For a long time, I have been looking for someone who can tell me the sentences in this poem. She is a girl who can enter her heart from her eyes and then her soul from her heart. She is a demon, which is rare in the world. She is alone, so don't wait for her. I waited for her for a long time, but only in the north of the building, so I was asking, what is the next line of this poem?
I can't remember when a young man came to me and asked for a song, which made him sad and drunk, so helpless.
Ask carefully and you will know the origin and depth of the story.
At present, teenagers are young, studying in the ivory tower for a year and a half, eating and sleeping enough every day, and only know how to mix clubs. Although slightly satisfied, they are all young people in their early twenties and know the truth that opposites attract. However, there is no law on him.
Before the age of twenty, he was never loved and didn't believe in love. He had a self-definition that he didn't even love himself and was not qualified to love others. So even if the ivory tower is full of fragrant flowers, he can learn the true meaning of Liu Xiahui and keep his distance from all the opposite sex. It can't be said that it is deliberate or habit. Even a girl who can touch his heart at first sight can convince herself with various or even excessive reasons and then move away from his eyes. About this, if I believe it, it will be seven or eight points. After all, the result was there, leaving some doubts, and that is another story.
It is said that people will meet 29.2 million people in their lifetime and know 3,000 of them, but only one can fall in love with them for life.
The meaning of fate may sometimes be reserved for playing tricks on people. Like all ordinary college students, the internet has the same meaning as eating and sleeping, so in this almost inevitable possibility, the teenager met the girl for the first time in the circle of friends, which is the beginning of the story.
A girl, as old as a teenager, is also studying from one city to another. In contrast, this girl's education, family and herself, though not overwhelming, are absolutely outstanding. Wen Xue, a female student, is in the forefront of China's foreign exchange, with elegant knowledge and forward-looking cognition. To put it simply, she has learned everything she needs to learn and played well. To put more nonsense, in fact, the "goddess" in a teenager's mouth is enough to explain what level a girl belongs to.
Occasionally, a glimpse of the person in a photo in a circle of friends makes the teenager's heart surge. The girl floated on the sea with a swimming ring, and her face was gentle and slightly blurred. The girl's friend is also a teenager's friend, and wrote "Thank you for sharing in Dalian ..." But this is naturally the same as before. A beautiful face always attracts men's attention. Teenagers remain the same. Let's make a joke under the comments, calm his heart and leave. Of course, it's definitely not a story. As the saying goes, coincidence doesn't make a book. I have been writing for many years, and every time I put pen to paper, there will be surprises, and the rest will be read.
Soon after, the girl's friends got together with them and put the group photo in the circle of friends. Several girls had a good time, as beautiful as flowers. Only teenagers are lost in thought on the mobile phone screen. The face with gentle face and gentle smile is outstanding, frozen, beautiful and ruddy.
Perhaps it is because of fate, or it may be a momentary crush. The ripples in the hearts of teenagers are already tsunamis. Perhaps it is the restlessness in the bones, perhaps it is the impulse to care about beauty. The teenager resolutely proposed to the girl's friend, and in the name of a friend, he tried to ask for the girl's WeChat. He proposed to add it, so that two people who were strangers had an intersection. Oh, it looks anxious, but it's done in one go.
As the joke says, chasing girls is three effective ways. First, shameless, second, persistent, and third, shameless!
From the slightly embarrassing opening remarks to getting along with each other one month later, teenagers, like all boys, want to do what they can for girls as much as possible, and of course he did. Appreciate girls' daily routine and trivia. Teenagers know that girls like to eat seafood, but they are slightly allergic to it. Girls like to play lol when they are bored in college, but friends say she is a pit; Girls like handsome shoes and feel clothes; Girls like reading books, and their diaries are picturesque; Girls like to brush Weibo and watch dramas. Like ordinary girls, shopping, watching movies, eating, making up and caring for skin. Girls learn guitar, and their fingers are often worn out when they first start playing; The height of a girl, the length of her hair, and even her hobbies; Girls love to eat, but they are also picky about food. All the onions have not been touched. Celery, lettuce, parsley, carrots and loofah are not on the menu. Girls are afraid of the dark and insects; The girl has two feelings, one of which is unforgettable. The girl said the best three years with her ranged from 17 to 19. Don't say anything, you can cry and lose 6 pounds a week, and you can come back wholeheartedly.
"She likes to play, is used to staying up late, and sometimes comes to work, so she can't sleep in pain. Even if she wakes up in the middle of the night, I don't know much about women. I didn't know it could be so painful, but I can't seem to do anything except verbal comfort. " The teenager's throat is as strong as water, and it has a sound, but it is difficult to cry.
Girls like reading books for a long time, so teenagers don't bother her when they read books. They imagine girls turning pages quietly with books, and they will share books. People in the book, things in the book, teenagers always think that people who can read are very good, so when he heard her say that she loves reading, it was really Haitang bloom. When a girl thinks she is fat and has a bad figure, it is actually a normal heart of a girl. In the eyes of teenagers, this is understandable, but he has never felt it. Actually, it's the same. Although I didn't say it had nothing to do with being fat, no one would mention the word fat after reading it, so I couldn't put it down. The girl said she was willful, often teased him when chatting, and refused to eat in order to lose weight. When she is uncomfortable, she puts up with it. If the teenager is worried that she will feel distressed, she will chat with her and persuade her to eat and take medicine to make her happy. It seems that this is all a teenager can do, and he knows it in his heart, but he can't let himself not care. In the teenager's own words, he is a bitch. Girls say that they are a neat freak, and they are very resistant to external contact. She will put paper towels on the car and doesn't like anyone touching her bed. Even at home, this habit has not eased. Girls will ask teenagers to play games. Girls like AIDS. Teenagers are used to ADC, so AIDS always follows ADC. Girls sometimes lie to him and others, but teenagers never allow anyone to speak ill of her, even in games, although teenagers are not skilled. Girls are fun. Like all young people, it is a habit to go shopping and have fun, but you never accompany yourself or just stay with girls. So it's normal for other teenagers to mix with girls, but sometimes teenagers really feel like a bolt from the blue.
Girls can have fun when they are teased and accompanied. Everything seems to be fine. Although the girl also wants a company, all this seems to have little to do with teenagers.
For the unforgettable story of the girl, the teenager said in the conversation that he didn't want to hear it. In fact, he is very worried. After all, even in those three years, he could feel the feelings of others. Girls like the height of a boy, like the smell between his hands, and will help him choose clothes and so on. The girl herself said that it was a wholehearted effort. It's just that three years have passed, but I don't miss it. It can even make teenagers feel that if life can appear earlier, can the suffering that girls have remembered so far be erased? I believe that girls' memories are extremely profound and can appease and erase the past. I believe teenagers can try their best to exchange, but that won't come true.
Teenagers talk a lot, and I can see what they say and do. He always stressed, "If people really like someone, it is love in three months." Ignorance can't refute his words, but I can also feel that in his view, if it is so difficult to like someone, what kind of heartbreaking result will love be? At least in this matter.
The teenager said that the girl is not the kind of beauty that everyone pursues. She has neither a pretty face nor a curvy figure. Naturally, she won't be a rich girl, gentle as jade, or cute, but she can let him have a look. The girl is the only daughter in the family, the youngest generation in the family, and she can also be said to be pampered, so the teenager has always called her Big Miss, but in fact she is also regarded as his Big Miss. He just wants to play games with her, and all his friends around him have become novices in online games, but he will only say that he really likes playing. Teenagers are used to chatting with girls, and every sentence is said casually. Sometimes when chatting, girls chuckle, girls send him selfies, naturally smile into a crescent shape and finally fall in love. The teenager knows a little about lines. The girl wrote a poem with delicate handwriting. The teenager made up for it and understood the infiltration between the lines. Counting the previous chat, the more teenagers accompany me, the more I find that the distance in space is insurmountable and there is no chance to meet each other at all. No matter by coincidence or deliberate arrangement, teenagers can't face this girl. Not only that, the more they miss each other, the more powerless they are, and their attitude towards those who can accompany girls has changed from comfort to worry. There is no need to waste your breath on the principle of getting the moon by the advantage, not to mention that teenagers are not girls at all, as he himself said, "all I have is the extravagant hope of deceiving myself and others, a half-gray heart."
Girls will take a walk on campus at night, sometimes alone, sometimes with companions, but teenagers can't bear to ask questions. There will be boys accompanying girls, chatting too much and enjoying the night. Some people accompany girls to watch movies, go shopping and drink. In fact, all behaviors are normal. In the eyes of teenagers, this is something he can't do, at least not now. Therefore, the habit of awe can't help but hear the bitterness. "Who wants others to touch what they like, even if it doesn't belong to them?" Teenagers should be calm. Although Mount Tai collapsed in front of them, the happiness that girls can feel in reply is enough to instantly break the pretense of bravery of teenagers. He was afraid to ask, for fear that it was disturbing and presumptuous. He is more concerned about how a simple friend is qualified to take the exam. More paradoxically, the teenager hopes that the girl is really happy, and sincerely hopes that if the girl is happy, he will be happy, so he would rather light the long-lost tobacco and ask for a song after good night.
He once hid himself deep, deep, as if he had built an iron wall on the natural barrier, but he was always expecting someone to knock at the door and a girl to knock on the door left unlocked. As for his past, the teenager did not elaborate, but I can roughly understand that he grew up through family changes and did not embark on the road of being abandoned by the world. I feel very lucky. Maybe he is not a lover, maybe he is really ugly, like Zhong Ziqi. But after all, being a teenager, the more you satirize your humble self-esteem and embarrassing role, the more you can't let go. After all, it's too deep.
In fact, I can't express anything, because everyone has his own story and can only belong to his own independent experience. Others have no intention, but it's like persuading prostitutes to be good people. So I just listened, lit a sandalwood, and recalled the thick words of youth like wine in lingering, thinking carefully, should I wake up? Or should I get drunk?
Late at night, facing the cold light of the screen, people with stories said that once upon a time, people listening to stories guarded Jing' an. The teenager repeated the bitterness of tobacco burning and shook his hand from time to time. It's a pity that there can't be a pot of heartbroken, so he can temporarily put down his sails in the wind and rain. "I've never won a bet. I can't catch it. I can't wait. No matter what it is, it's destiny takes a hand. I can't embarrass people. Try not to disturb them. Respect is resignation. I also want to make' not disturbing is my last tenderness to you', but I can't bear to part with it! How can I give up! She is so good, so unique, if she misses it, she will be gone, she will never be found again, and she can no longer like others. She can only like her. "
The first feeling of liking a person, I think it should be inferiority complex.
You will sincerely feel that you are not worthy of such a beautiful partner, for beauty, for knowledge, for family, for inheritance, and even for an unpredictable future. Because, you will think that she can study better, work better, have a better family, live a better life and be happier. However, no matter whether you actually have enough ability to do all this, you will never have 100% confidence in her, because that is love. Your only qualification for her can only be liking, then sincere hope based on it, and the rest is inferiority.
Teenagers want a girl to become a big lady completely, because he thinks she should be loved, pampered, not wronged and not lonely. So play games with her, make her happy, talk about this topic over and over again at the risk of boredom, record her past, her preferences and her hopes in the pages little by little, don't disturb her when she is reading and practicing the piano, wait patiently when she goes out to play, comfort her discomfort, and ups and downs her depression ... The teenager can't wait to be with the girl, yes, just with her, because this is their most at the moment. I also want to pinch the girl's delicate face, Fushun girl's shoulder-length hair, and then hold it in my arms too much to give her peace of mind. When she is asleep, she can count the number of eyelashes and see the corners of her mouth rise.
"Miss a few times to get to know each other, to calm down and have self-knowledge. The faces of millions of people, the touch of smiling back, the charm of eyelashes, or the innocence of corners of the mouth are all awe-inspiring. Everything I do is just to remember before I die, although I may not have a chance to remember. Although I have been trying to ignore all kinds of emotions, I can't completely suppress myself. I am used to being alone, and I don't exclude my friends. I'm just at a loss and unprepared for your sudden appearance. The possibility of joining hands may be almost impossible, but the young heart is so difficult to control that it is inevitable to engage in some self-deception to gain inner peace. Perhaps youth is not destined to be perfect, so any distance has its reason for existence. The only qualification is to look back and not look back. Perhaps, don't want to disturb the comfort, cowardly and uneasy self-esteem. Don't be surprised, because I'm not used to and don't understand the feeling of' like', but I just keep you in my heart so willfully that I can't sleep. Sorry. "
"What I want to say more is that I have never been so eager to win a person's favor. I don't want to miss every wonderful night. Thanks for these two months, I am looking forward to it, happy and palpitation, just like before I lost my innocence. Later, my heart was shackled, I couldn't see the lust, I didn't care about the world of mortals, I didn't want to be familiar with strange faces, I didn't want to meet strangers, and my feelings were just a Chinese word I knew and could read, which was far away from me and had nothing to do with me. You brought me back to the world, endowed me with worldly desires, and let me know that I still have the ability to like and love someone. Although I dare not say the word love for the time being, at least I will not regard myself as a walking corpse that only supports my thoughts. I have imagined the company around you countless times, as if there is nothing in this world except you, and you must not marry. I think I gave you all your happiness, but there is always a lot of helplessness. In the second half of my imagination, I laughed and deceived myself, and my dreams always woke up. If the fate of this life really can only stop here, then I will remember your crooked eyes and your faint laughter. "
Since then, I have a grave in my heart, a place to bury widows.
The wine hasn't been poured, and the smoke has been put out, but fortunately there are no tears tonight. There is no boy's back outside the door, but the sandalwood is still there. What was left to him was this faint sandalwood, thick or light, which could not be removed after all.
I have been thinking about how to spend my life, not meeting mountains and rivers, not falling in love, not caring, but also hiding my heart, being dissolute and free, not always loving.
—— On 20 16 1 1。