Seek a poem that is helpless, lost, anxious, irrelevant and worrying (self-created)

Bai Ou asked me if I wanted to be alone, physically or mentally. If the heart stays, why lock the eyebrows. The wind plays the small curtain lamp and dances dizzy, indifferent to the idle shadow, recalling the past. Laoyou, Laoyou, is it today? Flowers outside the building, Liu Xia boat, dreams are dreams, dreams are not, cold water is empty. Huang Yun desert is saturated with kapok fur. Everyone knows that no one is worried about me. It snows tonight, and there are plum blossoms, like me.

Plum blossom introduction? Jingxi Block Snow Jie Jiang