before filming "Hawthorn Tree Love", my mother gave Dong Yu an assignment to understand and interpret the growth process of "looking for a woman". Zhou Dongyu didn't understand her mother's intention at first, but she did it anyway. After collecting information, she realized that there were too many "girls" coming out of films directed by Zhang Yimou in the past twenty years. Besides the well-known international stars Gong Li and Zhang Ziyi, there are many other female stars. They each have their own life trajectories. Through careful comparative analysis, Zhou Dongyu finally understood his mother's intention.
She is also looking forward to his arrival. But I can't restrain my suspicion and jealousy. After a long time, these little drops in my heart converge into a river, winding and rushing past. I can't bear to think that my beloved Jia Ning may still be sad for that past relationship. Jia Ning occasionally looks at the sky, and I often feel anxious, because this silence is not caused by me. Zhuang is remote, the land is barren, the four seasons are sparse, even at dusk. What is there to wait for? A black-and-white movie is undoubtedly the most joyful in my heart. At that time, she was twenty-one and twenty-two, a flower in the village. The matchmaker kept shuttling in front of her house, but there was no one she liked. Dong Yu found that although the experience of "finding girls" helped Gong Li and Zhang Ziyi to succeed, it was not the only reason for their success, and they also made unimaginable efforts in this process. Many people just regard becoming a "girl" as a springboard to become popular in the entertainment circle, ignoring the efforts of the actors themselves; Besides, not every "girl" will succeed. Many "girls" in those days have long been forgotten, so becoming a "girl" is by no means the only guarantee of fame.
She replied, "It's your message. Someone introduced me to a rich second generation. My family is satisfied, but I don't like it. So, I opened the information for my parents to see, saying that my classmates had helped me find out, and this person was unreliable. They really believe. " I said sourly, "Fool, why can't you agree to such a good condition?" Yuan Xiaojie said, "If you hadn't stirred my heart, I might have done it. When I said we were not suitable, I just wanted you to grow up. I remember you quarreled with a classmate before. You have always hated others for a long time. I think highly of you, but sunshine boy is not like this. Now your mentality has changed and your career has improved. I heard that you gave the credit to others this time. So, now you have passed the acceptance. " These words made me dumbfounded. Among many "girls", the experience of Wei Minzhi, a rural girl, aroused Zhou Dongyu's special interest. /kloc-When she was 0/3 years old, she was selected by Zhang Yimou to star in the film No Child Left Behind, and then she had the dream of becoming a film director. However, Zhang Yimou thinks that she is not suitable to develop in the entertainment circle, and encourages her to learn cultural knowledge and do something else in the future. But this girl is born with an indomitable spirit. After failing to apply for the Beijing Film Academy, she transferred to Xi 'an Film and Television Media College. Two years later, she went abroad to study with excellent results and won a full scholarship. After returning to China, she filmed the documentary Miracle Daughter. Zhou Dongyu was deeply encouraged by Wei Minzhi's experience: it doesn't matter if his condition is not good, and it doesn't matter if others don't value him. As long as he is willing to work hard, he will still work miracles.
The revelation of Looking for a Woman made Zhou Dongyu understand a lot and taught her how to face the opportunity. In her spare time, she watched many contemporary films and carefully pondered every detail in the script. In the process of shooting, Dong Yu worked very hard and finally played the role of Jingqiu. Even people who are well-informed and unwilling to praise others praise her for her high understanding.
In Zhou Dongyu's view, luck alone is not enough to achieve a good life. If you want to feather into a butterfly, you must persevere. Speaking of the future life journey, this 18-year-old girl is full of longing. She said that she would redouble her efforts to repay everyone, but the most urgent thing is to concentrate on taking the college entrance examination next year.
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